You Are An ISFJ |
The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions. Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut |
Essentially, thoughts/craps/rants of my life
Friday, December 21, 2007
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Holiday!!!
This coming week will be a rather slack week for me lor...only let me see...one, two...3 working days only...haha...cool sia...ok excluding 23rd which I got standby. Xmas approaching....means my overseas trip is coming!!!!hehe...only across the johor straits lor=P....best month in NS ever sia...ahaha
Friday, December 14, 2007
1 -year soldier!!
Its soon approaching the end of year liao...whew...tml I will be one year soldier liao!!!haha...one more to ORD!!!Usually year end, I always have these end of year reflection thingy. Realised that last year I didnt have it...haha cuz maybe becuz of my depression( juz enter NS leh...)...haha so ya.
Hmm...was just talking with my platoon mates the other day, or rather yesterday..then we talk quite a lot...or rather I talk bah...cuz it seems that I had smthg that I wanted to share to them. In the end, talk to them about a lot of things from relationships to life in general to FOOD....hehe...like how JY likes to put it' army can make the best of friends'. Its really true lor as we just sat down and talk about everything in the sun ok moon as it was at night.
Then like wad ben said, maybe I didn't really have the time for myself cuz book outs are precious and I go all out to use every free time as if its super important. Going out with friends, cheonging animes and playing psp games. I used to take time outs like just be all alone by myself and dont care a hoot about the world...time can pass for all I care...its juz myself so that I can think and reset myself for what I am going to do on how to look at the big picture...so that I wont like make wrong decisions as well as be more sure on wad to do lor. Thts wad I did last sunday for juz 20 minutes though short but it was..erm...how to put it...relaxing. I realised that for the past few months, I had let my emotions and feelings over-ride whatsoever rational I had as well as the bigger picture. Erm...to put it simply is that I just do whatever comes to my mind, w/o thinking lor...like i am not in control of my life...haha
maybe I should really take a step back bah....=)
Sunday, December 09, 2007
I feel like nowadays I am becoming quite quick to temper..or rather how to say easily agitated lor...is it because nowadays as one grows up , one tends to expect the same or rather a certain level of standard from other people ?... or is it just me?
MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE DOING THESE DOING THAT...
WHY CANT IT BE YOU...
I KNOW ITS JUST YOU BUT....
AFTER SO LONG, U SHOULD KNOW HOW WORRIED I GET AT TIMES...
Don't bother about me...I am just releasing some anger only...haiz forget it bah...just forget it.
MUST I ALWAYS BE THE ONE DOING THESE DOING THAT...
WHY CANT IT BE YOU...
I KNOW ITS JUST YOU BUT....
AFTER SO LONG, U SHOULD KNOW HOW WORRIED I GET AT TIMES...
Don't bother about me...I am just releasing some anger only...haiz forget it bah...just forget it.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Raining....sianz
I think I overspend for this month liao...shit..now muz scrimp the next month and to think I will be having a lot of leaves and my overseas trip...shucks...lol. Maybe I shouldnt have bought the PSP game liao...hmm..but what's done is done liao lor...lol...actually this week for me have been rather slack and in some way I wasted my 1.5 day leave...sianz...lol...but wadever lor. This friday is also my FTT liao!!! AHHH....hopefully can pass lor, seriously but if not, then juz retake bah. But like that I will go for my practical soon liao, won't bother waiting liao...
So far today at home, never really do anything much lah...juz playing my PSP as well as..hmm...using the Com. Anw the whole day has been raining sia...and everytime it rains I will get emo. wth.>.<>
Recently, I felt kinda bored again...so was wondering whether should I start re-studying e-maths and a-maths so to give tuition as well as to earn extra cash to pay for my driving fees lor. Then whenever I start thinking about how to get contacts as well as studying again...I lazy sia...wth...always like that de...sheesh...better change my thinking sia!!! haha but 说得容易...lol
Yesterday, dreamt of sam, which is kinda unexpected because it has already been some time since I last dreamt about her. And whenever I dream about her, its means that she is in some kind of trouble or sick lor. However this time, I felt that she was happy...but is it so...dunno lah cuz this time somehow we were playing catch and in the end couldnt find her, then I did smthg to draw her out and we had a good laugh at it. then we just sat down and chat as usual...then I wake up..hmm...wondering whether did this got anything to do with the fact that she suddenly disappeared again and I was kinda a bit angry at her for just MIA as usual...hmm...maybe lor...lol..realised that dreams are complicated stuffs...best not to be too bothered by it, if not will become like muddy again...lol...okok...better dun say so much=p
Today, I was reading my archives and realised that already 3 years had passed and so many incidents as well as events had happened in my life which had changed me to the person I am today as well as to remind me that I am already 19th !!!!! OMG!!!! haha...and of course NS. How to miss that out man! " Knock it down!!!", " FALL IN!!!!" , "£$%^&@" ...oks got a bit carried away=P....LOL...and come to think of it, I think computer or wadever games don't really appeal to me liao as long as they can waste time as well as maybe provide some adrenaline or thinking games..hmm..maybe should have gotten a DS instead.....lol...but now not enough cash liao...must Saved!!!!
To kelly oba-san, who ask her to call me uncle!! I also not that old lor=P...lol...say she slim down and now say I old!! haha...just send me the blog skin u want( codes and everything..think juz the blogskins page can liao and ur password then I do for u lor)....payment is= hmm...will tell u next time...
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