Back from F.C.

Back from F.C.

After 6 days out in the wild, sort of totally forgotten how is it like to be in civilisation liao...wake up put camo, fall in...rush rush rush...then always cannot make it in time...knock it down....crawl and crawl up the slope..in mud...wah kao..sianz lor...and how can 1 forget the weather sia.....rain and rain and rain....super cold lor...so far the only great thing I learnt was the field signals...super fun sia...lol...

food was great lor unlike the past then there were all those 'things' out there too...damn scary sia...ooh...actually after the FC, felt that it wasnt exactly that xiong as I imagine lor...well except u count the pumping...and all the other crap lor...Even after the FC. I still dont think we as a group is very good lor...though at times we are super zai but i other than that I think we are super dis-united and all....sianz sia...after a month liao...but wad to do..LLST lor...wad can we do sia...anw according to K2ic, we are supposedly to be the worst batch sia...haiz. wad else can I say...anw after a month on that island, i hav sort of gotten use to terms with life on that island and no matter how much does one excel in it, it is no use lor...everything muz be done together and for other things LLST again. Even after a month, we are still not united lor...hmm...anw such things is like that lor so juz bear with it...but anw FC is over already lor so another major event is down..so time is counting down to my POP.........tick tock..tick tock

The rain....

The rain...

It has been raining for the past few days on this island lor...very sianz...but the plus point is that we dun need to do much stuff...hehe...anw it sort of spoils my mood as well lor...coz of something that I thot I may kenna but thanks god that I didnt lor...lol...

Also, in my world it also seems to be raining as well...feels cold and wet and that everything seems so dark and gloomy lor...very sianz lor...I think the rain sort of cause everything to become dark and everything...anw maybe sometimes I should juz try to always look on the brighter side of things lor...though only a month has past but to me it has already been like 2 months or even more lor...lol...

Yesterday, met up with pig, and follow her go for her interview...lol...dunno why so nervous for what lor...lol...anw its not me who is going for it lor...haha anw also her friend juz flew off to down under to study and she also sort of feeling down and all...she ask me a question which I kept thinking in my head..She ask whether we are able to stay as ourselves right now at this point of time ?...like whether we will change in the near future and all lor...coz she is also afraid that some of her friends including me when we 'serve our duty', we will pick up bad habits and all lor...she says she had frens that changed lor during that period of time and all and although initially they say that they wont changed but eventually they still did lor...

This really got me thinking because I can see from her point of view why...and also given the position I am in, i also can relate to it...I didnt tell her whether I will not changed and all coz I feel that it is difficult to say lor...but anw I also dont want to changed in to someone that I dont like too...hmm..but after thinking about it, I cannot say that I wont changed lor but I will definitely try to hold on to what I always believe in and my principles lor and of coz my sense of humour no matter what happens lor...so Pig dont worry so much lor...anw jason will also be allright ya...=)

Yoz juz book out again!!! But will not really count as a book out lor coz still muz rush out to get some items lor...anw maybe will kenna another confinement coz of all the packed schedule and stuff like that, so a bit sianz lor...


Was juz reading the previous entry, then felt that it was rather damn sad and bleak and all but well that how i felt at that point of time lor and though I did met up with her recently..well...what can I say...erm time is never enough lor...lol...I think the longer time I am away from her and home, my mind began to wander and my emotions will run wild lor...shit man...lol...Anw, I told myself before that I must move on and that a lot of things just leave it to the wheels of destiny to turn and see what it has unfolds for me...but like what I say before it is very difficult to actually go and practice it. but in any case, I think I should sometimes be more siao sa lor...

NS and Missing her...

NS and Missing her...

Hey all of ya out there!!!...back for a long 'holiday'..lol....from NS lah...haha...so far training had been rather xiong lor...wat to do...sianz...PT and more PT every day..and thank god for the rain lor...haha...nthg really much to do in camp lor...got some great section mates to begin with and that they are really very funny people!!! and they are smart peeps too...haiz...haha...


Anw it has been almost 3 weeks since I last saw her liao...every now and then of coz got thought of her...but somehow or rather it juz seems impossible to meet up with her or somehow...so far for most of the PT...it has been her as my pillar of strength to carry on, no matter how many I gotta do...sometimes I wish she would juz really set aside 1 hour...juz an hour...no 30 minutes of her life and just have a chat with me...no interruptions, no phone calls all of a sudden...juz have a conservation with her...I will be really happy...but I think given her character, for her to do that will be rather difficult lor...lol...but it juz that never seen her for a very long time and I sometimes juz feel that she should juz make some time for me...then again who am I juz for her to give me an hour if full attention of her life...


Days passes by my life being monotone and all...some things I had hope will happen,never did...some I thought will be part and parcel of my life, never become...is this how life will be for me? I remember someone ask me this :" What's ur view of life?". My answer was that" Life is determine by one's perspectives"...but no matter how much I tell myself that all these will end soon and that she is really busy and all...but the pain and suffering is building up in me, the feeeling of not seeing someone and being unable to be part of her life as I once was...is juz...well...saddening


Although I said it before that whatever decision that she come to, in the future, I will be able to move on and still be around her as a good friend...but right now I juz want her to be by my side...I have so many things to share with her...the good and bad stuff...my thoughts...everything...and I also miss her laughter, her smile and the way she is able to make any trouble seem so small, her eyes and that 'WTH' look whenever I say smthg very lame or when I am being cranky...lol...I feel that I being rather selfish to juz get her to come out though she is bz....but hey isnt liking someone suppose to be selfish?...lol...maybe but sometimes we juz got to look at the other side of things lor...


Everytime booked out, at least got one day I will feel lost and I will go to that place again and start to think and think and reminsince about the past...sometimes it does help, but at times it dont really lor...example today I was there again...sleeping there at the corner, then I thought I heard someone walking..it wasnt her coz she juz msg me that she was working. Instead it was her mum, but I doubt she took any notice of me...coz w/o the hair and a cap covered my face and maybe my figure have changed. So she juz walked past me as if I wasnt there at all...ironic...lol...but when I was there, i am able to truly juz relaz and sleep as if she is there with me...maybe its jzu the trees aound the area bah...but yeah it was comfortable, though I wish to juz lie on her lap and juz sleep...that would be ideal lor...but like what I said before, some things will juz never happen......maybe they will:P

A drunken stupor...

A drunken stupor...

After my grandpa's birthday celebration last sat., went to leonard's condo for a bbq...unfortunately reached there then all the food gone liao and missed daniel's new girlfriend...lol..then the teachers also all there already..and u knw wat...Mr Kao actually cannot remember which eugene...OMG..so dissapointed...haiz...haha

However the most important thing is the drinking session later on...the guys bought brandy,vodka and some juices and stuff to mixed with. So not bad lor...tried a lot of mixes...from lime with vodka, brandy with coke(tastes like cough mixture) to peach with peach vodka(failed mix though)...then lionel got drunk lor...lol...thanks to tomahawk who gave him like 4 shots and he drank in a gulp..xiao fellow...another one also is ting han...haha drank so much and smthg happened in the toilet...haha for explicit details...pls ask ren or mark...haha...lol...and lionel was like puking everywhere...still a miracle how we managed to get him up to jon's house lor...wah kao..and he was like talking a great deal of nonsense and sort of like frustrated some of us...then he was left to hog the toilet...but must really thank jon's parents for..erm..well letting him use the toilet...so next day went to play ball in the morning lor...so sort of damn tired and later still go to 1st 3 months the gathering...well ok...except that we slack too much and due to the time constraints that both kelvin and I had...the group didnt do much lor...well lest u count the chio waiteress that we were staring...haha...

Well...but of course the secondary school one was the better one but hardly got a chance to talk with everyone coz went so late lor...wasted but definitely next year CNY muz meet up with everyone again...haha...4E1 Rulez sia!!!

Graduation Night

Graduation Night

The day of my grad. night was the same day as I arrived back from Chiang Mai lor....very rushed sia...lol...after reaching home and taking a quick nap and all...then muz go get ready for the night liao...So in the end meet up with JC and go to the place together which is at Meritus Mandarin. Haha...and he is damn funny lor coz he dont want to go there early...dunno why also:P...then eventually was like walking around taka for like 20 minutes lor...

After that finally made our way to the hotel, met Bryan outside and realised that his hair is as brown as autumn leaves...haha. Amazing how people look so different from school uniform lor...like xuan fang was juz standing beside me and I didnt even noticed her...haha needless to say that shi hui was in black( hei bai pei)...lol...

Overall the programme for the dinner, was rather boring lor...well except that johnny was on stage for the prom king and queen segment...it was rather amusing and enjoyable lor...haha and dez can keep on saying about how he spent $0 and about the food...lol...then was juz taking photos and help ppl take MORE photos......Anw so thats more or less about it lor...after that went to play pool with some of my clazmates at cineleisure until 2.30am...

Initially wanted to pei bryan to drink until next morning but due to various restrictions and to a certain extent...the high price of DXO...so went home about 3 lor...

Well...so thats the end of my JC life...if u have been following this blog from the 1st entry...its nthg really that great is it??..but at least there have been various projects that I have been invovled which is great like Chingay and NDP lor..so well now can only hope that will do well for A levels and make it to the Uni. lor=)

Chiang Mai Trip

Chiang Mai Trip

YOZ, sawatika everyone...juz got back from chiang mai last week...hardly have any time to blog and do stuff...with the PSP madness going on and the looking for jobs and prom night and all...so hardly got much time to sit down and recollect lor...lol...

Anyway, 1st time took a Tiger Airways flight lor in other words a BUDGET AIRLINE...haha also went to the BUDGET terminal...kinda empty compared to the 2 terminals at the airport...BUT...it is not bad as compared to other terminals in other countries...so kinda not bad lor...oh ya and the A320...is so small and cramped lor....super boring lah..was in the end listening to iPod and reading the in-flight magazine lor..sounds boring right??...haha...lol...it was...

When landed at Chiang Mai, it wasnt as cooling as I expected even at night...i would classified it as cooling...though my sis beg to differ....think that even Genting is much colder lor...ahaha...the hotel that we had was rather..erm....B&B...if u want to put it, it is rather small with no security and all but they make up for it with their very personalised service and stuff. The host was very nice lor and btw the hotel is run by a couple..an Ang Moh and a thai wife..and the thai wife,pepe, is very good at cooking lor...super zai sia...everything on the Menu is she prepare de lor...lol..ok coz the menu is not much to begin with but her food is great!!!

Also, went to Chiang Mai always eat japanese food lor...lol...but although its way in the northern region of thailand but boy is their sashimi great sia!! Oishii nei!!...Haha...thats like so weird lor...LOL...Also there was the Royal Flora at Chiang Mai where all the different flowers and the world's best horticulturlist are gathered together to put on a flower display for the King's 60th anniversary on the throne . Pity that they will tear it all down after the whole exhibition have ended...so the above photo shows one of the exhibit at the exhibition...and boy I tell u the place is freaking BIG sia....took us almost the whole day to walk around lor...

Another interesting thing was that we were all stateless for about an hour too...we were on the mekong river and that river separates myanmar,laos and thailand. We even cross over to the Laos side, wah kao I was mighty afraid that some communist soldiers will jump out and detain us...then we will all become communist....wad an abominable thought sia!!!

Also, the driver that drove us around that day was.....damn ZAI sia.....one hand driving at 120 km/h and that it was in a moutain pass in pitch darkness....wah kao....cool lor...even better than those ppl driving along the NS highway in Malaysia at night...

Other than that was mostly shopping and my sis and dad learning how to cook thai food...wont go into that detailed...but the food turned out great!...haha..then we also saw a thai love story while shopping...haha and my sis took the couple down lor...haha actually it was a boy holding a banquet of flowers waiting for the gal outside her school...if i not wrong he waited for abput 30 minutes lor...wah...patience sia!!!...eventually pass the flowers to the gal and she even has a 3 man...ok gals...escort her somemore...haha and she was rather shy lor...reminds me a bit like joyce..haha and my sis record the entire thing down...bet they realised that they were being filmed...now u know we can never be PI lor...

We also visit the tribes in the hills and that the people there were living as if that modernisation has no effect on them and that they still uses primitive methods such as drawing water using bamboo pipelines...and they government gave them the land so that we as tourists will be able to visit them in their own 'natural' habitat....machiam as if we go see some animals in the zoo or smthg lor...feel extremely weird....and my sis went absolutely gaga over a young cute girl...and the unusual thing is that the girl never smile..its juz smthg with her eyes...as if her eyes are able to tell a story like that....

Well...overall, thats what we did in chiang mai lor...a bit the rush if u ask me...but not bad lor...haha at least able to get away from singapore and be somewhere else to relax and think lor...haha...wah i think i next time every year muz go on a holiday with my frenz or family if i can managed lor...i think its really good for the health..haha