Monday, February 18, 2008

Although I don't listen to korean songs very often cuz half the time...oks almost the entire song I dont understand the lyrics at all. but I kinda like kelly's blog the song...lol...DBSK rite kel?...haha...must be the feelings they put in side and the way the tune of the song

Today took off becoz later got driving lessons and my TP test is approaching..on the 29th..pray hard tht I can passed man!!! then can fetch u guys around loh!!...hehe doubt my dad and mum trust me with my skills...lol...

I think I realised something today...I am lonely. Haha....sounds damn random isn't it ? When I am at home with my family, I still feel lonely...cuz most prob my bro will be trying to get to talk to me about games which I am not interested anymore or my parents will be watching TV and I am not interested and my sis will be mugging. Come to think of it, maybe I am the one who is isolating them...hmm...ok this must be further analyzed..will get to u in a while...haha...nonetheless I still feel alone in my world. Maybe its the fact that in the past I had things in my life..studies, games, basketball, Sam,etc. thats why I dont feel that way...now is like there is nothing much man...thats why I look forward to basketball sessions with the guys and likes to go out...I think its time I should again find something to keep myself occupied and always try to ask friends out to play pool or catch a movie...$$ not much sia...haha

I think its this sort of time when I missed her a lot...lol...its has always been the case since I got to know her...her hugs, her touch and that look on her face..haha...however there are some things that one shouldn't wish for because even if it is given, it is not the same. Cherished the times u have with a person, fully enjoyed it to the fullest because when one day it is taken away from u...there is no taking back. just thot of smthg, someone said that I am scared of girls, haha I think thats not true, I think I am scared of relationships...lol...ok random again!!! must be army or jia xin who is always a random person in bunk.... OK end of emo session...lol...

Recently I didn't want to go home that early or wadsoever...like last friday went out with Pig and just talk to her abt it ....eventually she fell asleep..lol....then I was like what the>.<...and a gd 45 mins sia...lol.....but she also damn tired lah so its ok. It was about 1am when I sent her home and I was also kinda tired liao...then we kept bumping each other like bumper cars till her house..haha...Saturday went out with my sec. school mates...again didnt want to go home early then we chill at TCC till 11pm...haha...dont know why leh..nowadays feel like that...must be the personal space theory brought to u by ben sua...lol..haha aiyah its NS NS lah=P...Hopefully, March 22 I am free man...cuz got another 4e1 gathering..might be chalet or...might be Zouk...haha and seong hoon will be like zz-oou-k...lol..then see march 8 free a not then go CH house and learn mahjong and K a bit...lol...tml still got road march again and must don up...wah kao...sianz man...lol...

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