WEIRD!!...

Recently got to talk with an old friend of mine from tuition centre and it seems like she started msg-ing me often...so ok ok....my alarm bells started ringing!!!danger danger.....yesterday night she asked me to call her...then ok lah call lor...call then talk for quite awhile...then she asked me when i bk out...so i say like fri. sat . and sun. lor...and she was like' huh..then like tht i can only talk to u on these days only ah'.... i was like...woah..choto matei...tht sounds weird man*thinking in my head*...then this morning she asked for help over her school work...ok...maybe its zi zao becuz i last time juz say tht if she need some1 to type..i can do it lor...now doesn't tht sounds weird?? for someone tht i nvr contact for 3 years le...OMG is she hitting on me?...lol...nah cannot be lah...no no...lol....think i think too much lah=P

Yesterday went to watch the dark knight...actually in a way I drag pig down to watch with me and I really wanted to watch it lor...so I drag her down even when she is scared of sudden scenes=p..didnt know it was tht bad till we watched the movie!!...haha. Anw the movie was really nice man! Heath ledger really played out the joker really well..psychotic yet at times logical and unable to read thru his mind and getting humans as his pawns against batman and treating gotham city as his playground. Ultimate sia...Pig was like from the start of the movie all the way to the end..constantly grabbing arm, at times sinking her nails into me...wad the...lucky i strong=P...lol...but seriously finding her everytime I meet up with her that she is getting cuter...compared to the past lah...or it might be I never really noticed then...lol...haha. ok so now its offical: PIG u are just CUTE!!=X...haha...

Music And Lyrics

Yesterday night, went online to watch the above movie. Woah it was great man!...lol...the main song was like...woohoo..." fuko mode"..."All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love"...lol...oops over absorbed in it le..=P...it was a very nice song man...listen to the lyrics!!!!woah... I am really bowled over..maybe it reflects my thinking or wad lor...anw my fren recommend me to watch lor...and..seriously the song pawned the movie in my opinion...lol...

hmm...suddenly realised that my blog like me is feeling kinda lonely up there...lol..random thoughts=P...

Woah..another week has passed....dun know why..this week super tired sia...dsdn't really do anything much sia...accept for the late night met. data collection...must be never sleep enough and today ran 14km..wah kao...whole body weak liao=P..on sunday still got to cover Asean Ministerial Meeting duties....there goes my rest man...I dun care sia...on the 28th and 29, going to use my off at all cost!!!..haha...compensate...lol...

I think I am exepecting quite a lot nowadays..regardless friend or family...sianz dun know what is happening to me sia...sucks...recently started on the stocks market...thought shouldn't be a prob. adjusting to it...I was wrong sia...wah...super demoralised man.....realised that the road I am going to take...is going to be very painful man....but I got ur support!!! with it I am sure I can do it de!!!!=P

Anw, there is one thing that being in camp is quite relaxing...its that there is no PS!!!!!!haha...that's the only plus point lor=D

Still cannot find a new and suitable blogskin=S

Sometimes I just want u to contact me, and at times I wish that u will talk about more than the mundane things, wish that u will not contact me only when something happens...but rather bring about news of joys and happiness...Or am I asking too much...expecting too much again...or like wad the others treat me as...only when there are problems...

Part 2

'I will never love again'..that's what everyone likes to say after a break-up or something or rather ' Chey! who likes girls!! they are so hard to understand! be gay better'...lol...haha thats wad I used to say and until recently my friend also said that...lol...but seriously, these are just all faux pax..usually those who says it are the direct opposite of these phrases lor...haha...Just now, the female lead wanted to end her life, but like all logical and sane person will say..Xiao eh!...haha.. I also will say that lor but can understand the pain lah. It's like this particular person disappear from your life...taking away all the times that both shared, taking the times when there is someone there, taking the times where all that matters in the world was that person...and at the same time there will be a zillion questions in your head "Is she/he ok?" , "Why did this had to happen to me?" , " Did I do something wrong ?" , " When will you contact me?", " this isn't what u said earlier, so why?"....and so on and so forth....hahaha..so as u can see its kinda heavy traffic in the mind.

Oh and the movie also made realised one thing..is that sometimes just take things simple, dont need to go looking for it, dun need to keep working hard for it....this is just another river where there will be a particular boat house that is suitable for your wonderful boat...instead of keep looking at the water or admire others' having boat houses..why not see the sky?, hear the sounds of nature, or observe the fishes in the water...there is so many things in the world that we dont realised because we are stuck in looking for that boat house...for now just enjoy the times when u dun have a boat house , because once u had it..u might never want to go back to those times already.

Lol....so cheem rite?? i m good ! =P...haha anw those are bascially my thoughts when watching the movie...although there are more but cannot remember them liao...lol...