Avatar outing

Well...today it ain't that bad when I went out with zhenni for the movie. Turns out her two other friend ain't that friendly...well only the girl lor, maybe cuz she is the gf of the guy, wen hui, who seems to be closer to zhenni. Assuming that he is from their secondary school de. The guy ok lor, did talk a bit but the girl totally quiet. An apparently she hardly talk to zhenni de. Hmm...so at times, it's really quite awkward when me and the assumed to be gf is quiet and zhenni and wen hui will talk lo.

Well, I won't discuss the movie here, will leave it for next time. But avatar is really a good movie. U guys should go watch it.=) after wen hui and the girl left, then sort of got zhenni to stay with me in town cuz I got to meet gk at 7 pm and the movie ends at 4.30 pm so I will be damn sianz. And anws she also got another movie to catch at 7pm as well at AMK.

We went to nearby somerset 313 to walk around and she shop for some stuff to wear to her cousin's wedding. Somehow I always end up shopping with her accessories de. Don't ask me why sia....I also have no clue. Lolz. Then walk here and there, to forever 21, cotton on, uniqlo. Then...we end up drinking and eating at blue mountains coffee which I said the coffee was nice, according to some random memory in my mind. Haha. Then we talk about random stuffs an about my Penang trip etc. Somehow she still remember that I owe her a trip to chomp chomp. And somehow it occur to me that in th past, she don't remember such things de...hmm...anws there are sometimes when I m with her, where the feeling of wanting to be close to her or smthg like that did pop up...well Esp. In the cinema. However, I think...it's really not that strong le..maybe it's just smthg of a habit or some kind bah. Now, I feel more relax around her le, might be cuz I don't have the want / expectation of anything with her, there is definitely some distance between us now..maybe it's cuz I dun contact her as much now as compared in the past, so I don't really know what she is doing and all...hence the lack of topics to talk...especially when we were eating...but I think a bit got better towards the end. Somehow got a bit of Deja vu or sorts...haha don't know why. Anws, hope that we can hang out more often and that the distance between us can be reduced...


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Avatar decision

Well...sometimes one got to try new things right?...Just now, zhenni ask me whether want to join her and her friends watch Avatar...but well... feeling weird and a tinge of fear( see i am not sociable de)...but anws...maybe I should just try lor, anw I also really want to watch the movie and I seriously cannot find anyone to watch with me...so I will turn up lor...lolz...wonder how sia...but anws, maybe I should try to open up more bah...start to network le...>.<

Well it looks like a bz day tml, 1230 watch avatar with zhenni and her friends. Followed by, sherlock holmes with benny, SC, GK and maybe boon tml evening/night...omg...more $$ flying out of my wallet...GG

Numbness

Let me break down the things I did in december...went to holiday in penang for ard the 1st 2 weeks...came back then 2 days later got chalet...now soon to have Xmas week then one more week and its 2010 le. Wow...I have been hentadaki for this month!!! sianz sia!!!...emo-nemo ness...lolz...but somehow I dont really have any energy to do anything...I just totally in the the 'dun bother me' mood....dun feel like doing homework, don't want to plan anything, don't want to worry, don't want to think about stuffs that don't warrant me to think about them, don't want to go to school, don't want to look at my commitments, don't want to...essentially I just want to do something else...oh and don't feel like working as well..total lose sia...Maybe its a sign from my brain to chill and take note on my directions bah....

Seems that every december posts for every year, it will always be mass reflections and stuffs like that. Maybe thats why I hentadaki for this month...there is this that I am suppose to do, but I just put on hold...everything is on hold...and the part of me that cannot stand doing nothing is badgering me to start, but the other half is telling me that I must slow down....like seriously from gear 4 to gear 1. Maybe like what zhenni showed me last time, that for me, I should try to meditate sia..lolz...

Yesterday went night cycling with my secondary school friends, totally cui...lolz..i not pro de and took the challenge of the road...ultimate GG..luckily managed to survive...lolz..well except a few cuts here and there...and hopefully I didnt broken my 2nd toe>.<....

1st 3 days in Malaysia

1st day went to malacca. And well it's just like that lor...haha cuz it's been so many times there le...and there had been some new additions to the shopping scenes there, with some new mega malls being built. And needless to say, we went shopaholico...haha...we like mass t-shirts and stuff...then it's on to the Japanese food at makhota parade...hehe what do to.. We are japanese fanatics...haha

2nd day, begin our long LONG drive to penang... And my dad let me drive from KL to Ipoh, needless to say it's quite an experience... I think I am constantly speeding between 110km/hr o 130 km/hr..mum want to kill me=P...but I try to maintain at 115 lor..but sometimes driving at the outer lane... Ppl tend to push u damn fast..cuz they usually travel 150 to 180 sia....so every time I overtake, got to hit 130 km/hr lor... But have to admit, it feel a bit shuang but it's damn dangerous!!!...and it's a damn long drive, so it's a bit tempting to speed... And according to my bro, I seriously damn fast..reach Penang ard 4. Got lost there straight away, totally unfamiliar with the routes...but somehow managed to find my bearings.. Hoho.. Went into the city centre in evening, totally got confused by the island's infrastructure.. Totally cui and quite a headache, I got to like constantly check 2 maps plus some word essay and look in
front to figure out where we were. Ate at gurney drive, very nice food, especially the Assam laksa and of cuz the cockles lo!!! Shiok ah..

3rd day. We went to this dim sun place somewhere in Chinatown and as usual we took awhile=P...but the food was not bad. Then went to 2 Buddhist temples and had lunch lor... And after that went back to hotel and realised tht dad is sick... Which makes matters damn bad cuz how do I drive and navigate at the same time?? So we made some changes to our dinner plans and went to the nearby shopping centre lor...then I drove back in the night.. Which is a bit daunting cuz u know it ain't singapore where everywhere is brightly lit and all..came out of the shopping at a wrong exit,, but heng lucky enough to figure my way back by another way...and now on iPod blogging..haha

缘分

I really cannot believe how small and connected this world is. Never in my wildest dreams would I ever ever expect jy best friend to be the bf of M's good friend...I was totally shock sia...and I happen to know the girl somemore...And all these while, jy was telling me about his friend and the girl, and it turn the girl is actly M's good friend...OMG....I seriously do think that fate and affinity is seriously something very powerful yet mystical in this world. I mean...2 totally somehow cannot meet, ended up together and yet all of the friends/acquaintances of them are somehow related with each other...and like what jy said, maybe its cuz we (gk,jy me) had some sort of fate with each other...something so strong that somehow our friends are also link or related in some way or another.

It made me think that everyone that I talk to, anyone that I had made a connection with, its because we had some sort of affinity=). haha....so do cherished and appreciate those friends around you=) especially the close ones.

Maze-ness

I think I really need to go on a holiday to get out of the never ending maze. This is a perfect example of how human emotions can lead one to be off the track...well well...thats why I always believe in fundamental analysis...haha...but I have played this maze before...and hopefully I have finally found the way to get out.=)

Bumps and Humps

Bumps and Humps

Woah...it's quite amazing today man..went to vivo. To buy a recorder for my mum. And guess who I bump into!! Edwin and Sharon...haha. Totally caugt me by surprise sia...I was seriously like zone out lor...the all of a sudden Edwin just tap me. Haha and he was like in front of me only...malu sia...lol. Oh and he going to Korea for holiday this saturday. Anyonghasaeyo!! Lolz..

This morning also woke up like around 4 to fetch my sis to ard serangoon central there cuz she has this production shoot around Singapore and stuff lo. A bit weird day sia...and oso feel like slacking..as evident in my previous post.

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Well...today is a day when I just totally want to nua...damn...

人以人之间

Human relationships are one of the more obscure things in life that one can never find a way to explain. One human may see it in this way, whereas the other will see it in other way. the difference between girls and guys mindsets. Parents and children. Well, it seems that everything links back to perceptions.

I used to have this mindset that in a relationship, as long as one side tries his/her best in it, then everything will turn out fine. I thought that as long as I keep trying, tune myself to the situation then everything will turn out the way I expected it. And thats pretty much sums up my direction in life. I remember Jo sent me this song by westlife: ' Love takes 2'...somehow in relationships, it really is truly between 2 people and somehow I was so obsessed(why u so obsessed with me...Mariah carey song=P...haha) with wanting to be with tht someone and it leads to a cage and total illusion. Well, it is also a lot about accepting the other person for who they are, and about their choices and all...because its takes 2 to commit. It takes initiative from both sides to hold hands rite?...so ya...haha...thats something that I figure it out...but application is another issue all together rite??...haha