A new blog skin...
Well...it has been some time since I last change my skin liao...so thot that I should might as well do it now lor...anw it seems rather simple with mostly the background is white and all....oh well but kinda like the drawing lor...very nice...its about a guy juz being happy to follow a gal along the beach even though he is always behind her and she never notices him...well thats wad the fellow who created this said lor...lol...but looks rather nice lor...
Anw...thinking back over this year...2006 that is...I think it has been a year of change for most people bah...I have seen cool guys become the lamest person u can ever know....and all lor...U also realised that many of ur frenz perceptions to various things of life have also changed...and most importantly of all, u too also discover urself also changing...either for the worse or for the better...
This year, I underwent a lot of changes and my own battles with my inner demons...ok..that sounds damn...erm....not right and all....but yeah I did...how interesting that it should happened during my A levels year and it is suppose to be a very important cert. and all...but whatever has happen, has already happened...the only person if I have to blame..well its juz myself lor....lol...I have been through sometimes unbearable pain to pure joy and at the same time the ever increasing stress levels and personal expectations...At the same time, I discover more about myself, how to deal with my own emotions and to a certain extent, learnt to make decsions even though others may object...Learnt how to treasure my frenz more, learnt how to care for someone , learnt how to let go, learnt how to listen and lots of stuff lor...it has been a very turbulent year for me...topsy-turvy u may put it...but it has passed and whatever effects it will have on the future...will I have to bear the consequences lor...whether its good or bad...coz I chose this path myself and can blame no one if it all turns out wrong...
Well...but all these forces me to grow up...understand how society works and all, how to see things from a differnt angles and that sometimes no matter how much u put in, some how or rather things will turn out different than one expected lor...most importantly its that u have done ur best and enjoy the process lor...some how or another it has cause my life to take a turn that I couldnt see it happening in such a way a few years before....its kinda weird with the situation that I am in now...never in my early years would I expect myself to wait for someone, to drink alcohol( but not so much lah!!), to do things that I thought I will never do now...but at the same time, it has taught me a lot of wonderful things or rather open more opportunites for me...who would have expect that I am able to lead 27 people in a group in the middle of orchard road....well and I also make a big hoo-ha at the end...lol...to even walking around serangoon at 1am!!!!
So well....it seems that this year has been a rather rollar-coaster ride for me lor...lol...yeah it has been...one moment my heart is at its normal position, after that its stuck at my throat and after that back to equilibrium again...haha...OMG....physics terminology!!!So...yeah it has been a crazy year for me....both mentally and physically taxing...now its going to be the end of the year liao...what a year sia....what a year....................................................
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