Yesterday, finally settle some financial stuff then later went to Owen Seafood restuarent at turf city there....of course needless to say that the seafood was damn fresh lor...lol...also met leonard there lor...so qiao sia...and now he got accepted into NTU accountancy sia...but I not a single uni. want me leh....sianz zi bua sia...
After that rushed down back home and get Pig's stuff then sprint all the way to Serangoon MRT lor...rushed all the way there then cannot find her sia...saw this figure sitting against the wall and waiting...quite short hair and fringe super long...wondering who is that?? Upon furthur scrutinisation....it turn out to be Pig!!!...I almost doubled over coz her hairstyle is so different and all lor...lol...I think it will take me some time to get used to it lor...haha...after that we went to kovan to eat some stuff lor...eventually eat this mee sua with oysters and..i thot it taste kinda weird..might be the sauce lor...anw after that talked till 1130pm sia...after that challenged Pig to walk back home...actly it wasnt that far lor...only 45 minutes only sia...incomparable to the times I walked with longyu...lol...anw it was really gr8 juz talking to her...strangely we juz barely knew each other last year and then one can find another good fren in the most unlikely places...and if I never rmbr wrongly...tis gal was like joined the chingay parade later on somemore lor...so we were walking and talking...went passed grapevine...agreed that it was a nice place to Chilllll....haha after that saw some guy carrying a 7-11 plastic bag...got a sudden urge to drink...so suggested to buy baccardi...end up buying jack daniels....and it was a really good recommendation frm her sia...haha I drank like 1 and a half bottles lor...lol...went to the place where I always like to chat with frenz...no its not my special ritual place...one reason was that it was too hot...so went to the playground there...juz sat there and chilllll....haha and chat about everything under the sun...sharing of bad experiences to views on relationships...to clowning around...and did I mention being slapped a lot of times and also kenna blackmail by someone neh...Also realised that Pig is really quite intellectual leh...ask a question and suddenly answer me in such profound logic..though I understand but never quite expected it to come from her lor...haha...she also taught me how to climb up the slide and...I wonder what I was doing in my childhood sia...and there we were sitting on the slide lor..very the cool sia....and sometimes leaning back to back lor...wah didnt knw that the slide is such a cool place to chill sia at night...haha....it was really a gr8 experience to be able to chat with someone and at the same time lying down on the slide=)....zai sia...after that about 2+ sent her home lor...and realised that she scared of roaches like sam. the only difference is that she is more physical about them...still can pull my skin somemore sia...lol...anw seriously this type of late night chit chat session...I dun mind doing it for all my book outs sia...damn cool...and gr8 for CHILLLing...haha...
Essentially, thoughts/craps/rants of my life
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Reliving the past...
Yesterday, rushed down to my sis's guitar concert after book out lor...see I am a super good bro. aint I ? I rushed down lei....haha with my mum...actly super tired lor...mentally and of coz physically lah....but think how many times do I really go and support both my siblings in their performances and acheivements?...so as an elder bro. I felt it was right to go lor...
We both reached TJC then realised that it was freaking big...ben was rite lor...TJC was humongous sia!!!lots of students rushed past us..I often look at them and thought of the times where I also used to run around with my frenz and had fun with each other and stuffs like that...and everywhere they seems to be having so much joy and the only stress was from exams and to some, relationships...suddenly feel so out of place and surveying the surroundings...I realised that I truly missed the education life...haha how ironic that in the past I am always grumbling about how stressful life is...=D...in the concert my mum was like how come so many people and noises and stuff...I juz laughed and said that its part and parcel of jc culture lor...later on my dad also ask me whether got a lot of people meh?? Of cuz there is lah...although its a friday and so late liao...cuz its a school event and many will want to go down and cheer their frenz mah...ok for me its my sis. lol....
Then also saw all my 3 sister's frenz...her group of khakis lor...wah all also attached liao...juz like my sis...no wonder my sis must also have ivan...lol...thts according to my mum....and my dad ask me when he saw so many couples leaving the school...how come CJC not like that...lol...I told him bluntly we were very good at concealing so most ppl dunno=P...haha out of 10 least 8 have the other half...ur son is the last 2 losers here...haha....
We both reached TJC then realised that it was freaking big...ben was rite lor...TJC was humongous sia!!!lots of students rushed past us..I often look at them and thought of the times where I also used to run around with my frenz and had fun with each other and stuffs like that...and everywhere they seems to be having so much joy and the only stress was from exams and to some, relationships...suddenly feel so out of place and surveying the surroundings...I realised that I truly missed the education life...haha how ironic that in the past I am always grumbling about how stressful life is...=D...in the concert my mum was like how come so many people and noises and stuff...I juz laughed and said that its part and parcel of jc culture lor...later on my dad also ask me whether got a lot of people meh?? Of cuz there is lah...although its a friday and so late liao...cuz its a school event and many will want to go down and cheer their frenz mah...ok for me its my sis. lol....
Then also saw all my 3 sister's frenz...her group of khakis lor...wah all also attached liao...juz like my sis...no wonder my sis must also have ivan...lol...thts according to my mum....and my dad ask me when he saw so many couples leaving the school...how come CJC not like that...lol...I told him bluntly we were very good at concealing so most ppl dunno=P...haha out of 10 least 8 have the other half...ur son is the last 2 losers here...haha....
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Realisation...
I realised that it has already been quite some time since I last blog...lots of things had happens during the past 3 weeks or so lor...I faced my inner fears 3 weeks ago...I think I survived it...I faced the dark side of myself 2 weeks ago...I help someone last week...oh ya and I consumed a rather huge breakfast and lunch last week=P....so ya all in all a lot of things had happened.
Actually its kinda funny and sort of amusing, when one thinks back and recollect all the thoughts and feelings that one goes thru in the past and now it is all so different...its like...one really cannot predict the future de...and no matter how hard one strives for something, sometimes it will just never happen...no matter how much one desires. So in the end , I feel its not the end results that counts but the process lor...however this rule doesnt apply in the real world sadly though...
In the end, i think she is right 3 months ago...then I couldnt see the future and was totally destroyed inside out and life wasnt going right for me and all lor...then I also realised that for the past 6 months or so...I have been living in a cage that I had erected around myself lor...so ya it has been a very long time already...things have changed and life is never the same liao...unlike in the past lor...so sometimes when things happens, one cannot help but think why it happens to us...eventually after the event has passed then do we actually able to look at it and think...hey I learnt something from this...
Sometimes I feel that life is so much like opportunity cost sia...by gaining something, one loses out in some places and vice-versa sia....
Actually its kinda funny and sort of amusing, when one thinks back and recollect all the thoughts and feelings that one goes thru in the past and now it is all so different...its like...one really cannot predict the future de...and no matter how hard one strives for something, sometimes it will just never happen...no matter how much one desires. So in the end , I feel its not the end results that counts but the process lor...however this rule doesnt apply in the real world sadly though...
In the end, i think she is right 3 months ago...then I couldnt see the future and was totally destroyed inside out and life wasnt going right for me and all lor...then I also realised that for the past 6 months or so...I have been living in a cage that I had erected around myself lor...so ya it has been a very long time already...things have changed and life is never the same liao...unlike in the past lor...so sometimes when things happens, one cannot help but think why it happens to us...eventually after the event has passed then do we actually able to look at it and think...hey I learnt something from this...
Sometimes I feel that life is so much like opportunity cost sia...by gaining something, one loses out in some places and vice-versa sia....
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Not yet...still not yet there
On the night after I book out, Sam. suddenly called me down coz she got some problems abt him...so yeah went down and juz listen to her lor...and all...haiz..very sad lor and worrying when she talks like that lor...it really worries me when see her like tht leh...then juz pei her for awhile then juz let her think it through lor...anw such things I feel that one should solve themselves lor...but nonetheless still very worried for her...
Yesterday, after went to extend my passport, I went down to vivo so to recce for mother's day present as well as go look for bleach the cd...found it but not to my liking leh...so yeah...then dun knw why..feel that muz go look for her then went down to her workplace to find her...in the end couldnt find her( actually she went to main store)...thot what happen went down to SAC...in the end also cannot find her...suddenly panicked and all...got denise to msg me once she reach home...luckily she contacted me lor....if not i dun think I will be able to sleep lor...
Sometimes I wonder why did I go to such extent for her, I am under no obligations rite??.....but then again if I dont, then I wont feel an xin lor...so ya...like that lor...anw...haiz its sunday already sia...sianz....juz realised that its another 5 more weeks and not 4 weeks lor...ah!!!!!....5 more days to FREEDOM!!!....
Yesterday, after went to extend my passport, I went down to vivo so to recce for mother's day present as well as go look for bleach the cd...found it but not to my liking leh...so yeah...then dun knw why..feel that muz go look for her then went down to her workplace to find her...in the end couldnt find her( actually she went to main store)...thot what happen went down to SAC...in the end also cannot find her...suddenly panicked and all...got denise to msg me once she reach home...luckily she contacted me lor....if not i dun think I will be able to sleep lor...
Sometimes I wonder why did I go to such extent for her, I am under no obligations rite??.....but then again if I dont, then I wont feel an xin lor...so ya...like that lor...anw...haiz its sunday already sia...sianz....juz realised that its another 5 more weeks and not 4 weeks lor...ah!!!!!....5 more days to FREEDOM!!!....
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Me and my emo. self...
Dunno why today feeling freaking emo. again....wah kao...sianz lor...then also realised that most of my blog entries since feb. 26 was super emo. as well...lol...found ben song the blog was also as emo. as mine....anw both of us agree that blogs are meant to show case our thots as well as our experiences and not to show what others want to read...or maybe their daily routine...can u imagine...5.30 wake up...then brush teeth...blah blah blah...lol...no lah its up to the individual lor...
How can 1 stop being emo.? find another source of entertainment??.....go out more often wth frenz...OMG....muz spend more leh...hah...the best way i find is muz change one's mindset...but both u and I knw is damn freaking difficult lor...sianz sia...ok not sianz...but juz...dunno leh...shucks missed those studying times whereby we will always go out and study and study then chill for an hr then study again..sometimes well into the night lor downstairs...its the same with the guys, we used to play bball after sec. school and on friday we end early and we will rush down to moon court and " WOOHOO!!!! BALL!!!!!! AND HOOP!!!!"...lol...no worries sia...come home cheong game sia...lol....ya those were the days man...those were the days...now...everyone in NS...bk out...damn freaking tired...after that some muz go pei GF and the gals will go pei BF...wah...like that contact list also getting smaller...juz want to go and chill out also difficult sia...then those poly. ones will have exams....while some will have to work lor
Nowadays, find staying at home a bit of a chore...dunno why lor...games doesnt appeal to me liao...have i grown up?..but now also lazy in learning more about finace and stuff...always feels like stoning around, juz go around chilling seems very appealing to me lor...hmm...or am I such a person sia...lol...ah....missing those times sia...I want to go back to 1 year back!!!!!!!!! Someone please invent a time machine sia!!!!
Juz now, my mum juz complained about my sis again...haiz..i also dunno what to say lor..coz its purely my sis fault and I also cannot help her liao...dunno what to say sia..Sam. was rite...when a gal reach 17th years old and nearing 18, a lot of stuffs is going to happen and furthurmore from a single sex to a mixed school....my sis always comes home so late somemore..haiz...like that how to go and talk to her sia...hmm...wonder should refer her to auntie...but dun tink its right somehow....dun want to trouble her leh...but she sure can tink of smthg leh...I also dunno what to do sia......
lol..this is one of the reasons why i need a time machine then I wont be so fan...or someone to pei wo during such times=X*oops...letting my emotions control me again*...see how lor...anw 3 more days of training to go be4 my 50 hrs of freedom!!!! tml still got @darth vader@ run, on thurs got IPPT training. friday got 10km run....OMG>>.....someone pls save me....now i really truly need an angel....LOL....
5 more weeks to go!!!!!!
How can 1 stop being emo.? find another source of entertainment??.....go out more often wth frenz...OMG....muz spend more leh...hah...the best way i find is muz change one's mindset...but both u and I knw is damn freaking difficult lor...sianz sia...ok not sianz...but juz...dunno leh...shucks missed those studying times whereby we will always go out and study and study then chill for an hr then study again..sometimes well into the night lor downstairs...its the same with the guys, we used to play bball after sec. school and on friday we end early and we will rush down to moon court and " WOOHOO!!!! BALL!!!!!! AND HOOP!!!!"...lol...no worries sia...come home cheong game sia...lol....ya those were the days man...those were the days...now...everyone in NS...bk out...damn freaking tired...after that some muz go pei GF and the gals will go pei BF...wah...like that contact list also getting smaller...juz want to go and chill out also difficult sia...then those poly. ones will have exams....while some will have to work lor
Nowadays, find staying at home a bit of a chore...dunno why lor...games doesnt appeal to me liao...have i grown up?..but now also lazy in learning more about finace and stuff...always feels like stoning around, juz go around chilling seems very appealing to me lor...hmm...or am I such a person sia...lol...ah....missing those times sia...I want to go back to 1 year back!!!!!!!!! Someone please invent a time machine sia!!!!
Juz now, my mum juz complained about my sis again...haiz..i also dunno what to say lor..coz its purely my sis fault and I also cannot help her liao...dunno what to say sia..Sam. was rite...when a gal reach 17th years old and nearing 18, a lot of stuffs is going to happen and furthurmore from a single sex to a mixed school....my sis always comes home so late somemore..haiz...like that how to go and talk to her sia...hmm...wonder should refer her to auntie...but dun tink its right somehow....dun want to trouble her leh...but she sure can tink of smthg leh...I also dunno what to do sia......
lol..this is one of the reasons why i need a time machine then I wont be so fan...or someone to pei wo during such times=X*oops...letting my emotions control me again*...see how lor...anw 3 more days of training to go be4 my 50 hrs of freedom!!!! tml still got @darth vader@ run, on thurs got IPPT training. friday got 10km run....OMG>>.....someone pls save me....now i really truly need an angel....LOL....
5 more weeks to go!!!!!!
28th April...
That day was my birthday lor!!!..hmm...wad to say leh...Oh ya...1st and foremost the thank you list...
RANKINGS:
1) Samantha( thanks for the 'surprise')
2) Joyce (didnt knw she rmbr me sia..)
3) Jie Sheng(sory didnt reply ya)
4) Ernie(used my mum phone somemore..)
5) Uncle david
6) Ben Loh(where is my bag??=P)
7) Pig
8)Samuel
9)Zhen Ming
10)Shane
11)Long Yu
*Again sam. won the 'race' for the 2nd successive year...haha*
those who are late: Socks, ah png, zhenni...lol...but at least they still msg me...lol...haha and to all those that i never say lor...thanks to all=)
Wah i 1st time during my birthday..got out at 1154...juz becuz Someone...msg me to come down in 5 minutes somemore....lol...so I went down at exactly 5 minutes lor...sort of thinking whether Sam. is going to appear with a birthday cake lor..which was like quite obvious mah...with her sms...then lo and BEHOLD...she really turned up with a chocolate cake with everything and sitting there asking me to hurry up...lol...then of cuz my 1st time mah...stunned tio lor...so juz make a quick wish and blow out the candles lor...but no birthday song and camera sia....so Sam. please take note of that for the folowing year...haha...then we ate w/o any utensils lor...haha use our hands and man the chocolate tastes gr8 lor...after that went up to grab some H20...lol...its water lor...then chatted for about till 2 am sia...then sent her home lor...Following morning, she fulfilled her promise lor...she spent the day with me lor...but not like we went anywhere interesting lah...coz she also not feeling very well and I am damn tired...always feels like sleeping...end up...we both chilled around and at times act small kids...hor...the aunite always say i xiao qi..I where got sia...then we were like pounting against each other and poking her...haha and she pretend to cry...dunno why everytime she does that I will always laughed de...maybe its her character lor...ACT CUTE!!! xiao mei mei....haha....so basically the whole day went to chill out with her lor...haha....but to me its quite ok lor..to be able to spend ur bdae with ur ultimate^10 best fren...so cool sia...haha...then at times remiscence about our studying times together lor...oh ya realised that she is especially guai lor....that place also dunno and this place also dunno..kept suaning her the entire time...hahaha...but later on karma took over...coz i at cedele kenna paiseh..coz didnt knw how to order lor...lol...then later at night spend it with my family at a seafood restuarant lor...the food was super fresh lor...so well...not bad lah...now still waiting for some of my presents to arrived at the same time...haha
It has been a very long time since I spent my day with her liao lor...so yeah thats was very nice...it has been so long liao...ok maybe not that long as comparing with the calender but its long in my mind lah...so yeah it was gr8......at the same time some stuff finally struck a chord with my mind..and made me able to finally answer some questions that I am unable to answer in the past...
RANKINGS:
1) Samantha( thanks for the 'surprise')
2) Joyce (didnt knw she rmbr me sia..)
3) Jie Sheng(sory didnt reply ya)
4) Ernie(used my mum phone somemore..)
5) Uncle david
6) Ben Loh(where is my bag??=P)
7) Pig
8)Samuel
9)Zhen Ming
10)Shane
11)Long Yu
*Again sam. won the 'race' for the 2nd successive year...haha*
those who are late: Socks, ah png, zhenni...lol...but at least they still msg me...lol...haha and to all those that i never say lor...thanks to all=)
Wah i 1st time during my birthday..got out at 1154...juz becuz Someone...msg me to come down in 5 minutes somemore....lol...so I went down at exactly 5 minutes lor...sort of thinking whether Sam. is going to appear with a birthday cake lor..which was like quite obvious mah...with her sms...then lo and BEHOLD...she really turned up with a chocolate cake with everything and sitting there asking me to hurry up...lol...then of cuz my 1st time mah...stunned tio lor...so juz make a quick wish and blow out the candles lor...but no birthday song and camera sia....so Sam. please take note of that for the folowing year...haha...then we ate w/o any utensils lor...haha use our hands and man the chocolate tastes gr8 lor...after that went up to grab some H20...lol...its water lor...then chatted for about till 2 am sia...then sent her home lor...Following morning, she fulfilled her promise lor...she spent the day with me lor...but not like we went anywhere interesting lah...coz she also not feeling very well and I am damn tired...always feels like sleeping...end up...we both chilled around and at times act small kids...hor...the aunite always say i xiao qi..I where got sia...then we were like pounting against each other and poking her...haha and she pretend to cry...dunno why everytime she does that I will always laughed de...maybe its her character lor...ACT CUTE!!! xiao mei mei....haha....so basically the whole day went to chill out with her lor...haha....but to me its quite ok lor..to be able to spend ur bdae with ur ultimate^10 best fren...so cool sia...haha...then at times remiscence about our studying times together lor...oh ya realised that she is especially guai lor....that place also dunno and this place also dunno..kept suaning her the entire time...hahaha...but later on karma took over...coz i at cedele kenna paiseh..coz didnt knw how to order lor...lol...then later at night spend it with my family at a seafood restuarant lor...the food was super fresh lor...so well...not bad lah...now still waiting for some of my presents to arrived at the same time...haha
It has been a very long time since I spent my day with her liao lor...so yeah thats was very nice...it has been so long liao...ok maybe not that long as comparing with the calender but its long in my mind lah...so yeah it was gr8......at the same time some stuff finally struck a chord with my mind..and made me able to finally answer some questions that I am unable to answer in the past...
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