Just feel like blogging...

In recent times, I feel like somehow or rather time flies pretty fast...or should I put it, its like things are happening at such a pace that I can't seem to catch my breath. There are some things which I had no idea why am I feeling in such a manner, there are times when it just seems so unreal, there are times where I should be doing something but eventually ended up doing something else, there are times where I don't know why am I entertaining such thoughts, there are times where I stop to think and say.."hey, it wasn't like this in the past, what had happened?"

For an example, I went out with muddy yesterday. Well, I would say that it was pretty fun...lolz...dunno who else I know can turn a normal transaction of bubble tea into something utterly fun...haha...but seems like most of the time we were talking about rich dad poor dad, which is basically about finance if you guys are wondering. I never ever expected to even discuss about finance with her, not even in my wildest dreams...seriously...well I am not saying that it is not a good thing, but well it does seems strange to me. Oks, another note I want to put in here, is that I don't have the same kind of wanting to be together with her feeling unlike the past, but it does affect me greatly whenever she said that she treat me like a sibling that kind of thing...its really hit me hard. In any case, regarding the matter of whether to go after her again a not, I at the moment dont have such thoughts. Dont ask me why, but its just I don't really want to do it...so thats it. Yes we gotten closer, but my gut feeling says that I shouldn't do it...or its just not the time to do it....

On a side note,the rate at which she is progressing in her thirst for financial knowledge( the RDPD way)...is a bit freaking me out...because she sounds like just chiong for it...thats the best way ever...well it reminded me when I first read the book as well...I wonder she knows about the enormity of the stuff you have to do to apply his method. And she is trying to get me to accompany her on this journey, which I am rather skeptical of. However, if we look at it from another perspective, it might be a good thing after all. Because the 'doubtful' part of me may be stopping me from trying it out. Its just the same logic why youth tends to disregard certain things and have a larger risk appetite. Hence, currently I am representing the lot with the old group which always tries to say..."look, this is nonsense, it doesn't work"...but on hindsight, we haven't even tried it yet and we are saying that it doesn't work? so who knows?

Of course, there are other stuffs that I am concerned about as well....oh and may i highlight, the above example is not really a main issue...its just something that  I currently thinking, so don't need to infer from it too much...haha

On a random note, I feel kinda weird not to be bothered by BGR stuffs or not very much affected by BGR things...no irrationalities, no intimate feelings...haha so maybe at the moment, there really ain't anyone that can make me dong xin...haha...but in any case, girls will not feature prominently in my plans for the next year or so...lol...but you never know, as proven in 2006. well then, good nitez folks