HAPPENINGS......

Whoa....it has been almost 18 days I never blog liao....haha....okok thats a very long time but got a lot of things in my mind wat!!!! U cant blame me lor....haha okok so where should I start....
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Hmm....ok...haiz do u know when one of ur best friends is going to move on to another stage of their life and that he is not going to be with you on the same boat....the feeling is that some part of urself will feel empty...I have a friend who cannot make it to JC2 next year and although he is now in the process of appealing to be able to sit for the sup-paper...but i doubt so that it will be successful. I think more or less he have accept his fate that he has to go to poly. now, however i m sure that the gabrielites will definitely miss him lor...well but that is life isn? Things will happen in each of our life, it can be the bad or the worse but like the saying goes " Life still have to goes on...", so I think we must all accept our fate and look into the future with some hope that it will be good....


Another incident that happen last week was that something that i am not so proud of...the day of the WR, saha had to get the keys from yy so to open the bookshop and get some diskettes...however sotong had also went to get from big guy and in the end saha didnt return the key to yy. Because last time, it has been always been the 1t27 and 1t24 peeps holding the respective keys coz we both are the largest groups in NEXUS...however after since the open house, yy have been holding the keys. According to him, is that cos he is the chairman and he should have a key and that he will next time open the bookshop, so that is why i pass the key to him(as i m the key holder for 1t27)...ok, so that day, saha didnt return the keys to him and pass the keys to me and ask me to keep...Soon after, yy began to call and try to get back the key tag, but we didnt answer him. Then on the way home, i met yy and when he inquire about the key tag, i told him it was with saha(saha told me to say this) and socks try to say that it was not with us...

So I went home however i dont really feel right about all this incident so in the end i told yy the truth...becoz actly after what i have been hearing about yy from the majority of the EXCO members, so thats why i was sway in my thinking later...so i have to admit it that it was my fault in this case...so i cannot actually blame him if he wanted to stop befriending me...however, from all these confusion and misunderstandings, i found out that practically almost the whole cca(ok, actually it is the whole cca) is against him. So that's why i feel that i should tell the teacher...but the teacher merely say that he is the boss...but we are not paid to be under him so i dont feel the need to listen to everything that he says. I feel that all these internal battle will not be good for the cca and the teacher dont want to listen to me out...dotx And the funny thing is that yy thot that everything is just rosy...and he thot that i had spoiled his relationship with saha but he do not know that the relationship had already been spoiled in the long time already. At this rate, i dont know what will happen to the cca lor...anyway i think thats life lor..sounds like a lot of power struggle isint?? or is it only the chairman??.. So yeah thats what actually happen lor...but i bet all u peeps out there might have been involved in some more serious problems than this ..so thats why i think i shouldnt let this matter to bother me...

Also, recently, i have sign up for facilitators for the orientation 1 of JC1 next year. HAHA dont know whether can i be selected a not lor...facing tough compeition from about 180++ people lor..and i think they can only be a max. for about 80 places...and they is still an interview which i usually dreaded. Furthurmore, when i see some of my friends whom wrote in essay-like of their application....erm feel a bit inferior and after looking at mine..." I am a cheerful, sociable and can be quite lame at times"...sounds a bit low-class lor. When they ask suggests some ways to promote the CJC spirit..."through cheers and bonding games ...and more cheers!!"...OMG it is like i have no interesting ideas like that...damn i sounds like some boring person...and is it i am really that boring???

Lastly, in 2 DAYS time is my chinese exam paper and i really havent much study for it....AHHHHH!!!! Very scared that i might fail and if that happens..................oh dear i cant think of the consequences...

Recently, i found a j1 councillor who look a bit like biao mei from a certain angle...haha also got that sweet look but....heyhey it is only eye-candy lah...haha dont think wrongly ah..or rather like what my bro. says" dont xiang wai wai wah"...hahaha =)