Lessons of the Maze

Well... its just another round of being lost in a maze of tall green hedges...the false light at the end just brought me to another dead end in the maze which left me staring at the high green hedges around me...retraced the steps in my mind...looking at the downtrodden path...I gave a hearty laugh, laughing at myself for believing the light that appeared and my worries/emotions that I thought it's finally the way out...lol...its just another case of a tired and hungry man whom thought that its finally over and will stop at nothing to reach it...haha...disappointed yes but relieved that unlike the first mistake, it never got into the treacherous pit that I had fallen into...Dusting the dust off my feet, I realised that I am not that hungry and tired anymore, next time I will see the changes in the tall green hedges, try to close my eyes and use my senses whether the light that I see is the true light...I give a smile and one last look at the supposedly light above the hedge, and just thought about the silliness of it all..and off I go and read the movements of the hedges, I can hear the voices of the maze throughout the maze. Lets move on...wonder whether the next light I see will be a lesson learnt or the final exit...=D..


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Emo Stuffs...from book to anime

Just read The kite runner finished, its a book by Khaled Hosseini. Its about an Afghanistan boy who had to deal with the one huge regret in his life as well as the problem that He can never gain much about his Father's love . Around there lah..lol...lazy to spill out all the stuff about it, to me its really is not bad and into the emotions as well as thoughts of a young boy and how a mistake in his life will affect the things he do and stuff. Sometimes everyone just want to have the one chance to make amends, some don't even get the chance in their lifetime...Very interesting book I would say.

USHIO chan^^^ tomoya's daughter!!!look so much nagisa...super kawaii....wonder my kid will also be like tht...haha...

After that went to watch Clannad After Story episode 18 and 19...super emo sia the 2 episodes...lol...tomoya finally tried to get close to his daughter le, just like what nagisa had hoped...wah so touched sia...cried when tomoya finally came to terms with his dad and when ushio-chan finally warmed up to him as well...lol...super emo episodes...but its nice..think the season going to end le, quite a nice anime this is after 2 seasons..lazy to chase after Shakugan No Shana....haha...

Yesterday, just submitted a detailed report up to auntie..lolz...super long sia...haha

I think with the sudden insert of information and quantity...I am losing the control sia..sianz...ANWs today is my OFF DAY!!!!..woohoo~~~~ time to myself!!! My 00 Raiser GUNDAM...haha...aim is to finish by 2day!!!!=P

Oks....today Mj session with kel and ly and eugene yeong if i never get it wrongly=P...lol..was quite ok..not that intense like my army frenz making a lot of noises de...lol, I overall winner but actually made a lot of mistakes andkept saying sorry..ps ps...lol learnt quite a lot...hopefully can get better and get the number of tiles correctly...=X....oh and just now t tagged me on her facebook note, was already a pleasent surprise le cuz its like we met oni in Sitex and we chat on msn occasionally and I am the oni one frm sitex she tagged...hahaha...its just one of those moments when u feel a bit...eh..u knw happy tht tis person remembers u....oks lame...haha

Heard a rather sad incident from zhenni regarding her sis ex. which furthur shows that life is short and anything could happened, and that we must cherished whoever we have bow in our lives and if something happenes, one must learn to move on....but seriously, this is a very very hard thing to do...Yesterday, jo never return my call cum msg...think she is rather tired lor...but anws Jo its ok le. =)

I learnt something very important today...

Anws, sometimes when i think on hindsight, we humans are interesting creatures aren't we? We have this hidden egotistical streak within all of us that we are better then others in some ways...I have to say that I have also that streak in me, and sadly to say...I haven't been really able to control it as well as I should like. Like I said earlier, I have been rather in the ' never think of the situation 1st' mode...I also learn another thing is that no matter how rationale one tries to be, there will always be one time where the heart or feelings overules the head or all signs of logic. And this is proven by science as well!!!

I realized one thing recently about myself...I do not think before I act...

I jumped into the river flowing at fast speeds, enjoying the way it is carrying myself with the strong currents. But, now I am feeling the colds and numbness cause by the running waters as well as that I noticed crocodiles lurking in the far distance. There is a reason why humans built boats to travel down rivers...its time I swim towards shore and built an ark for myself..if not I am asking for trouble...CROCS at 6 o clock!!!!....

I think I bother too much....

Sianz..I am being irrational, selfish and restless again....wth....this sucks...I also cant seem to focus on my stuff...why I bother to have all these feelings again sia...its uncalled for man...i mean..haven I learnt enough to know not to have such reactions le...the human hormones are being irritating...sit still sia!!...

WOOhoo~~~ just passed the 300 mark le of blog entries...unlike PIG whom like totally pawned me in tht sense...today 1st day at work...or rather training...kinda boring learning about taxes and stuff like that , made me feel like back in CJC sia...dozing off...ZZ monster attacks!!

Well its till april only lor...maybe might work at IT show again for H2H...wad to do needs the extra cash lor....we shall see how that 1st...a bit reluctant..lol...hopefully can do this customer service job properly at IRAS...lol...too bad JT cant make it in time...hopefully he still can get a place in IRAS lor...Oh and i gotta plan a badminton outing for the guys soon...lol...have a strong feeling I will forget sia..=X

I missed her....somehow one can never forgets certain things...no matter how hard one try or how long have time passed...quoted by my fren...lol...there is some truth in it...I still miss her from time to time...especially when I am in need of someone to talk to or whenever I am lost...but she is too far for tht le....part of life bah=) So just to let u knw, u are MISSED by me...=D

Updates

Tmrw starting work le....hoping it will be alright...a bit nervous...lol...scared it will be a stressful job..scarly turned out to be a boring de...but hey u get to know more about Singapore tax structure...haha..

Last saturaday, went to DK 21st birthday party..kinda made me confirmed tht I wont have a chalet type of 21st...cuz its like 3 different groups and everyone on their own...we kinda stoned around for awhile there as well...but the food was great..haha lol... then went home at ard 2...Next day, went to jon's house to gamble....but not much cuz some how not everyone is in the mood and we play Wii courtesy of wei ren..and jermaine nearly whack my head off...wah kao..then after that went back to my grandma for dinner then rush down to jia xin house for anthr gambling round..think i made a lost this time round...lol...PS brought his gf down this time..and she is quite a gambler a bit...lol...no wonder they are 2gther...ROFL...it was fun lah and boon seng and GY made me lose quite a bit sia...tsk tsk the titanic and poseidon....ROFL

Well...I just watch finished Macross Frontier the anime, all 25 episodes leh...lol..it was a really really nice anime with great songs as well though the storyline at some point is too ridculous to be true..lol...mecha is average of cuz who can beat Gundam sia!!!...lol...if those who like a bit of twist and mecha then this anime is for u...

It might have already started , and everyone is oblivious to it....dawn of a new age....

It was nothing much to start off with in the first place...Wad else can I hope for...lol...Anw, lets restart and move forward bah=)

HEhe..cam whoring...just realised tht my hair is in a mess....shoot

haha...^^^^

OKs...i admit..i got to adjust the exposure better next time....dunno why so dark in there??0.O




HAHA..some random photos that I took at Sakae during last thurs outing with ly and kelly...got a feeling will be ask to take down cuz kelly doesnt look nice here(according to her)....LMAO...enjoy while u can...=P....but looks nt bad wad....different faces of kel.!! haha

Platoon outing

Some random pics that I took on my phone...ROFL...half of the platoon( 10/20)....we meet up to so call have an outing and sorts...We went to the citylink there to have dinner at the japanese pasta restaurant...cuz i ask to try out mah and they got no yi jian=X...then we like lua here and there walking around boat quay blah blah before going to minds cafe to have some games. it was not bad , we played liek...eh...some dino bone thingy , general knowledge game plus the acting game...lol...kinda funny and we forced ah boon to talk to a girl!!!! LMAO!!!...then we also had jerrold to run around in minds....for more information..please refer to my facebook!!=D...lol...well...then also pei gk for awhile while he drown himself in his thots XP....it was quite an ok gathering think most prob next time will meet up will be jordan flight at T3 le...dunno whether still got the K thingy going on...