Raining....sianz

I think I overspend for this month liao...shit..now muz scrimp the next month and to think I will be having a lot of leaves and my overseas trip...shucks...lol. Maybe I shouldnt have bought the PSP game liao...hmm..but what's done is done liao lor...lol...actually this week for me have been rather slack and in some way I wasted my 1.5 day leave...sianz...lol...but wadever lor. This friday is also my FTT liao!!! AHHH....hopefully can pass lor, seriously but if not, then juz retake bah. But like that I will go for my practical soon liao, won't bother waiting liao...

So far today at home, never really do anything much lah...juz playing my PSP as well as..hmm...using the Com. Anw the whole day has been raining sia...and everytime it rains I will get emo. wth.>.<>

Recently, I felt kinda bored again...so was wondering whether should I start re-studying e-maths and a-maths so to give tuition as well as to earn extra cash to pay for my driving fees lor. Then whenever I start thinking about how to get contacts as well as studying again...I lazy sia...wth...always like that de...sheesh...better change my thinking sia!!! haha but 说得容易...lol

Yesterday, dreamt of sam, which is kinda unexpected because it has already been some time since I last dreamt about her. And whenever I dream about her, its means that she is in some kind of trouble or sick lor. However this time, I felt that she was happy...but is it so...dunno lah cuz this time somehow we were playing catch and in the end couldnt find her, then I did smthg to draw her out and we had a good laugh at it. then we just sat down and chat as usual...then I wake up..hmm...wondering whether did this got anything to do with the fact that she suddenly disappeared again and I was kinda a bit angry at her for just MIA as usual...hmm...maybe lor...lol..realised that dreams are complicated stuffs...best not to be too bothered by it, if not will become like muddy again...lol...okok...better dun say so much=p

Today, I was reading my archives and realised that already 3 years had passed and so many incidents as well as events had happened in my life which had changed me to the person I am today as well as to remind me that I am already 19th !!!!! OMG!!!! haha...and of course NS. How to miss that out man! " Knock it down!!!", " FALL IN!!!!" , "£$%^&@" ...oks got a bit carried away=P....LOL...and come to think of it, I think computer or wadever games don't really appeal to me liao as long as they can waste time as well as maybe provide some adrenaline or thinking games..hmm..maybe should have gotten a DS instead.....lol...but now not enough cash liao...must Saved!!!!

To kelly oba-san, who ask her to call me uncle!! I also not that old lor=P...lol...say she slim down and now say I old!! haha...just send me the blog skin u want( codes and everything..think juz the blogskins page can liao and ur password then I do for u lor)....payment is= hmm...will tell u next time...