The world behind the walls

As always, long chats with samantha is always a treat for the senses. Ranging from a variety of topics. From worldly to the imaginable future, very intense. Which brings me to this anime that was my favourite last year.

kyojin no shingeki. Aka Attack of the Titans.

Summary is that humans boarded themselves behind huge walls that separate themselves between the man eating titans. I remember a scene that the protagonist listened to stories of wide open seas and High reaching mountains and he was stirred to see them. To be free of the walls. Even if it will kill him.

So hearing stuffs from samantha, listening to her on economic issues, the currency shortage, the things on a bigger scale. It always give me the feeling that the world is so big, there are so many fascinating unchartered places out there. Like the world is beyond the walls around me, there is another world out there. It might be scary and you can be killed out there. However, I believe that humans are meant to roam the earth, there are greater stuff out there and even though it's possible to even be killed, some will venture out there instead of just purely staying behind those walls.

The safehouse

If any of you have watch the Avengers:Age of Ultron. You may remember the scene where the Avengers were beaten by Ultron and his team and that they were downtrodden. Hawkeye brought them to his family house which was somehow erased from all database across the world.

So I pretty much feel like the safe house and Sam is the Hawkeye... Not saying that she has any superpower, well, even Hawkeye doesn't have any. So she is not saving the world either but she tends to gravitate to the high zenith of the world.

So, if shit happens, well, generally she is magnet for one, I m around to kind of make her start grounded n sane. I m not blowing my own trumpet here though in a way I am.. Haha

One of the few achievements in life is really in just doing that. Sometimes when I feel really useless and query why my life seems to be so worthless. My inner works tells me that there is someone out there that who is pretty much alive n doing well because of me. Not that I did anything much really. I just listen, say n joke a little that's all. But to know that I managed to provide a place of solace for someone and give her some courage in life. I guess it's give me a feeling that maybe I m not so useless anymore.

In return, she always invigorates me with a sense of energy n courage too, with her endeavours in life.

It's definitely not a one way thing.

Till this day, after a decade, I still find our friendship, nothing short of amazing.