Stories...our past n present...plants...city views

Whoa...finally watched finished the 1st season of Honey and Clover liao...haha....at times can be rather lame but feel that the overall series is quite rather...hmm...how to put it...eh...certain parts got meaning de lor...but at times felt a bit draggy...

Yesterday went back to CJC to collect my grad. cert. lor...I was wearing a purple shirt and step into a vast "BLUE" Ocean lor...and every1 kept staring at me....though I knw I handsome but people shy leh..hehe...haha BHB...anw went back to co-op and talk to auntie again...said that I gain weight...OMG....haha I think its time I should eat less liao...and workout more sia...lol...felt a bit of surreal lor...where everyone was rushing here and there due to exams whereas I am there juz watching them and thinking back a year ago when I was like them...haha nostalgic feeling sia=D...So was there for about an hour, juz chatting with auntie and at times with a J1 guy...then realised that it was already 1230..oh man didnt want to be late for my movie date...lol...rushed down in a cab...wasnt late....but she was...( wasted my cab fare..=X)

So bought tix 1st lor...at 3..after that stoned at the 2nd floor, watching all the upcoming movies trailers....think harry potter will be damn cool sia=D...so for about 30+ minutes lor...watched until the screen almost repeat the entire segment again...lol...then was listening to iPod...suddenly felt some1 tapped my left shoulder...turn left( BAD MOVE!!!)...then natural reaction..turn right then Muddy was there...(oh man...kenna punked...I usually punk ppl not the other way round sia...)haha...so bought tix...didnt knw what to eat...eventually walked all the way to taka and eat Mos followed by a the ultimate at coffee bean...not bad sia...though she said that vivo much better...haha I also cant really tell the difference sia...we juz talked about some stuff and she talked about her plants that she and her sis planted and how she cooked for her father during father's day lor and how she failed terribly with the soup..hehe...then also got talked a bit of my duties at NDP and a bit of NS...but nthg much from me...hmm...muz be my life too boring liao...lol...watched the movie...hmm...rather interesting...thot provoking I will say...but at the end..kinda sianz lor...as there is like no ending...a bit disappointing lor...after that went around the whole orchard...looking for min's present...wah...very stressful sia...from heeren to cine to far east...eventually bought smthg...after like wad...an hour and a half...hopefully she likes it lor...then we ran after a bus...caught the bus and sat down..haha on the journey back..leaning on her shoulder a bit...talked a bit more on NS and stuff...then I asked her a question...that had been disturbing me lor...her reply was very the diplomatically correct=)...hah...so thot leave it at that lor...then she asked me...have I really forgotten about sam. liao....then said yeah...juz said a bit of other stuff lor...reached the bus stop..she told me about a guy that she likes..apparently I also knw him...then the stuff between them and her supposedly "best" fren...hmm....dunno why she so suay to meet such a fren lor...as she was saying all this...for the 1st time...I saw her eyes swelling up....and knew tht she was abt to cry...but eventually she didnt lor...almost wanted to juz pat her head and says "its ok"...but maybe it was unnecessary bah...let her face it herself bah...so she told me everything about it...and I also told her my story abt Sam. somehow though both of us were very very hungry...but we juz chat abt such stuff lor...well at least now I knw..so far there isnt any1 going after her or she is seriously interested in any1...oh man...watcha me talking...juz let the river flows man....told her I had a blog..she wanted to see it...but I said NO...and says it's like for very cloz frenz and my sis. and that there are some things I dun want her to knw...oh man...I just like blurted out all of this lor...kinda obvious rite...shucks...hah..rmbered last year sam also like that...lol...anw sent her back to her door step again...got her to intro. me to the plants that she planted and the various sceneries around her apartment...very interesting...haha...

Overall, it was a rather interesting nite...=D...understand her a bit better liao...lol...anw its juz comfortable being with her but dun want to rush things and certain things we see how lor...lol...

Distant...TOO MUCH.....

It has already been some time since I last went out with her...has it been 2 months already...wow....thts really a long time...lol...ya it was...she was sick...and had gum problems so didnt really talk much...its kinda weird not talking much with her...and sort of felt lonely lor...dunno why too...I crap a lot as usual but never show my discomfort towards her...its juz not the same anymore...felt too distant...as if she is too far away from my life already...I used to update her on my life...try to meet up with her every week( though it never happen...)...Like how to say...I also nt sure..cuz I am able to meet up with min and longyu everyweek...they understand me and we can talk about things as we always meets up...however with her...I for the 1st time felt lost...I am not sure...dunno wad happen in her life...dunno wad to tell her about mine cuz we never sit down and chat for a long time...all too distant...

Awhile ago, she offered to sent me to camp...a bit surprised cuz she wasnt like tht b4...though it didnt happen...ask her why she so nice and all...she said this' Cuz u seems to have gotten over me, so cant I juz nian u a bit'...So thts wad I was there for...juz to fill a gap left by someone for a period of time...or was it becuz we never hang out as much as in the past...felt that it was the 1st one...is most gals like tht?...both my mum and she says that I seems to be always bz and stuff...maybe I am...cuz its has already so long a time since feb 26...amazing how one rmbrs such things...I was walking to my grandma hse today and realised that the sky was kinda nice today with its orange colour....then thought that this is always the norm...how come I never realised it?...realised that i had been always rushing here and there, w/o stopping to have some time for myself...never had the time to stop and think about her...today I did...somehow felt kinda sad cuz its being too distant liao...and she is going to leave soon...I am happy for her cuz she can finally study a course tht she likes and she can go overseas...bt the idea of her not being on this island....is kinda not right...imagine how does one keeps up with one's best fren thru email and msn but at the same time not knowing whether she is ok and fine there...it will feel different lor...

" I am always seeing her back view...always waiting for her....rushing to be by her side whenever she needs me" thts a phrase from an anime lor...sounds very familiar...ahahaha...anw...for me its ok liao...I am juz her very good fren and will honour my promise to her......i think I can safely says that I am over her liao...but certain things can never ever be replaced from life cuz they are so part and parcel of u that no matter how one try to run away from it...it will keep on popping out in front of ya...=D

Now...I am free and able to do what I want though I think of the past..however unlike the past, I never dwell in it anymore and as for between me and Muddy...hmm...lets juz say that let time tells and fate decides..I have enough of thinking so much and putting too much into something liao....one more day to BOOK OUT!!!!=D

POP LOR

Hehe....haven told ya all yet...I pass out liao!!!....haha got extra cash but haven get my silver so its like cannot wear my badge yet lor and muz train harder bah...so thats the last thing I muz conquer mah...lol....so hopefully I can clear it within the next few months...especially my SBJ and Pull ups lor...



Recently, I also gotten involved in NDP@ Marina Bay...so its definitely 'support' work lor...lol....SKW!!!....anw its juz manning of water points lah...nthg much, though can see chio gals=P...haha...lol..but the work is crazy sia....from morning till late at night lor...wah...sianz....but yeah it was kinda fun last weekend...Somemore this weekend, gotta bk in on sunday lor...so its kinda sianz sia...anw but the following week got a lot offs=P....anw recently beaten PS at badminton...wah kao his smash was like damn strong sia...not bad lor...juz barely won him at 11-6 lor....but it has been some time since I met with a strong opponent liao...hah now the whole platoon regards me as a idol or some kind...lol...no lah..jkjk only=D

NIGHTS OUT!!!!

Yoz to all...u all muz be wondering why I can still blog at this point of time...hehe coz I got NIGHTS OUT!!...woohoo....haha its actually a company thingy lor...lol..so to help us in out preparations for NDP...haha but later I still must book in b4 9 lor coz got CFT tml sia...so muz slp early and wake up super early lor...well...hopefully I can pass tml CFT and get my beret lor...Muz pray for me sia!!!!=D

Strawberry Mania!!!

Yesterday went out and meet up with muddy to watch shrek 3 lor....eventually I was the one who is late lor...dotz...I think I need to go work on my time management...ahaha...reached vivo. later then saw muddy with her fren..thot history is going to replay itself again...luckily mei yo lor...haha...then when reach the cinema, had to rush to the counter coz the tickets were selling fast lor...in the end finally got some seats in the middle but its like 3rd row from the front..better than the 1st row lor...and had to w8 for 2 hrs before the show start lor...so we juz roam around vivo lor and we saw a lot of strawberries....and accessories lor...lol...and did I mention how many times she drop her stuff??...lol..oh ya she also copy my colour lor...wear green somemore!!

From her knws that she is truly a more anime fanatic than me=P...that I agree!!!...lol...and she very funny lor...keeps telling me what gals like and dun like and how come guys always have this stereotype thinking of gals...actually she is the stereotypist lor!!ahahaha....very funny to be with her lor...always laughing de...and always try to tempt me to spending my cash sia....but speaking of which I muz go to RSH and check out the puma jacket...yest. tried it...WAHHH super handsome on me lor=P.....haha

When sent her home, juz at her void deck there chat about our siblings and we realised a lot of similarities between each other lor..so its rather very ciao lor...haha we sort of sit there and analyse our problems but finally able to find someone with similar prob(s)...next time..able to relate better...lol...sent her back to her door-step and she stayed on the 25th floor where the city view was like OMG.....breathtaking sia!!!!........hmm...but after thoughts ah....juz smthg random lor...maybe I should juz chill for the moment and let things flow lor...lol...and dun make the same mistake as in the past lor...lol...so yeah chill man...

Later went to meet up with min, dunno what happened to her lor...coz in the afternoon she msn me...then felt that something was wrong sia...where got out of the sudden she wants to drink de and she juz drank like 2 days ago sia...so after sent muddy home, call min...then she sounds really sad lor...so juz buy jack daniels for her and lemon tea for myself...hehe I very guai de....then made me w8 at the MRT station....met up with her...said she want to drink..so i told her I bought liao lor...then gave me this "U did??!!" look and "Woah...how come so nice "look...scared me sia....lol...ok never lah...but very surprising meh???...haha so went to my hse the playground there lor...tried to ask her wads the prob. thot she will say it out...as it will be much better I think...but she didnt...so also didnt want to probe further lor...juz lie down at the playground...looking at the sky and at times taking a quick nap...but i got listen hor...lol...juz talk some random stuff as well as ponder over some things in my mind lor. Sent her home..and as usual..her fear of roaches=D...then outside her house tried to sort myself out...but actuly i am still in a confused state...but now more or less ok liao lor...LOL......

Come to think of it, muddy words were right...I now knw what to do and I knw how to prioritise my life liao=D as well as I also more or less ENLIGHTENED by min around yesterday...so YAP!!!...it was a rather an interesting nite yesterday...haha YOSHI!!!!!!! GAMBATE!!!!.....

One more week to POP!!!!

Whoa...it has been already 10 weeks since I was posted to 39th liao...how time flies sia and most of my frenz are also going to complete their BMT too....and SISPEC already completed their BSLC liao...seriously sia time truly flies...Hopefully on this coming friday, I am able to be certified as a CBRD pnr and that once I clear my IPPT in the coming months then I can wear the batch with pride!!...So muz still keep on training lor...my running has been steadly improving...from 13 min in the past to 11.31 now....hopefully can reach 11 flat soon lor...and shuttle run can run at 10.2 so hopefully can furthur improve on it too...but pull-ups will be the crucial one lor...as usual...my lower body improves liao but upper body still not there yet=P

Juz now was juz browsing thru my archive and going back a year back...then realise that time truly flies isnt? It has already been 2 years since I set up this blog liao...so was reading 2006 entries and realised that most of the entries were on Sam. and b4 mid june 2006...the entries were all very amusing and fun lor...cuz during mid-june then I realised that actually I like her...so yeah...b4 then those were the times when we were juz very^10 best frenz and hang out with each other lor...lol...there were many funny and quirky moments lor...haha...I rmbr when she said few months back that hopefully we can pick up where we left off...but...maybe I said it b4...its juz not the same liao lor..as in the past...so there is no way we are going to be able to retrace the path that we walked together before le...also felt that we all have grown up in a way or other...so yeah time truly flies sia...now we both got our own lives and that we are moving on our own very different ways lor...but yeah..thats life aint it..where sometimes we will walk the same path but after that we may divert to others...however, we are still the best of frenz and I can definitely count on her and I still got my promise to her lor..so yeah in a way frenz will never be apart lor...hehe...juz like Ben and me sia....haha. Speaking of that, ben pangseh me again lor...cuz cannot meet me for lunch sia...so sad...long weekend also cannot make it sia...hopefully after they POP...we can finally meet up lor...

Actually come to think of it, I also never play bball with the guys for a very long time too...wonder cuz most in NS and ben song got his attachment to do sia...hmm...really hope can meet up with them lor=)...Also NDP duties going to start soon sia..and my saturdays are going to get burn liao lor...ahh!!!.....oh ya and to some peeps out there...dun come chasing me for NDP tix ah...if got extra will try to gv ya...but dun put too much hope on it lor...and if u pester me like some fish out there....i recommend u go jump down=P....hahahaha....sounds so evil sia...