A missing puzzle

Similarly like the movie 'Mamma Mia', have you ever felt that there is something that is missing in your life? Like a jigsaw puzzle that is lacking a few pieces here and there...something that u cannot pin-point out now?. Well that feeling just sort of came back today....I had it previously..somehow there is always this feeling that I am lacking something and no..its not something material lah. Feels that my life is kinda boring..and stuff like that...as well as a clearer picture of what I want to do in the future.

Was waiting for Sam. when I thought of this...Dunno whether its the feeling that I want to just explore the world and leave everything I know behind here...I have always dream of flying to places with the huge land spaces..the day when I can look out of the window or maybe even tentage=P and see hills roll over one another...to see the flowers that paints the rolling hills..to see the stars that covers the entire dark blue sky overheads..to hear the river rushing down over rocks...maybe its my mind desires for the intimacy with nature again...and yeah I at times feel quite sick and tired of the city-life here. Ever since I went to Blue Mountains in Sydney, I began to fall in love with nature and the huge and significant mark it has left on me. Will I be able to own a lake-house or a tree-top house in the mountains ?? To have a vacation home close to nature...haha that would be like a dream.If u ask me between earning big bucks in office buildings, or managing a B&B homestay close to nature and living quite primitively...I would choose the homestay any time.

Do u all know smthg? I used to write stories when I was younger..well not exactly fiction though..I am not tht gd sia!=P...usually its more of like a kind of experience that I had and I tried to translate into a story. Well...I tried a romance type once....it never made it past the 1st chapter...haha. There is this one draft that I finished before...its more of a travelog or auto-biography??..haha its my 1st trip to melbourne back in 1997. It had 13 chapters..I lost the hard copy already=(....I spent 2 months of my school holidays to completer it..xiong to the max! Somehow I like writing or creating stories or giving my views on stuff...thats why I awalys like to write essays to a certain extent...and my GP teacher always says that I had interesting content the only problem...was mis-interpretation of the question or the structure was wrong...lol...Since young, I had always priced Content to be more important than anything else, be it essay structure or grammer..haha...thats why language marks always so little=P. Maybe thats why till to this day..whenever I am feeling emo. or stuff, I tend to write it all down and re-read all over again and stuff like that. Haha...that may be the reason why I blogged as well=D...

I used to take a personality test...and they somehow or rather points out that I am a bit of a dreamer-type of person=P...lol...maybe thats why sometimes I tend to zone out...cuz lost in my dream world!!...haha...Maybe thats also proves why I always think a lot about stuffs...haha

Oh another notion just zipped through my mind a second ago...it might be that like in movies the plot seems to be so simple, so..eh..happily ever after like. So I always want to strived for that sort of gan jue so I always feels like something is missing!=P

Whew! long entry to the max!!..haha told ya that I had the feeling of writing..oops..I meant blogging...lol...just the notion of letting it all out of my 24/7 'think-a -lot' mind=P

MAMMA MIA(2008)

Well well...so it seems that retro is truly back in the house man!!!..lol...AbbA songs which are my parents time of music was used here in this musical/movie. The plot is Sophie, is going to get married and she found a diary that her mum wrote, and realised that there were 3 possible guys whom could be her father. So in order to know the truth, she invited all 3 guys to her wedding! And all hell or rather fun broke loose on the idyllic greek island.

Ok..my 1st opinion of the movie was like...middle-aged women having a ball of time and the humour comes from the self-depreciating women. However, underneath it all its about knowing what you really wants and stuff. In this movie, Meryl Streep was the lead and she was like everywhere, prancing around and jumping here and there like a youngster.Can see that she was having a ball of a time acting in this movie.

Another thing I watched this movie was because the 1st few songs that I ever listened to were AbbA songs so its like..u know..nostalgic man...ahaha. Songs like 'winner takes it all', 'Dancing Queen','Mamma Mia' and 'Waterloo'...its was great fun just humming to the tune of it...Like wad zhenni puts it' Recommend for anyone who needs Music Therapy'...lol

The Lake House(2006)

The Lake House(2006)

Well...it has been kinda late...lol...yeah 2 years in the waiting as well=P. Anw this show that aired in 2006 is a remake of the korean show, Il Mare...which is also the same storyline that is. The show is about a guy(keanu reeves) who moves in to a house on the lake which was desgned and built by his father. He open the letter box to receive a letter whom was the previous owner of the property. However the catch here is the previous owner(sandra bullock) is 2 years from the future. So they began communicating with each other thru the mail-box outside the lake house. And love develops and how eventually they will get together.

To me, this movie..hmm....how to put it...seems very soothing...maybe its because of the wonderful scenery where the lake house is situated or maybe the pure and simple love between the 2 leads and how it is able to transcends time. Its those movies that seemed so perfect..so ideal...so well impossible to happen in real life.Well who knows there is such a thing..after no. 15th fact of myself...lol..so ya why not?=P. Imagine that the person that you are truly meant to be was like 2 years before or after your time...its seems so ...surreal..so impossible...wah...I dont think I could even live myself in such a fantasy man! But than again how I wish I could be in such a situation man!!...haha

New Look

Oks folks this is not exactly what i had in mind..but so far found it to be quite nice and simple lor...actually wanted to find the blue sola(sky in jap.)...but apparently there is very little to choose from and some actually sucks...though there are many night skies lor...lol...people prefer the dark or rather emo. stuff..lol...so hopefully its not bad lor....anw its quite pleasing to the eye i think...haha cuz its black and all i think...maybe my next skin should be more brighter lor...lol...well added some new stuff by the sides...change my profiles leh..hehe*tongue in cheek*...Enjoy reading then...oh and give some comments..esp. the profile part..I take damn long can!!!somemore I am not an IT person...haha

Somehow felt like want to write an emo. entry=P..must be write too much of it le thts why got this sort of feeling..lol...haha i am an EMO FREAK!!!! anw finished watching Ouran le...kinda sad cuz its like its ENDED!!!!...oh man...sobs sobs...lol...actually though the show is a shou-jo anime...which meant for girls the lah...but surprisingly its fantastic!! not too random and not too complicated but with bits of the various character's life that is intriguing and want to keep the viewer wanting more...haha

The show also touches on many things like everyone has a past behind them or many do not know what they are doing in life or some have personality problems since young and thats why they are like that. It also shows some business sense as well such as the characters knowing how to bao zhuang themselves to be appealling to the various numbers of girls out there. it also shows that an idiot can also run a club together because of how he treat his club members and the wonderful and accurate ability to observe and know a person well.

Eugene recommends!!!=P

this an amv about the latest anime i am watching...its really good!! haha..got randomness, lameness and bananaskin...lol...highly recommended....oh and the name is ouran school high host club.=)

Earths...

Everyone know thats there is only one earth. However, in actual fact, there are many many numerous earths that are existing, that are alive at any given point of time. The earth that I am saying here is the world that each individual of us sees...on scientific terms I of course cannot say that there is another earth out there could I=P not qualified enough!!....but there might be!! who knows?!..on a philosophical view, yes there are many earths.

There is this saying " What I see may not necessarily be what you are viewing". This is a classic saying as we all knows and it truly epitomizes the notion of many earths in each and every one of us. In each of this earth, the time that revolves it, the conditions of the earths are all different, due to some mystical forces that are yet unknown to man have altered the landscape. However there are instances of some earths being the same. So when one tries to jump into the another earth, there will be sufferings at 1st as the various conditions sets in, the view of this earth in space may seems beautiful but the conditions below may not. And hence if ur body can handle it, u may live in it but it will take some time. However, some may not live to see another day and retreat.

Ok...maybe it seems a weird comparisons...lol...wrong word i think..aiyah but anyway trying to improve my ang moh!!! sorry meant english=$ An example is the earth that I see is not truly the earth that u will see...maybe in space it might appear the same but once u have entered the atmosphere,it is most probably different as conditions are different. The conditions that defined various earths can be events and expereiences that others never had or haven't had. let says that a particular earth had advanced a long way than others, it will tend to try to influence other worlds to try to link up with the rest. But most of time this advanced earths may not be able to understand this..ehto...luo hoh the earth and assume that their certain way of life is the right way but due to different conditions it is not. ok i think the more i think the more analogies are coming up=P...in a nutshell, understand the other earth's culture and people within, communicate with the population, do not expect them to follow ur way, dont impose ur laws on other worlds...and we will see less wars. Sadly, instincts and emotions usually dont make this happen.