Untying the knot inside me...

I have a friend who kenna rejected by a gal lor coz according to her they cannot get along although she had tried to...however my friend is still going to go all out to chase her lor...Now he is suppose to focus on his A levels but there he is trying to win someone's heart...a bit the not very focused ah...haha

Actually, i also not very focused one..hehe:P still got the cheek to say others....

It actually make me realised that out there are many people coz of such probs. and forgot how to prioritise in life..of coz there are also other problems that also are able to confuse us...an example is me lor..recently I also been through a rather tough patch recently and i suddenly realised that people will change and so must ourselves lor.. I think I have been to dependent on my friend, SH, so much so that i am too afraid of losing him as a friend and so much that it started to affects me lor and that is not a very good thing and it is not becoz of a gal...haha like that next time how am i going to handle relationship probs. sia!!!!!!!!! That's is why i think i have to change and become more of an independent person..then i am able to enjoy my life fully and know what i really want lor....

Must follow like WR and Jon though they dont always be together but somehow or rather they are always....haha...they are still able to be close friends for a very long time...so therefore i should know where my priorities lie and be focused lor...becoz i realise tht the more u try to keep someone ...the furthur they will go and eventually u will lose ur fren...so though some says that friends are very important and I agree to that but I feel that one should not be restricted to just one group..coz eventually people will change and may have different perspectives and we must also be more flexible and also adapt to changes...

Another thing that I have also realised is that it is not the amount of friends that one have counts, but rather it is the number of true friends out there that matters lor...some may have a 1ooo frens but only 2 that understands him...so if u have found a true blue friend who understands u...u must really cherish that person lor...and if any of u out there feels that u are losing ur best friends...do not really worry so much...just relaz and take it that ur frenz is just trying to know more friends and that if u are really his or her best friend, they will always remember u one..so u should also go out to make more friends and find more true friends whoma are waiting out there....waiting to be found

Of coz~one must always knows hu is ur best frenz and cannot forgeet them as they are the ones that have moulded u into the person that u are today...

So now...i think that i have hopefully figure myself out and be a more independent person and not be so down liao as PROMOS are approaching...so muz start to mug like siao now..haha but at the same time do not give myself too much stress lor=)

A phrase which struck me...

" I will never do something extreme for a gal".............

I have a friend who told me that a few weeks ago...however i beg to differ lor coz its like if u dont even want to go all out for someone tht u like, then u are definitely not in love with the person. Liking someone means that he or she is rank of rather importance in your life therefore doing stuffs for them is perfectly normal...However, of coz those about committing suicide and other crazy stuffs are not included coz it will only make others unhappy and urself miserable...

When my friend told me that, I thot yeah thts rather true..however even he is unable to do that lor...another friend becoz of a gal, he wants to compose a song...becoz of her, he is unable to concerntrate on his studies...does tht sounds extreme??? OK...sounds like it..haha sia lah..feel like i am writing a GP paper here...HAHA...must state the thesis and narrower statement then follow by the.....erm...damn forgot already:P

Haha...okok digressing a bit ah....where were we??

Oh yeah...My tht fren who told me that eventually also would rather be late then not seeing the gal off to the bus...now does tht sounds extreme???hmm...not so rite...so thts why i think that everyone got their own definations for extreme so thts why i think when u like someone juz go all out for that special someone lor...however there are certain things in life tht are more important ah...

Some thots...

Do u know tht liking someone is a rather addictive thing?

It can be both sweet and the same time it can be so bitter that you cannot even take it...Love is also able to confound even the most smartest person and it can also drives one up the wall...Then why is everyone so addicted to it? I often wonder what I did that day was due to the fact that I have missed the feeling of loving and liking somebody..and tht is why some ppl want to rush into a relationship...Even there will be many bitterness and sadness but many ppl are willing to risk it so just to have the feeling of liking someone...tht feeling is very strong, it is able to give one a motivation to do something and make a one be very happy just knowing tht u are able to be close to the other...

However, this feeling will eventually pass out of one's life just as quickly it comes into someone's life...you will be back to normal...haha=)

Get the house..get the gal....someone will do it..why not u !!

Haha..someone recently told me that in life we should do what we want and what makes us happy without going against our conscience and not letting anyone stand in our way even if it is a gal.....

This is rather true lor coz i almost becoz of a gal and wanted to stay at my 1st 3 months jc...Also, recently i have been bogged down by some friendships problems coz its like i have been friends with him for 3 years liao and now also in the same class..at 1st i thot is a gd thing..however now we are growing furthur apart as we have change and tht we both think differently now and it seems that we hardly tok now....or isit i jave been thinking too much lor...

Also. there have been many unpleasent events that happen in my life recently and that i begin to cherish those friends around me especially those that have stand by me and listen to all my troubles...a very big THANK YOU to all of u....and also to lewis for encouraging me lor...Some times in life....friends come and go and some just seems to be floating away...so why not live life happily rather than being so miserable...rite..haha

Hmm..the st gabs concert was so-so only...

Today wasnt a very good day for me lor...1st i begin to become depressed with the fact that I can hardly talk with anyone coz its like I am sitting besides bryan and seong then they always talk together and the worse part is that I hardly tok to Seong for a rather long time and to think we are best frenz.....haha ironic isnt it....then i think i was so depressed by the thought that I cant seems to be able to get anything right lor especially my physics SPA which was a total flop lar... i ask for assistance and even forgot to even get the constants's unit lor...wahhhh how pro. can i get sia!!!

After school ended at 5 pm, I still have to rush to Serangoon Central to meet Leonard lor and I was damn freaking later lah by the time i have finish eating it was already 6.30pm liao and the concert is like at 7!!! After chatting with leonard, he made me realised that sometimes friends cannot be forever by your side lor if you dont let go the old ones, the new ones wont come...and if they are really your best friends they will still remain as your best friend...so must let them get to know more people lor...Hmm..after that i begin to be more cheerful and able to see from another perspective lor...in the end we reach VCH at 7.15..lucky the show havent start yet....

The concert was very fantastic at the beginning with the up-tempo tracks and everything lor and there were many special effects as well with a lot of surprises like Jasmine Goh acting like a teenage gal and a Godzilla appearing out of no where....haha!!!! Then, during the interval we a;; meet up with old friends and were discussing how daniel's hair is so long...haha and ben brought 2 gals to the concert whom supposedly is his best friends at HCI....haha=) then we chat around and relived good times lor........Later, when ben Loh made his appearance..haha i shouted his name lor and johnny was like hey u are wearing CJC uni. ah....ahaha then later daniel also shouted...ahaha hmm dont know whether it was a bit rude lar..but hmm maybe should become more level-headed ah...leonard said that i was more level-headed in the past....haha.Sadly, though the performance started at a fantastic tempo , it ended off really damn boring lah and I dont really feel that the songs that they chose were that fantastic lor..hmm last year was the best lah....odyessy is still much better lor than the tapestry.....

Also, LY never contact me for a very long time liao...i think most probably forgotten about me liao...or maybe got a new handsome guy liao....haha...maybe lah then she cannot keep her eyes off him...haha...jus joking later she come whack me....haiz now jc is reaching the stressful period liao...so i must jia you lor...and gambete!!!! Rite cousin????=)

WHOA!!!!! THat's IT I M GOING TO NUS!!!!

Whoa...today was a rather short day lor...we end lessons at 2 pm lor...haha of coz lar it was cca day more...and then I had Co-Op meeting during the afternoon and it was damn funny lor coz jian ye and Chun Kin kept making fun of Socks lor and also there was a "rectangle love affair".....haha between Soks, VAn, Sotong and jian ye...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA=0 is damn funny lor.. then later Zhong Xun and yong yan started interviewing us for the MC role in the AGM lor and lucky it wasnt me it was BRYAn lor.....haha

Soon by 3.20, we thot it will be late so we took a cab to NUS and u knw what its only $7.00 lor...whoa damn cheap sia.... then we later change and Yong yan regretted not wearing his jeans as he was in jc pants and is damn obvious lor....haha and soon we met Dionne. Then she brought us up to the hall and we had to wait for her to get us some security tags lor and she was trying to bluff the people there.......haha soon we were able to get the tags and we went in. Then she told us to act like we are 1st years and we went around toking wth the seniors and their ccas lor and it was damn fun lah..."hi how r u??" " Fine...i from school of computing" " oh....then are u intrested in so and so" haha then really feel different lor and i really feel the energy and enthu. of NUS....but i think only for this period only lor..soon they muz mug like mad liao.....

Then later dionne got us down to allocate our tasks to us and i took the photographer's job lor....haha at 1st a bit reluctant but soon got over it and was ready on my 1st picture taking. Actly, I had to take photos of good looking people(including gals ...whoohoo!!!) and at the same time get them to know more about the company...haha and i managed to take some of their photos and some is really damn chio and got one have BF liao...aiyah wasted....haha and soks kept on looking at a cute guy which she spotted lar and after taking his photo, he said tht if he wins , he will treat soks to dinner and whoa she was on cloud nine for the rest of the day lor....haha and kept looking at the photo lor....haha and she kept on saying tht she wants to make vanessa jealous....haha

By the time, we went home its already7.45pm lor and by the time i reach hm...its already damn late liao and still had to study physcis....sian sia!!!! Ok since NUS got so many chio bu...i decided to go to NUS....haha just jkjk only lar...how can ur favourite blogger be so flirt one lor=)

What a day at NUS lor=(

Whoa...today i woke up at 8 am then must rush to NUS lor before 10 lor...wah then i somemore so sleepy....soon we meet up with Dionne and Donny and they intro. us to Sean and Esterlla..hopefully i never spell her name wrongly...haha somemore tht Sean looks damn xiong lor...haha and too think that he was only 22..and i told him tht he looks like 25....haha and we spent the whole day fixing the "vending machine" lor and in the end we took up to 8 hours lor!!!!! Whoa and we saw a lot of freshies or rather the 1st years joining NUS lor...and we also had vegeterian food for lunch....pathetic right??...haha but overall its a rather fun stuff lor...the gals were doing the arty stuff and we guys did the technical stuffs and make the "machine" more stable lor....In the end, by the time, i reached home..I had to rush to study Econs. lor..wah damn sian sia and haiz........wat more can i say?..haha whew...wat a tiring day lor=(