Bad mood day...

Think today I woke up on the wrong side of the bed...feeling so emo nemo..nt wanting to do anything, a bit edgy as well...haiz...snap out of it..snap out of it

You Are The Apple of My Eye

Yesterday went to catch this movie with cat, there has been a lot of fanfare regarding this film. Well, as usual I dont keep my expectations too high de..cuz its a coming of age film, and siriously..oops i meant seriously, i watch quite a couple of such show le.haha.

But, I have to say its a really entertaining show..def. not in the kind of WOW WOW level for me, if the show aims to come across as a romance show, I would say...its pretty cui. But, since its based on a true story to a large extent, naturally it will be a bit dan...well cuz reality is always diff from dramas. The show definitely done its job by hitting on the nostalgic part in all of our souls( evident by the crowds frequent cheers and laughters at key points).

As I told cat, many of the stuff the show portrayed, I had encountered quite a couple though definitely nt as flamboyant as in the show itself, but somewhere around there lor. It definitely give me the"啊，那些年的事。。。“ The stuff my schoolmates did in school and the crap we had and the fun we played on the teachers...heehee

Then, the portion of the romance part..well...its definitely a jump back to the past. The times when you fall  in love for the first time, the pure innocent times, the childish feelings that one has, the unwavering concern for that person even though she is not yours..haha...ah those times...

Falling back to reality, it does bring me to this conclusion...wo lao le!!!!....ahhh...

Self Condemnation

Yesterday, jianyang brought up a very good topic about self condemnation. Let me put it in layman words, its when one feel/condemn themselves to a certain level. The perfect opposite to self condemnation is a phrase that  I could think of. If you think you are zai, you are zai. Simple. Its all in the mind. And maybe thats why Christianity has a quote about nt self condemning thyself. I ask him what about laziness, is it in someway self condemning as well? He reply tht I am nt  lazy..lolz...of cuz, if comparatively to him.

But what I am most interested in, is how to get oneself to take the first step and work towards the goal. For example, studies...when I see QF, I am rather turn off by it and dont want to pick up the books liao. And then, various things just appear in my mind..like all the psychology thingy abt hw to push oneself, etc etc. See, the problems of over self-analysing...LOL

I guess the most important thing or rather the most essential thing is always always have a positive mindset and I think..roughly about 50% of problems will be solved automatically. Because I feel that we tend to always associate negative emotions with certain actions and in turn it will just turn us away from them. Like wad JY said, dont be so hard on yourself, maybe I should change my thinking and start taking baby steps. Seems like after so many years, this problem just doesnt goes away does it?..haha

Hope that someone dont lose herself in the messy and agitated situation she is in. The world is like the 5 tastes, it can be ugly but at the same time, there are other tastes out there, so dont be suck into the notion that the world is only a few tastes. Similarly, vice versa.