Lessons of the Maze

Well... its just another round of being lost in a maze of tall green hedges...the false light at the end just brought me to another dead end in the maze which left me staring at the high green hedges around me...retraced the steps in my mind...looking at the downtrodden path...I gave a hearty laugh, laughing at myself for believing the light that appeared and my worries/emotions that I thought it's finally the way out...lol...its just another case of a tired and hungry man whom thought that its finally over and will stop at nothing to reach it...haha...disappointed yes but relieved that unlike the first mistake, it never got into the treacherous pit that I had fallen into...Dusting the dust off my feet, I realised that I am not that hungry and tired anymore, next time I will see the changes in the tall green hedges, try to close my eyes and use my senses whether the light that I see is the true light...I give a smile and one last look at the supposedly light above the hedge, and just thought about the silliness of it all..and off I go and read the movements of the hedges, I can hear the voices of the maze throughout the maze. Lets move on...wonder whether the next light I see will be a lesson learnt or the final exit...=D..


ikinokoritai
ikinokoritai
mada ikiteitakunaru
seiza no michibiki de ima, mitsumeatta

Emo Stuffs...from book to anime

Just read The kite runner finished, its a book by Khaled Hosseini. Its about an Afghanistan boy who had to deal with the one huge regret in his life as well as the problem that He can never gain much about his Father's love . Around there lah..lol...lazy to spill out all the stuff about it, to me its really is not bad and into the emotions as well as thoughts of a young boy and how a mistake in his life will affect the things he do and stuff. Sometimes everyone just want to have the one chance to make amends, some don't even get the chance in their lifetime...Very interesting book I would say.

USHIO chan^^^ tomoya's daughter!!!look so much nagisa...super kawaii....wonder my kid will also be like tht...haha...

After that went to watch Clannad After Story episode 18 and 19...super emo sia the 2 episodes...lol...tomoya finally tried to get close to his daughter le, just like what nagisa had hoped...wah so touched sia...cried when tomoya finally came to terms with his dad and when ushio-chan finally warmed up to him as well...lol...super emo episodes...but its nice..think the season going to end le, quite a nice anime this is after 2 seasons..lazy to chase after Shakugan No Shana....haha...

Yesterday, just submitted a detailed report up to auntie..lolz...super long sia...haha

I think with the sudden insert of information and quantity...I am losing the control sia..sianz...ANWs today is my OFF DAY!!!!..woohoo~~~~ time to myself!!! My 00 Raiser GUNDAM...haha...aim is to finish by 2day!!!!=P

Oks....today Mj session with kel and ly and eugene yeong if i never get it wrongly=P...lol..was quite ok..not that intense like my army frenz making a lot of noises de...lol, I overall winner but actually made a lot of mistakes andkept saying sorry..ps ps...lol learnt quite a lot...hopefully can get better and get the number of tiles correctly...=X....oh and just now t tagged me on her facebook note, was already a pleasent surprise le cuz its like we met oni in Sitex and we chat on msn occasionally and I am the oni one frm sitex she tagged...hahaha...its just one of those moments when u feel a bit...eh..u knw happy tht tis person remembers u....oks lame...haha

Heard a rather sad incident from zhenni regarding her sis ex. which furthur shows that life is short and anything could happened, and that we must cherished whoever we have bow in our lives and if something happenes, one must learn to move on....but seriously, this is a very very hard thing to do...Yesterday, jo never return my call cum msg...think she is rather tired lor...but anws Jo its ok le. =)

I learnt something very important today...

Anws, sometimes when i think on hindsight, we humans are interesting creatures aren't we? We have this hidden egotistical streak within all of us that we are better then others in some ways...I have to say that I have also that streak in me, and sadly to say...I haven't been really able to control it as well as I should like. Like I said earlier, I have been rather in the ' never think of the situation 1st' mode...I also learn another thing is that no matter how rationale one tries to be, there will always be one time where the heart or feelings overules the head or all signs of logic. And this is proven by science as well!!!

I realized one thing recently about myself...I do not think before I act...

I jumped into the river flowing at fast speeds, enjoying the way it is carrying myself with the strong currents. But, now I am feeling the colds and numbness cause by the running waters as well as that I noticed crocodiles lurking in the far distance. There is a reason why humans built boats to travel down rivers...its time I swim towards shore and built an ark for myself..if not I am asking for trouble...CROCS at 6 o clock!!!!....

I think I bother too much....