OMG...I think I m going bonkers man...shucks...suppose to keep myself in check..suppose to think logically..suppose to u knw..like chill a bit..wad am i doing sia!!! Today woke up, blur blur...went to watch DN angel...cuz i think can finish by noon or around there...until someone told me her traumatizing dream...watched DN angel the last few episodes...at 1st was heisitant, cuz its like..u knw...why muz go all out?...i mean...i thot i suppose to control myself..to u knw...chill...so didnt really bother till the episodes...dunno why..made me realised that time is short, so muz u knw..cheong..go and do wad u believe in...went out, bought it liao...so thot can meet up tml or smthg as she is sick then should be at hm...realised that there is orientation tml...but its like i keep like..u knw...pushing her to meet me..oh man..i think thts kinda, i mean like...kinda too pushy bah...feel tht a bit too gan cheong rite??...ahhh....WTH....sheesh...this sucks man...I think i am going crazy....i mean its like..well she is not interested in me, and why am i like u knw...going all out....in a way or so...
I need to calm down sia...juz nw called sam. , I think she muz be laughing at me again...tinking tht "here goes, eugene again"...lol...but later her sms was kinda nice...gt another one of those 'answers' again...as well as a bit of advice...ya..hah...tis best fren is scary..understand me too well liao=D...
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