Seeing that today is the 29th feb, leap year if you guys don't know, so I should come out with a post don't cha think?..ha...anyways, a little trivia here, its that I can finally take down the P-plate liao...because my passed date was on the 29th feb 2008..hehe of cuz, I already had taken down like 3 years back liao...time flies sia...haha
Actually today was supposed to go clubbing at Zouk de, to break my 0 clubbing experience..but don't really have the mood for it, so decided to pangseh the guys and the promising chio bu(s) that gk says cfm de...lol. Just had my PoA prelims just now, and as usual its a total flop..I dont think I will want to bore you about how sianz I am and all...cuz its a pretty predictable pattern isn't? And besides, the less time spent mopping ard, the better. So, yeah lo...decided to really go all out liao...only left like 2 and a half months nia....so really must all out..and like what an acquaintance said recently. Quote from him " Last year le, just chiong...next time want to chiong also cannot". How true. Hope that I can meet my targets for the year.
Last friday, went for OCBC career talk and its really an eye opener for me. They got free beer and food as well as lucky draw, don't seems like a job fair sia...haha..just go around and start talking to people and asking what jobs their division offers and the requirements. etc etc..And it was hosted at the top of ocbc centre, so I was all the way up at 50th floor! cool shit. I was telling my friend that when I was young, one of the dreams was to work in ocbc building and be able to see the view from their highest floor. Well, I kinda achieve that liao..haha...but of cuz, along the way, my target changed to the Marina Bay Financial Centre liao and a whole lot of other things. And another thing I take from the talk, was to seriously do one's homework and all. Really, the people there are quite competitive. In any case, kudos to OCBC for doing a rather well presentation of their company and all. I really don't mind joining them, seeing how their company works...but who knows? However, they definitely managed to convince me that their stock is definitely worth buying and holding. Def. better than DBS which is hogging the limelight recently for all the wrong reasons and UOB which seems to have been MIA-ing in recent times.
Recently, a friend of mine stopped a taxi uncle from trying to rape a girl around 2am because she doesn't have enough cash and because the location really quite ulu. So to all my female friends, always make sure got enough cash, as well as a handphone that is working and to be really alert as well...take cab also not confirm safe de. Nowadays, sg seems also to be a rather not so safe place as well, wonder if its because of income inequality and the FW problem.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Got distracted along the way...and wasn't by a chio bu
With all the clutter.
And now, its gone, all with a double click!!
The problem is I should be mugging instead of doing all of this!!!IMPOSSIBRU!!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Undesirable
Oks this is beginning to be a problem...just FYI this post has nothing to do with the initial 2 posts ah...this is completely independent...lolz...
Anws, was applying for certain internships here and there...of cuz my bloody internet connection is yi ge cui...damn u singtel...so when applying for such stuffs, require you to fill in achievements,projects and etc etc. So as I was filling them out, I realise I don't really have much to say and furthurmore under the "why we should take you in" portion, I basically got to crap loads of stuff and all. So much so that I kinda feel like...hmm..useless and to a certain extent soul-less. And maybe to a certain extent, a fall in self esteem. You know, basically I don't really have anything to show about my interest in finance and stuff, except I read loads of books on investments and stuffs...but nothing in my opinion for employers to want me. Oks,I am beginning to sound like a self-defeatist liao...bad sign...haha
Anws, this is more of a rant/whine post...so come on HWAITING
Anws, was applying for certain internships here and there...of cuz my bloody internet connection is yi ge cui...damn u singtel...so when applying for such stuffs, require you to fill in achievements,projects and etc etc. So as I was filling them out, I realise I don't really have much to say and furthurmore under the "why we should take you in" portion, I basically got to crap loads of stuff and all. So much so that I kinda feel like...hmm..useless and to a certain extent soul-less. And maybe to a certain extent, a fall in self esteem. You know, basically I don't really have anything to show about my interest in finance and stuff, except I read loads of books on investments and stuffs...but nothing in my opinion for employers to want me. Oks,I am beginning to sound like a self-defeatist liao...bad sign...haha
Anws, this is more of a rant/whine post...so come on HWAITING
=)
Here is little YeRin again..haha..as a continuation of the previous post, where there is darkness, there will also be light. So here a video of little YeRin, also makes people very appreciative of life. Where we all go like.."Awwww so cute..." phrase, but at the same time, the pure energy and sincerity in her smile alleviates the problems that we all have. So lets smile more together, shall we? =)
Recently, I had always been haunted by a thought? or maybe an equation that just does not make any sense to me. And had thought of like possible solutions, the ifs, the maybes....and in the end, it starts one whole circle all over again. So its kinda like a circle. Throw in emotions like annoyed, pissed off, inability to do anything about it...so well we have here a one hell of a problem. Well watching these videos,as well with many on off thinking sessions, conclusion is that well I guess I had done everything I could currently.And the wu nai that I felt was most probably because of the past, where I could have solved it once and for all but I didnt. Coupled with the fact of irrationality and the notion of "love is blind" mentality, and of course, past references is of no use here, so a lot of things really don't make any sense to me at all. I guess I sort of resented that, thats why I had been so perturbed by it all along. I think an example would be like my phone suppose to be able to play games, and no matter what I do, it wouldn't. So eventually, i threw it against the wall....erm...oks pardon that violent streak aside..lolz...its just come out de.haha
But, I guess I do know more things now..pertaining to reading between the lines and about what people says but they do another thing. Well, who doesn't? Humans are known to be famously fan jian de...haha...love this phrase sia...heehee
World's Problems
Been sometime since I last blog, so here I go again..haha. This morning was otw back from RT at Maju, yes I knw ....I fail again..haha. Anws, was reading news all the way back home. Read about the civil war in Syria, Egypt still in a state of anarchy, Whitney Houston dead, civil servants caught up in online vice syndicates,austerity riots in greece etc etc. Pretty fucked up world hur...in all corners of the world, there is something ridiculous happening. What a start to the year sia.
I guess humans, the successful product of evolution, all contribute in one way or another, to this current mess that we are all in. The desire to be free lead to the Arab Spring, the very oppression by former dictators lead to that in-suppressible desire to be free...people won. But, in the end, only for lives to continue to lose and themselves stuck in a stalemate with current government being as oppressive as the previous. The initial grand idea of being liberalised have left them stuck in oppression again and most of the economy and infrastructure in tatters. But I guess thats how fall in dicatatorship works, the country citizens just have to work out their problems, and that means one has to go thru a possible violent age. However, eventually there will be stability but whether their leader will be one that starts a revolution or just become another dictator remains to be seem. No intervention from any foreign powers will help, because it may seem as a culture invasion from foreigners. Though I feel that the UN should have stepped in and protect the innocents but without interfering with the democratic process.
Thinking back, SG was really lucky to not have to go thru a prolong violent age except with the labour unions strike as well as armed attacks by terrorists. Call it luck or whatsoever,and coupled with pretty gutsy politicians/statesmen we have, we survive that stage and jumped into the peaceful age that we are at now.
Chanced upon this video while searching for davichi other songs, also sang by davichi but for a documentary by KBS on celebrities doing charity work. Instead of seeing it with a skeptic's eye, lets see the world has what it is. Its pretty heart wrenching seeing how other humans are out there suffering. And then when you think of your problems, and one will go like" Dafuq am I emo abt?". Its kinda put things in some sort of a perspective sia...Especially kids, to me, no kid should ever go through such pain and sadness in life. They deserve more then that. A point to note is that..I have to be honest here..though I care for their cause, but I dont think I am able to like head on there and do any work or someting...think I havent reach that point yet. Thats why I admired those people that actually goes to such places and help these people.So yeap. Just something to point out.
I guess humans, the successful product of evolution, all contribute in one way or another, to this current mess that we are all in. The desire to be free lead to the Arab Spring, the very oppression by former dictators lead to that in-suppressible desire to be free...people won. But, in the end, only for lives to continue to lose and themselves stuck in a stalemate with current government being as oppressive as the previous. The initial grand idea of being liberalised have left them stuck in oppression again and most of the economy and infrastructure in tatters. But I guess thats how fall in dicatatorship works, the country citizens just have to work out their problems, and that means one has to go thru a possible violent age. However, eventually there will be stability but whether their leader will be one that starts a revolution or just become another dictator remains to be seem. No intervention from any foreign powers will help, because it may seem as a culture invasion from foreigners. Though I feel that the UN should have stepped in and protect the innocents but without interfering with the democratic process.
Thinking back, SG was really lucky to not have to go thru a prolong violent age except with the labour unions strike as well as armed attacks by terrorists. Call it luck or whatsoever,and coupled with pretty gutsy politicians/statesmen we have, we survive that stage and jumped into the peaceful age that we are at now.
Chanced upon this video while searching for davichi other songs, also sang by davichi but for a documentary by KBS on celebrities doing charity work. Instead of seeing it with a skeptic's eye, lets see the world has what it is. Its pretty heart wrenching seeing how other humans are out there suffering. And then when you think of your problems, and one will go like" Dafuq am I emo abt?". Its kinda put things in some sort of a perspective sia...Especially kids, to me, no kid should ever go through such pain and sadness in life. They deserve more then that. A point to note is that..I have to be honest here..though I care for their cause, but I dont think I am able to like head on there and do any work or someting...think I havent reach that point yet. Thats why I admired those people that actually goes to such places and help these people.So yeap. Just something to point out.
Saturday, February 04, 2012
IF n Regret
Was walking along bukit timah road just nw...and was thinking about quite a couple of things. Well its truly a long road, walk like 20 mins and still haven reach NJC area...maybe I was walking kinda slow..haha. Thought of trudging all the way to botanic gardens,but...with a cardigan and pretty dark surroundings, dont think its ideal for someone to do any deep thinking sia..wad if kenna stun/rob or rape...oks nt rape...but u get the pic. lolz...so decided to abandon the journey at...i also dunno where..just opp some condo or smthg
So, the thoughts of what ifs, had I, I could of past situations came up in my mind. Coupled with well what am I doing actually...emo brings out everything else hur. But in anycase, its just another..hmm stock take of my current situation bah. Thinking through back, there had been many small but significant situations which I feel that well things would be a lot different.So to the guys(who is me as well), in other parallel worlds(if there are), YOU BETTER BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE SIA!...trolololol
Well, I use to like to say that I don't have any regrets, cuz I guess at that point of time, I would still make the same decisions lo. But, on hindsight, I do have regrets, sometimes I do thought of certain decisions that I made which was really 50-50, and maybe things would had been a whole different. Just that I just kinda accept it. No point living in the past and dwell onto the misses.
Along the bus journey back, with K-pop blasting in my years, a very strong voice awaken inside of me. You know...how to put it...just like a strong and assertive voice pops up in my head. "Enough of ifs, I don't want to think about ifs anymore!"...Erm something like that I guess. Its like a part of me is kinda sick and tired of the other side of me...the side of me who always was a coward to some extent. When faced with a particular situation, I would take the easy way out. Just retreat and do nothing, and wait for better headwinds instead.
Seems like I got another resolution to have already.
So, the thoughts of what ifs, had I, I could of past situations came up in my mind. Coupled with well what am I doing actually...emo brings out everything else hur. But in anycase, its just another..hmm stock take of my current situation bah. Thinking through back, there had been many small but significant situations which I feel that well things would be a lot different.So to the guys(who is me as well), in other parallel worlds(if there are), YOU BETTER BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE SIA!...trolololol
Well, I use to like to say that I don't have any regrets, cuz I guess at that point of time, I would still make the same decisions lo. But, on hindsight, I do have regrets, sometimes I do thought of certain decisions that I made which was really 50-50, and maybe things would had been a whole different. Just that I just kinda accept it. No point living in the past and dwell onto the misses.
Along the bus journey back, with K-pop blasting in my years, a very strong voice awaken inside of me. You know...how to put it...just like a strong and assertive voice pops up in my head. "Enough of ifs, I don't want to think about ifs anymore!"...Erm something like that I guess. Its like a part of me is kinda sick and tired of the other side of me...the side of me who always was a coward to some extent. When faced with a particular situation, I would take the easy way out. Just retreat and do nothing, and wait for better headwinds instead.
Seems like I got another resolution to have already.
Friday, February 03, 2012
Here we go again...
Listless n Unproductive. Bad phases to be when now its the time to mug n chiong..ha. Maybe the engine haven't really warm up enough. In any case, kinda got some "insider info" about something that I had been dwelling about for quite some time le. Dunno whether its just a correction or an indicator of bad news, but I guess thats the info bah. Relevant but not so reliable. Guess play safe would be a better option bah, since 50% was n supposed to be reliable. Suan le bah..its kinda like an impossible cause to do in the beginning.
Already feel like going backpacking and just go to somewhere and see the world already. I think I need a job like Ian Wright. Everywhere also travels....how nice. Anws, one of this year NY resolution was to control my emotions and feelings better, well looks like it has already began. Time to medidate, n watch Running man for my laughter medicine.
Speaking about the show, its kinda like a variety show that has a lot of comedic elements. I think everyone in life should always have a comedy show or gag show or wadsoever activity that makes one laugh in your life. I guess thats very very important in nowadays life, humans tends to be more =( den =) for some reason...and if u are like me, who is easily=/, den u def. need the happy pill. haha
Already feel like going backpacking and just go to somewhere and see the world already. I think I need a job like Ian Wright. Everywhere also travels....how nice. Anws, one of this year NY resolution was to control my emotions and feelings better, well looks like it has already began. Time to medidate, n watch Running man for my laughter medicine.
Speaking about the show, its kinda like a variety show that has a lot of comedic elements. I think everyone in life should always have a comedy show or gag show or wadsoever activity that makes one laugh in your life. I guess thats very very important in nowadays life, humans tends to be more =( den =) for some reason...and if u are like me, who is easily=/, den u def. need the happy pill. haha
Thursday, February 02, 2012
被人好好珍惜
可不可以別再受委屈 你值得被愛
被人好好珍惜
只有我最懂你
awesome lyrics...absolutely depict my inner feelings. Never knew there could be someone out there with the same 바보 thinking..haha
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