RawRRRR...

I think as one grows up, society throws us new ' must-do' behavior, its like the 'in-thing' to do and stuff like this. Like if you don't do this, then you suck or you lose some advantage in some way or another...maybe one doesn't have a choice at all when faced with this situation. But, to me there are some things I can't or to put it in a more neutral way, I cannot accept at the current moment.

" Is there really a need to be always drinking these few days?" " and drunk?...i know that you are able to hold your liquor well, to some extent, but...seriously..its quite worrying you know"

oks i let it out le...but aiyah wadever lah...i also in no position to say one shouldn't do this or not...maybe its the rules of the game...I dont really like the thought that these are the rules...i am quite against on why one should follow society rules when in the end, it doesn't make any sense...but like what I said, I am not in any position to comment on anything...

Just feel like blogging...

In recent times, I feel like somehow or rather time flies pretty fast...or should I put it, its like things are happening at such a pace that I can't seem to catch my breath. There are some things which I had no idea why am I feeling in such a manner, there are times when it just seems so unreal, there are times where I should be doing something but eventually ended up doing something else, there are times where I don't know why am I entertaining such thoughts, there are times where I stop to think and say.."hey, it wasn't like this in the past, what had happened?"

For an example, I went out with muddy yesterday. Well, I would say that it was pretty fun...lolz...dunno who else I know can turn a normal transaction of bubble tea into something utterly fun...haha...but seems like most of the time we were talking about rich dad poor dad, which is basically about finance if you guys are wondering. I never ever expected to even discuss about finance with her, not even in my wildest dreams...seriously...well I am not saying that it is not a good thing, but well it does seems strange to me. Oks, another note I want to put in here, is that I don't have the same kind of wanting to be together with her feeling unlike the past, but it does affect me greatly whenever she said that she treat me like a sibling that kind of thing...its really hit me hard. In any case, regarding the matter of whether to go after her again a not, I at the moment dont have such thoughts. Dont ask me why, but its just I don't really want to do it...so thats it. Yes we gotten closer, but my gut feeling says that I shouldn't do it...or its just not the time to do it....

On a side note,the rate at which she is progressing in her thirst for financial knowledge( the RDPD way)...is a bit freaking me out...because she sounds like just chiong for it...thats the best way ever...well it reminded me when I first read the book as well...I wonder she knows about the enormity of the stuff you have to do to apply his method. And she is trying to get me to accompany her on this journey, which I am rather skeptical of. However, if we look at it from another perspective, it might be a good thing after all. Because the 'doubtful' part of me may be stopping me from trying it out. Its just the same logic why youth tends to disregard certain things and have a larger risk appetite. Hence, currently I am representing the lot with the old group which always tries to say..."look, this is nonsense, it doesn't work"...but on hindsight, we haven't even tried it yet and we are saying that it doesn't work? so who knows?

Of course, there are other stuffs that I am concerned about as well....oh and may i highlight, the above example is not really a main issue...its just something that  I currently thinking, so don't need to infer from it too much...haha

On a random note, I feel kinda weird not to be bothered by BGR stuffs or not very much affected by BGR things...no irrationalities, no intimate feelings...haha so maybe at the moment, there really ain't anyone that can make me dong xin...haha...but in any case, girls will not feature prominently in my plans for the next year or so...lol...but you never know, as proven in 2006. well then, good nitez folks

SINGAPORE Formula 1 Grand Prix

Here are some of the pictures from SGP F1...the rest can be found on my facebook, so guys if you all want to check it out, do check with my fb account lor.=)

Its really an AWESOME experience, well and yes the cars too play a role as well but I am blessed to have such wonderful team mates as well...and the concerts were WAY WAY SUPERB!!!!Lambert was way cool...and of course that controversial kiss with his guitarist>.<...lolz and his music was UBER nice as usual...and mariah...well ITS MARIAH CAREY ppl!!!!...haha

Hopefully, I am still able to join them next year or at least to still be part of the action...although I didn't managed to go out and recover debris or something, but it was really fun and great to just be a part of the entire event...its way much fulfilling and better than APEC which I did the previous year...

SO A BIG THANK YOU TO SECTOR 6L!!!!!=)

FAQ

I think I need to answer some (maybe some of you are wondering) questions about why I chose this blogskin. haha. The colour layout is rather simple with like only 2 colours(gray and black). I think part of the reason why I chose such colour scheme was because it gives some kind of melancholic feel to it. Its not like I REALLY emo or anything but hmm it sort of ring a bell in my mind thats why I am attracted to it?...lol

Oh and if you ask me, why I chose tokyo. It was unintended, haha...kinda like the japanese words and the chinese words as well, so yeah lor...apparently its the tokyo international airport.. Oh and the entire layout feels simple and a bit sophisticated?...lol...easy to navigate and not so kiddish le...haha..another sign that I am growing up...lol

Restart

It has been some time since I last blog, I think a bit of writer's block. haha..actually maybe its cause of sian or whatever reason lor. Well so far, not much stuff actually happened nowadays, haha...I went to Pasir gudang, JB 3 weeks back. It was rather boring but I think the experience was rather useful as race weekend is coming like another week. And it will be like 4 days of wearing orange overalls at the Marina Bay Circuit. Hopefully, it will be a safe and exciting race, hope that the drivers don't do stupid things like crash on a straight track=.=...

Went to AHM again for the 10km run this year, I am definitely cui liao lor, unlike NSF times, where I can run 10km below an hour. But, running such runs always makes me feel more alive, more with the world..haha...Dont ask me why, folks. Its just like that...lolz...heard EXCITING news from kelly...haha..and it just happened like in a space of 2 weeks, and SHE CHANGED SO MUCH liao...haha...oks I was just joking...in case I kenna whack on the streets I also don't know. Eventually, she also attached liao...haha..so out of the 3 of us, I am the only one left...haha..and they predict that it would soon be my turn..somehow I think this prediction will be wrong...haha...well cuz I don't really have any target now and at the moment, no girl is able to make me go all out...or should I phrase it, the feelings are not there lor...haha..so girls(kel and ly) you got to wait a bit longer..haha

On a random note, I keep bumping into Sam and Paul...haha...ok, I know Singapore ain't that big, but its like I never ever bump into Pig or the rest this often...haha..wah sam so after now you are stalking me huh...haha..and somehow the recent 2 bumps is always me with different girls...haha...I assure you, its not what you all think...lol

School is starting next week le, and my 5 day study week. As some of you will know, this upcoming 2nd year will be the penultimate, the D-day, the real battle actually starts. This year will determine my grades, so its really do or die man. I don't really know whether how well or what the eventual grades will be, I only wish that I can really focus and at the same time, have the confidence that I can perform unlike the previous year. And it doesn't help that when one of your lecturers is considered the worst of the worst by the general student public=.=... well I can go on and on about how stressful and scary it may be, but to put it in a nutshell, I just got to do it, no two ways about it. =)