Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Thinkings of being a Singaporean

Today, I spent most of the day reading on LKY's Hard Truths. The latest book that he decided to comes out. Truthfully, the reason why I chiong, its because I still have a couple of other books at hand I borrowed and hadn't got a chance to read. I just finally completed in an hr ago.Just a note of disclaimer here, I don't want to be misquoted or something, I am not a PAP supporter or something, I just have a certain set of beliefs that I subscribed thats all.

I used to think LKY is some kind of hard-nosed chap, someone like a Winston churchill character, you know, a mythological icon,  the guy that created this country...etc etc. I knew how we Singapore progresses through time, all these from social studies and all though brain washing NE lessons.And seriously, this is my first LKY book I ever read, though all along my mum is an LKY supporter, but she never like forced me to read his stuffs.

Its only after this year elections, that got me worried as well as started a thirst in me to learn more about our country, how the system here works which is extremely important to me. Furthermore, international accolades had always been flowing all over the world about this guy, so i infer that hey, he is gotta be of some value, some stuff that is worth listening to him, if not why everyone in this world want a piece of him.

I am and had always believed in one thing. That is, one's life is dependent on oneself, and on no one else, not even the government.Maybe I am lucky because I lead a life where I am not exposed to a lot of harsh realities.However, I observed how and why some of my friends are really successful and others who are just stuck or worse, living a low quality kind of life. I read many biographies about successful people, went to listen to adam khoo seminar. And like what I had been saying for some time, it all boils down to DRIVE of each individual human. I like this example given by LKY, its that there is a doctor, whom rent out a part of his apartment to a china student. This foreigner knew that she had to work hard and master english if not she cant survive the system here, this girl being of 14 or 15 years old, would set up a canvas ard her and bought a light bulb so that she wouldnt disturb the doc's daughter sleep and study till 3 plus. The daugher saw this and finally understood why the chinese are always getting 1st in exams. Eventually, she also push herself and get frequent numero uno and all. 

I am not saying that foreign talent is good or anything but I feel that if we want foreign talent, we should not give them the option to come here and study, get the best of our edu system, and just go back to their motherland. And at the same time, wasting our resources like space and subsidies.If they want to come here, they have to be ready to make the commitment here. Cause I heard of many just came here and study then go back. 

Regarding on our government polices and  systems, I totally understand the certain and unique needs that our country is in, and thats why we require unorthodox as well as unpopular polices. I always believe in being a realist, to be pragmatic and thats how I view things in life. Unfortunately, we humans are all innately different and coupled that with different set of life changing situations that we each goes through, so our mindsets are quite different.

With respect to the GE this year, I was so perturbed by such a divide among us that I wanted to draft out an email and send straight to the PM's office because I was afraid of irrational people power. I am afraid that we will be heading down the road of countries whereby polices that had to be implemented but cannot be due to politics or being unpopular. On a sidenote, I also want to highlight the structural problems in management in civil sector and stuffs. I guess I was really afraid of losing this quality of life that we have now. 

Recently, read an article written by a former senior civil servant whom actually say that this GE is a wake up call and that he believes that the majority of the electorate are intelligent and can make the right choice.So in a way, WP knocking down a GRC is a good thing. Even LKY was rather nonchalent about the notion that one day the system will fall due to the new mindsets of the leaders. So, maybe I was just thinking too much of it.

Some arguements that I read about PAP and things and that, majority I felt that its really unfair and biased in some cases as well. When I was in taiwan, I discuss the political situation quite often with maine. Maine who had lived in taiwan for 6 months, felt that a lot of things we had taken for granted and she really felt grateful for the stuffs we had, it made a lot of sense. Some of my friends kept complaining about how bad SG is, but then why are ppl want to come here ? and why so many want to jump from PR to citizenship? Wont their children be facing the same kind of problem that current youngsters are facing as well? There got to be some reason behind this decision. So I guess there may be something that we are doing right here.

In anycase, enough about the politics stuff here, I think I had spent enough neurons and anxiety on it le. However, some thing that I had learnt was that as long as I have the drive and common sense, I should be able to excel and maximise my potential in this country. Its just all about how much I want something, is it so much that my life depends on it and whether I got the determination to make it work. One thing I have in admiration for LKY, was his drive and determination. I am seriously in awe at his characteristics, I mean this guy here could have been killed by communists, could have been wrong in his political decisions as well as his convictions. However, he pressed on and is f***** stubborn in his beliefs. And due to that we have what we have today. 

Even he said that he didnt wanted to enter politics, its just that he wanted stability in this country. And because of that, this country is born. I guess this latest book had been the most insightful for me to date. At least now I know what kind of guy he is and his train of thought. I guess most people will say this is propoganda and etc maybe it is maybe its not. I only look at the results and this systems works for us if not we wont be at this stage today. Ideologies and theories are just thinking that is set within a certain social parameters, its only when the results are the same as the forcasted results, then the theory is true. If not, it just remains a myth or should I say, a false hope. Just like the notion of UTOPIA. 

Singtel Singapore F1 Grand Prix

It had been an awesome weekend at the Singtel Singapore Grand Prix, maybe its the same thing that I had been through last year, so this time not so..hmm...as refreshing as last year? But nonetheless, its still enjoyable and adrenaline pumping with crushes to alguesari and schumacher this year, and as not surprisingly, vettel won. I am not sure, whether I will still be joining next year because I dont want to kenna the Observer post, as there is a lot of stress on observers. Hopefully, can still maintain my post as flag or track marshals. This year, we are also lucky to have a korean, and naturally, I communicate more with him but in english of course and not korean( still damn cui can)...haha. However, his english also rather limited but still able to hold conversations well enough.

One thing that strike me was that he was always commenting how well organised our planning is for F1 as well as that our city skyline is awesome, especially at night. The first few words that he said to me was how beautiful our country is. Being the skeptical singaporean, I thought its just probably lip service. However, the next few days as I spoke more to him, he was really quite in awe of our country. Maybe because he didnt have the chance to travel much. But, hearing abt how the koreans organise their grand prix, it seems that we are rather good. I told him, our procedures and stuff mainly comes from the SAF, as there are really quite a couple of stuffs that we do are similar to SAF procedures and methodology.

These are some of the few moments where I really felt really proud of being a Singaporean. I am really thankful for some of the policies that LKY and his team had implemented though its really stiffling at times, but I am sure without them, we won't be able to be where we are. And sadly, some of us forgets that. Oks this won't be abt politics and the gov. haha

Anws, will post the photos up once I collate them from my other sector mates. Oh and again this year concert with linkin park, was really AWESOME!!!!

Friday, September 16, 2011

1988 coin!!!!


This is pretty lame, but I suddenly realise that time flies...I just recently found a coin that is as old as I am!!!...a 23 year old coin!!!! congrats on making this far, coin, I am sure you had past through many hands and who knows you might even had the chance to make it over the seas!!...Realise that we two had many in common, we both survive 23 years and we both had our fair share of our experiences...lolz

In the space of 4 days, I realise that 2 guys are getting married already. One my age and the other at 26....Marriage...tht word seems so far-fetched to me, I am still enjoying my youth at the moment...cant see myself getting tied down siol...lol...but seriously, how time flies sia


Sunday, September 11, 2011

Snail-Pace

This weekend had been a rather...hmm..or rather should I say uneventful weekend. Though ytd was great, hanging out at coffee bean and at CBD area with lappy....however one cannot felt but feel that it kinda gets lonely. Machiam like no programme de...haha

I dont feel like gaming nowadays...oh man...becoming old le, no interest in games liao...lolz...oh wells maybe I should go and do more training in another game call stock market...lolz..Oks i guess I am really bored...cuz my post also seems to be short....lolz

I think I should attached a list of things I want to do that is in my head currently

  • Set up a foodie blog.
  • A blog on stock markets and strategies
  • a photo journal
Haha....but I am really kinda lazy to start moving....seriously...lol

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Roaming The Island with my Portables


Ah yes...this is the life..haha. Currently at church street,CBD, there....at coffee bean, my book,using my phone's internet and laptop....with air con...shiok! This is the reason why I get this laptop...though i have to say it put kind of strain on my shoulder...but at 1.82kg, mai hiam lah..most avrg laptop weighs at 2.1 to 2.3 kg....which after awhile will be quite substantial lo.

Monday, September 05, 2011

ROAR!!!

Told cha I was bored...haha...experimenting with my webcam on my vaio=P

Yo..yo..

Well...decide to have some updates here.Been some time that I had blogged. Haha. Work at ENF as finally ended, kinda gonna miss the fun with the gang. So far, korean lessons had been fun, but the recent one got me rather stress siol...a bit cheem with the pronunciation and stuff. Well then, I also gotten a new laptop. A sony vaio SB series. Cost me 1.5K!!!!O.0..can feel the pain sia.But i guess its high time le...anws its less than 2kg, so its pretty portable lor...which suits me=)

Finally i can hit a goal of having a laptop wherever i am, be it starbucks or mac when i need time to myself, to read and surf the net.Ups lah.Well since i last stated that i am back to being a minimalist, i guess life has been rather cool to some extent. Have some new goals, and  there is still tht wee bit of motivation for me to go after them. Well, except this morning when I miss the AHM 10km...haha.

Nw at least i am back to having the kind of light feeling, the kind of "nt much burden" feeling lor. Though there are times of feeling a bit lost, but I guess its a good start. Trying to improve some aspects like speak without thinking and stuff...but overall, its good.=)

I am just wondering to keep on praising my new lappy..but i guess you peeps will be like STFU...haha...kks will upload pics soon...actly i wanted purple de, bt apparently out of stock, so left with the all black which is the next nicest liao.