Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

another test from the same website as the lucky charm...surprisingly this one is rather accurate...cept the picture that they show an old man...was rather....ahem....unpleasent

Four-leaf Clover

Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients. Take note brides and grooms—the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.


haha....this is my supposedly lucky charm through a website...dunno whether true a not but i kinda like the 4-leaf clover...hehe

Ups and Downs...now its downs

There are some times where u thought it doesnt affects u anymore but actually it does...why is this always happens??? I think it is because of some little actions which makes us remiscince of the past and in the end it cause us to remember those memories and feelings all over again. Does it means that these feelings will continue to haunt us until we truely and really get over it ?? and when will that time be??

Today, my mum told me that my uncle and auntie will migrate to Australia with my cousin...at 1st I was like "Are you sure???" but it turned out to be true...The 1st thing that came to my mind was ok...good for them. However, later other thoughts came to me.." When can i see them again??"...." What will happen to my grandparents??" and other little things like whether my cousin will ever remember me cause she is only 1 year old and she is a very lovable child. The thought of my grandparents living only in the house never ever cross my mind...it also never come to me on how lonely and boring they will feel after my bro. grow up...

Before this incident, on my father's side there are also some troubles that I never thought that it ever exists and only i came to know after 8 years...and the thought of relatives trying to keep it from us...is heart- wrenching...it only furthur shows that life isnt so easy and in each of our lives everyone has their own set of troubles and the magnitude is differnt for each of us...

When we grow up, will we ever forget whatever our parents had done for us ?? Will siblings eventually turn against each other and forget about the times and bonds that that had?? Is it due to external forces or it is due to ourselves who believes in only ourselves and being unable to see through other perspectives??

i remember my mum asking me whether will I let her live with me when I get married ?? the answer was YES. However, now, is it still possible ?? I do not know...but one thing for sure whatever they want I will try to give it to them...cause I think we will never what will happen in the future, whether we will change or not...

So I feel that now we should treasure everything that we have now, cause u will never know when it will all be taken aways from u...can u try to put away all the differences and the boundaries to try to connect with people around u? What about me?? I am trying... its not easy but always look towards the light and back at the shadow...

Events of Christmas...

At 12am in the morning, my sis and i was busy sending xmas wishes to lots of people and at the same time playing 'Big 2' or better known as Tai Ti. After even receive a call from lewis and his reason was " I care a shit about others if others care a shit about me..." At first , I was still thinking whether it is a compliment or a praise...haha. Eventually, i figure it out=) And I continue to play till 1 am.

In the morning, woke up at 9am. After eating breakfast, my siblings and me went to open our x'mas presents. My dad got us 2 MP3 players and my sis and I had to have some sort of lucky draw to decide which one will we get. Eventually, she got the 5 gb one and i only got the 512mb one....ahhhhh so disappointed...but it was lessen by my mum's fren whom intelligently bought me a OP waist pounch...and its super cool...haha like that my mum had to get more ex. presents for her fren's kids the next time...My bro. got me a Naruto keychain so not to bad too though its only a dollar...haha

For the next entire day, I was up and painting my entire room and had to shift things out of my room...whew...super tired but what to do its my room. And furthermore, my parents also helped out so cannot leave them alone mah, must be fillial...haha

Then after that...so tired until dun want to go out and eat liao....so eventually ordered pizza hut and soon they delivered it to us. And to my horror(and amazement!!!), there werent any cheese nor chilli...OMG wait till i complain to CASE...haha juz joking but really lah...how can like that although its x'mas but still dun need to like that mah...

Later at night, wanted to blog but eventually doing friendster...haha and my bro. kept chasing me to play RISK. So in the end, I decided to play with him. Actually, dont know why but found it not so fun anymore...maybe its the new rules and stuff...hmmm or its the mood...

4E1 Chalet 2005


Yoz,it has been some time since I last blog...recently last friday,saturday and sunday I went to my secondary class 4E1 chalet at downtown east. I had to take bus 58 and the ride was 1 1/2 hours...ahhh super long. Eventually, managed to reach the chalet at about 1130 and realise that most of them had already went to WWW( Wild Wild Wet). And only YC is in the chalet playing PS2...the reason he got no cash to go to WWW, and as he was playing NBA live 2006 , how can i not play!!!! Also lion was actually inside too but he is leaving soon because he need to deliver his pooh bear to that 'someone' , haha and he willing paid $20 for it....WOW!!!And the person stays in SengKang which is like rather fun from pasir ris...hmm....maybe not lah...

Soon, everyone came back from WWW and we went to gamble on tai ti and blackjack...haha and that round I won quite rather a lot of cash...hehe, soon after it begin to rain and had to wait till the rain had to stop if not how to BBQ??? When the teachers arrived, Mr Tuang say the 1st thing to me was:"Eugene, What happen to your hair??"...I was like HUH and even JC asked me whats wrong with my hair??Dont Know......Soon, the BBQ started and DK as usual is the chef among us and he was CRAZY!!! haha and he just love to keep singing the 'cow song' ...haha lucky Mr Kao wasnt there...so far the food has been rather ok lor...its edible...haha

Then, there is once where a cat somehow stray into the area and Mrs Chang was so scared that she jumped around...after the cat was safely away. Alloysius couldnt take it anymore and said" Mrs Chang, would you mind not standing on my foot??" haha so actually she has been standing on his foot for all the while....haha

After that we went to take a group photo and we did a 'Yam Seng' so thanks to ben sua we had quality red and white wine from melbourne...not bad...*hics*....haha. Then some of us stayed through the night and gamble...eventually I lost big time...haiz but its ok...its not always that we can get together and have fun...also desmond is super zai lah coz he just came back from Mount Kinabalu on the same day at about midnight and he still went all the way to downtown east just to meet with us and he walked all the way from MJC to the chalet coz all the bus services had already stopped. whoa...super loyal but he burned the sotong balls though in the oven so there goes our supper=( haha

So , overall the 4E1 chalet had been rather ok bah hopefully next year we still can get together...well who says that all-boys chalet aint fun....haha

ARLOW

YAYY A NEW SKIN

A show that I watch...

Somewhere during this week, I watch a Korean Movie on TV. The title is "When I turn Nine" or something like that...Haha cant actually remember it. the show is actually about a country boy and a sophisticated girl from Seoul. They both enter school in a countryside and they both have sad family backgrounds. The girl lost her father when she was very young and told fabricated lies to others about her father so that she can somewhat remember him. The boy has a mother who is look down upon by how she looked due to a freak accident which happen to her during her youth, which is to have her eyeball to turn light blue and partially blind. Slowly, they both like each other because both share the same pain and hurt as being children who have a sad family background.Eventually, the girl had to leave to go back to Seoul and the boy went to her and confess and gave her a present. The next day, she also gave him a present which is a pair sunglasses for his mother. This girl even says that it doesnt matter even if she is number 2 in his heart...wah...and they are only 9 years old......haha

The thing that really strike me was that both of them is only so young and I often wonder whether will they ever be together when they grow up. However, I do not think so. Then it struck me that although this is only a small and insignificant part of their life, but it is such parts which eventually mould us to become the people whom we are now. Looking back at all those funny moments ...haha ...well it also some sort of cahnge my character and my perspective of reality and life. Especially, the Blue Mountains trip last year, though it was only 2 weeks but those 2 weeks have really changed me not only my waist size but my mental self too. Even 1st 3 months have also changed me and get to meet and socialise with different sorts of people. Now, I do some things which in the past, I alwas thought as stupid or that I wouldnt ever do such stuffs. Now, however, I am more open towards a lot of things and is gradually understanding various things around me. Of course, I havent really changed totally out of all my bad habits and I am still trying...but well it is still a start though. Another thing that I sort of learnt was that everything is about letting go...of course I literally meant everything but most things. I realise that if I do not let go, and continue living in the past, well it is definitely not good. So we must always learn to leave our past and our past selves behind and embrace our new self and the future. So, actually we are always forever changing whether mentally or physically, whether for the best or for the worst.

So to everyone out there, hopefully when you encounter changes in your life, it will be for the best...haha and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL....oh ya and a HAPPY NEW YEAR=)

Yesterday happenings....damn such a lousy title...haha

Yesterday went to the Chingay 2006 training at Tampines...whoa and it is super far lor...haha very long ride eventually also arrive late...When reached there, also met Jia Ying, Hwee jun and wee lin lor and the surprise were charlene and wen jun if i never spell his name wrongly...haha this year the training instructors were from the USA lor and boy were they super energetic and they always try to get the crowds to be as enthusisatic as them. Oh ya and I also met Kum Loong the guy who abandon 1T27 at Sentosa...haha and his 2 other friends lor haha and they were quite funny lor...in the end CJC only got 4 people whereas other schools were like 50 and 20+...wah how pathetic we are...haha

Back From My Holiday!!!

HELLO everybody I am back from my holidays in Malaysia...haha went for about 1 week already...whoa what a long time isnt it. I went to Perak, Cameron highlands and Malacca. Some people even says it is too short a time...haha. Actually, I find it just nice as Cameron definitely cannot overstay for more then 3 days because there really aint much to do except for sightseeing and visiting farms around the area. Also, the air there is much cooler than Singapore so not bad lah. My mum also boasted that Cameron is actually colder than Genting but when we went there it is not so. In fact its only 19 degrees and Genting can definitely go to 13 degrees. Haha... in the end we all made fun at her...haha. However, after some very "reliable" sources, we found that Cameron was indeed colder but it was in the past...

Erm...now onto Perak...whoa I tell you the journey was really super long going all the way into the kampungs(only to found out from the Hotel Staff that there is a much shorter way...) Overall, Perak is rather nice because the resort is totally out of the way from the nearest civilisation so it's rather quiet and peaceful. And the sunset was really beautiful and the sunrise was COOL...haha I also went to the nearby island called Pangkor island. During our time there, we were caught in a furious storm and my brother was seriously afraid for his life and thought was a tsunami...haha. In the end, the storm stopped and the sunny beaches were backed again.

Well...as for Malacca, what more can I say...except this few words..."SHOPPING N EATING" haha sounds like the Hong Kong ads...wahaha but well thats really what we did there though. Somemore, there aint no sale so I cant get my adidas shirt at cheaper price...aiyah like that shirt a lot...