Yesterday went to watch the dark knight...actually in a way I drag pig down to watch with me and I really wanted to watch it lor...so I drag her down even when she is scared of sudden scenes=p..didnt know it was tht bad till we watched the movie!!...haha. Anw the movie was really nice man! Heath ledger really played out the joker really well..psychotic yet at times logical and unable to read thru his mind and getting humans as his pawns against batman and treating gotham city as his playground. Ultimate sia...Pig was like from the start of the movie all the way to the end..constantly grabbing arm, at times sinking her nails into me...wad the...lucky i strong=P...lol...but seriously finding her everytime I meet up with her that she is getting cuter...compared to the past lah...or it might be I never really noticed then...lol...haha. ok so now its offical: PIG u are just CUTE!!=X...haha...

Music And Lyrics

Yesterday night, went online to watch the above movie. Woah it was great man!...lol...the main song was like...woohoo..." fuko mode"..."All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love"...lol...oops over absorbed in it le..=P...it was a very nice song man...listen to the lyrics!!!!woah... I am really bowled over..maybe it reflects my thinking or wad lor...anw my fren recommend me to watch lor...and..seriously the song pawned the movie in my opinion...lol...

hmm...suddenly realised that my blog like me is feeling kinda lonely up there...lol..random thoughts=P...

Woah..another week has passed....dun know why..this week super tired sia...dsdn't really do anything much sia...accept for the late night met. data collection...must be never sleep enough and today ran 14km..wah kao...whole body weak liao=P..on sunday still got to cover Asean Ministerial Meeting duties....there goes my rest man...I dun care sia...on the 28th and 29, going to use my off at all cost!!!..haha...compensate...lol...

I think I am exepecting quite a lot nowadays..regardless friend or family...sianz dun know what is happening to me sia...sucks...recently started on the stocks market...thought shouldn't be a prob. adjusting to it...I was wrong sia...wah...super demoralised man.....realised that the road I am going to take...is going to be very painful man....but I got ur support!!! with it I am sure I can do it de!!!!=P

Anw, there is one thing that being in camp is quite relaxing...its that there is no PS!!!!!!haha...that's the only plus point lor=D

Still cannot find a new and suitable blogskin=S

Sometimes I just want u to contact me, and at times I wish that u will talk about more than the mundane things, wish that u will not contact me only when something happens...but rather bring about news of joys and happiness...Or am I asking too much...expecting too much again...or like wad the others treat me as...only when there are problems...

Part 2

'I will never love again'..that's what everyone likes to say after a break-up or something or rather ' Chey! who likes girls!! they are so hard to understand! be gay better'...lol...haha thats wad I used to say and until recently my friend also said that...lol...but seriously, these are just all faux pax..usually those who says it are the direct opposite of these phrases lor...haha...Just now, the female lead wanted to end her life, but like all logical and sane person will say..Xiao eh!...haha.. I also will say that lor but can understand the pain lah. It's like this particular person disappear from your life...taking away all the times that both shared, taking the times when there is someone there, taking the times where all that matters in the world was that person...and at the same time there will be a zillion questions in your head "Is she/he ok?" , "Why did this had to happen to me?" , " Did I do something wrong ?" , " When will you contact me?", " this isn't what u said earlier, so why?"....and so on and so forth....hahaha..so as u can see its kinda heavy traffic in the mind.

Oh and the movie also made realised one thing..is that sometimes just take things simple, dont need to go looking for it, dun need to keep working hard for it....this is just another river where there will be a particular boat house that is suitable for your wonderful boat...instead of keep looking at the water or admire others' having boat houses..why not see the sky?, hear the sounds of nature, or observe the fishes in the water...there is so many things in the world that we dont realised because we are stuck in looking for that boat house...for now just enjoy the times when u dun have a boat house , because once u had it..u might never want to go back to those times already.

Lol....so cheem rite?? i m good ! =P...haha anw those are bascially my thoughts when watching the movie...although there are more but cannot remember them liao...lol...

'Sky with Love'

Just finished watching 'Sky with Love', which is a very emo. show lent by pig...lol. Thot I had watched enough emo. shows to not cry liao...lol. Haha and yes pig i cried in the end=P...the last few moments were so sad, how not to sia?!!! Well the show was rather interesting...lol...the couple always seems to make out...so...oh well...haha but that's not the point. In the end, the ending was not the kind of down to earth ending that I thot it will be. Because in the end, she chose to go with her 1st love and the one who gave her so much pain at 1st. I always got the thinking that sometimes or rather in life, most usually ended up with the one that treated them the best and all...so ok I was a bit taken aback by the ending...haha...

Then, being an emo person that I am..okok I better try to get rid of this tag liao...lol...its not a good reputation to have that sia...haha. There were a lot of thoughts that got thru my mind lor...

1) Somehow or rather one's 1st love will always have an impact on your life, be it literally being with you or a small bit of that person is in you. For me there are still some bits of her in me that I cannot really shake it off...lol...its like just be a part of me for so long...be it emotions or fonts or the way I expressed myself.

2)Sometimes being the ultimate nicest and goodest person don't always get what they want...so we should all become bad guys!!!...lol...haha of course thats was just a joke lah...be bad guy should go learn from joker in the upcoming batman movie..XP..digressing liao...like the 2nd person she dated, he was ever so nice and understanding but he didnt get along with her in the end as well. I am not saying that one should become a bad person lah or a selfish one...if one feels that a particular person is worth loving, then even if there is no reciprocation..its your own choice de leh..well who says we can have everything in this world sia...But again this type of complex emotions is very crazy and hard to handle...its like u are always being pulled on both ends...maybe that's why I became so tall...haha

4) ' If you are really meant to be together, even after a break -up, you will still be together'. this is one of the phrases that was said during the movie. Well, although I sometimes think of this as a rather pyschological way of consoling yourself=p...if one thinks like this, then of course life is going to be so much happier.