Somewhere during this week, I watch a Korean Movie on TV. The title is "When I turn Nine" or something like that...Haha cant actually remember it. the show is actually about a country boy and a sophisticated girl from Seoul. They both enter school in a countryside and they both have sad family backgrounds. The girl lost her father when she was very young and told fabricated lies to others about her father so that she can somewhat remember him. The boy has a mother who is look down upon by how she looked due to a freak accident which happen to her during her youth, which is to have her eyeball to turn light blue and partially blind. Slowly, they both like each other because both share the same pain and hurt as being children who have a sad family background.Eventually, the girl had to leave to go back to Seoul and the boy went to her and confess and gave her a present. The next day, she also gave him a present which is a pair sunglasses for his mother. This girl even says that it doesnt matter even if she is number 2 in his heart...wah...and they are only 9 years old......haha
The thing that really strike me was that both of them is only so young and I often wonder whether will they ever be together when they grow up. However, I do not think so. Then it struck me that although this is only a small and insignificant part of their life, but it is such parts which eventually mould us to become the people whom we are now. Looking back at all those funny moments ...haha ...well it also some sort of cahnge my character and my perspective of reality and life. Especially, the Blue Mountains trip last year, though it was only 2 weeks but those 2 weeks have really changed me not only my waist size but my mental self too. Even 1st 3 months have also changed me and get to meet and socialise with different sorts of people. Now, I do some things which in the past, I alwas thought as stupid or that I wouldnt ever do such stuffs. Now, however, I am more open towards a lot of things and is gradually understanding various things around me. Of course, I havent really changed totally out of all my bad habits and I am still trying...but well it is still a start though. Another thing that I sort of learnt was that everything is about letting go...of course I literally meant everything but most things. I realise that if I do not let go, and continue living in the past, well it is definitely not good. So we must always learn to leave our past and our past selves behind and embrace our new self and the future. So, actually we are always forever changing whether mentally or physically, whether for the best or for the worst.
So to everyone out there, hopefully when you encounter changes in your life, it will be for the best...haha and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL....oh ya and a HAPPY NEW YEAR=)
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