One year on...

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Whoa...it has been another year ever since someone pops by and wish me a happy birthday liao...and i am getting older too...oh man!!! LOL...1st i must thank the following peeps: Sam( for being the 1st to wish me), Soks( for being 2nd), Tiara, Francis, Jian Ye, Xuan fang, Shi hui, Audris, Auntie Amy, Chun Kin, Ben Loh,Andrew, Justin, Bryan, Seong, Soff.(MY 'cousin'), Joyce, Charlene,Kelvin, Shane, Edgar,Michelle,Natalie, Hui Min,YY,Kenneth, Henry(for his wonderful shoe bag) and of coz to others whom i might forget!!!

Today, school have been rather slack for me lor...coz got this Speech Day thingy which eventually ate up my entire timetable...also got a 2 hr break which i end up playing A** hole tai di...lol...very fun though...then physics got relief teachers coming in to stand in...so eventually did nothing much...yeah and Henry gave me a shoe bag lor..wah its nike too sia...very nice of him...gr8 fren he is=)

Later in the evening, went to HCJC for a guitar concert with Andrew..coz we are suppose to support ben...also met up wth their church frenz...however a bit isolated coz Andrew kept toking to them...and they dun seem very keen to knw tis tall guy here....lol...but the Emcee loks chio..but looks are always deceiving after hearing from ben...lol...so eventually started to msg Sam. lor...but the concert was not bad lor...got a bit of hoo-ha especially when the AV didnt help Ben with the lights and the piano thing...stupid ppl wonder how can this happen in HC sia...lol...later went for supper with them...rather quiet affair coz they mostly tok abt church and music( one thing i have to stress...i cant even differentiate between a note and a key...wth is tht sia)...so u can imagine i was pretty quiet lor...eventually took a ride back with Ben and Andrew when Ben's father came back to fetch us...awfully good of him lor...so in the car we juz tok abt JC stuff...and about Ben's cca ( which is rather interesting)

Eventually reach home about 12...wah stay up so late so more...anw no more concerts for me lor for the entire year that is....coz its time to MUG...lol

Happenings so far

Happenings.......

Whoa...it has been a week since i last posted sia...haha how time flies...now it is already 26th april 2006 and 6.49pm in the evening. Recently, kenna the "SIANZ" bug again lor...seems like time just pass as if there is no end...when was the last time i went out for a movie??...Cant seems to remember...it has been awhile....time moves quickly waiting for no man...

Last Sunday 23th april...

After a fantastic bball game with the gang, had to rush home and get ready to go for the CIP that chun kin had organised for us. It was called Project Sphere. After reaching the HDB blocks, we went up to the different levels so to get the old folks opinions on a field trip that we are planning as well as just try to talk to them. I remember vividly about this old man called Uncle Antony...hope i spell correctly...haha.Anyway, he gave me a lot of perspective of life, just listening to him speaking of Soccer in such an honest way and that he also tries to impress upon us his principles in life, " A promise is always a Promise, and that we must always keep our promises." he said. Before the whole CIP thingy, I was very skeptical about this entire programme actually because I dun really have a fantastic time with old folks in the past. In the end, I felt rather good after the sessions though there might be some rejections by some of the old folks. In the end, Soks and Michelle were absolutely crazy lor...kept laughing like some xiao zha po...haha. However, I also find that sometimes Michelle become suddenly very quiet...seems like somewhat reserved. Reminds me of charmaine last year, she also very quiet the one lor...maybe she is like charmaine...the quiet and shy type?? Haha...maybe not lah...given her crazy character...LOL Which actually brings me to the point that I still think she can be a rather ZAI leader lor ....hmm so Michelle my vote goes to u lor=) HAHA

So that was my account of what happened on sunday...thought was rather interesting...today Ms Ang told me that the sports carnival proposal have been rejected by Brother Paul. Though it makes me feel rather sad becoz i feel that i have drag the matter too long til other ccas got the nod instead of us, but at least I dont have to think so much and focus too much on the proposal already..so that I can have more time to myself and my studies( which is my GF for tis year)...lol...hey its not funny...dunno why i still can laugh....

Also, I found myself a FREE tuition teacher in economics...hehe and she hails from NYJC..grades B. Wah such great qualifications hor...haha No lah actually it just meant more work for me only lor...haha but for this year maybe I have to suffer more in order to get my desired grades...

Out of 10 battles....i have already lost 1....days seems bleaker....

Today was the PW release date...I was rather pumped up and hoped that I could get a 1 or least 2....but in the end...it was a freaking 3!!!!! The reality seems to crash down on me...the idea of getting only a 3...made me thot back of the work i put into the PW...thinking whether was I too slack.....mine presentation was sucky...or..i dunno....and after surveying the situation...I think I am in an very disadvantage now....frenz from other jc...mostly got a 2...and now it seems the thot of doing well in the A lvls..seems like being pulled from me...furthur and furthur....I remember reading somewhere abt problems being an encouragement to spur urself furthur and do much better.

Then after that....doubts began to set in...how long can i maintain the momentum??..Is it able to last all the way till the As....what if i put in so much work ...and there is no results to show?? haha i think its the typical me lor...always procastinating...with projects under cca also coming up fast and furious....and CIP too....do i have the time???

ARE U THERE YET?? this is a saying taking from an anime show...it sorts of meaningful to me lah....am i there yet?...at the peak when i am doing well...being at peace with myself....

Life hasnt been tht smooth-sailing....ouch another bump

Whoa...after CT and the holidays...homework and tests came piling on me..wah very stressful and hardly got time to do anything i like...well luckily basketball aint compromise...haha Now, also dunno whether what i am doing now will really help me in my exams and tests...but still have to juz press on....i guess...recently hardly touch gaming too...juz no mood for it and no time lor....well thts explain why i am rather late in updating my blogs nowadays too...haha

Yesterday went to play bball with Hui min and my bro. haha very funny lor coz my bro only P6 and had problems trying to score and she kept bullying him....haha Also when play with another guy 2 on 2... then lost...my bro was like a fish out of water...not very sure wat to do...however he did score 2 baskets...haha

Also played 1 on 1 with a AJC gut..i won him..hehe and i block 11 times....WOOO!!!! the feeling was great...haha and tht stupid Hui min kept trying to imitate my bro. and call me "Gor gor"...and everytime she wants to have the ball..juz like a small kid...later still can me mummy somemore....OMG...scare the living hell out of me....haha and made me walk and run the whole central then still come and scold me...wah where got meaning sia!!!

Another thing was that recently dreamt of one gal and when another guy kissed her then i felt so angry and hurt...then i woke up and my heart beating damn fast sia!!! wah how come everytime like tht....1st time in Sec2 then 2nd time last year and now tis year....hmm can any one explain this?? maybe its juz wat i am thinking in day time bah...haha