Thursday, February 05, 2015

A break

For the past 2 days I had training at BNP pretty new spanking APAC campus. As always, I am impressed with the service and wonderful food they seem to always offer. You might refer to an old instagram for that.

This year, I attended a "Power up your business writing skills". It's essentially or rather, an English lesson. It's great and I love a westerner whenever I am learning English. Shirley Taylor, is the quintessential British, with their quirks and british humour, coupled with a childlike enthusiasm.

I love it. It's not something to say that I will like it so much that I don't mind studying and practising it for life. It's more of a break and away from the doldrums of work. I love the feeling of learning again, something new, something that I know I can improve with. Just like in school, when I can learn various topics. It's something applicable to life.

I never like anything that I know it's not useful to life. And that's maybe why I am not so into the sciences, I can't relate and apply it. I mean.. Heck, how's knowing the organic bonds going to teach me how to pack my cupboard? It's not going to make any difference.

Maybe as macro-economics is so much applicable in reality. I can really see and feel that it's the reason on the demand and supply. Therefore, I prefer it compared to micro-economics.

I don't really know why,but Everytime I feel some negativity and sian-Ness. I will always blame my current job. I have always state that I don't think it's a bad job, but I have no idea why I detest it so much. So much that I always blame it for any negativity. It's like whatever in my head and heart always tells me, something is not right with this. Get out. Get out.

There are days where volume is not bad, I kinda enjoy the routine of it and life. However, once the routine hits me or obstacles occur, I start to hate it. I sometimes whether I hate my current life or my job. I guess it's the job that fills up most of life that's why it takes most of the brunt.

In conclusion?. Like what Shirley Taylor will always say. "Why are you stating the obvious, darling?"