Precious hours wasted...but it was worth it =)

It was worth it =)

Last saturday intended to complete Nuclear physics, ideal gases and quantum physics and physics of fluids...in the end it was only nuclear and ideal...lol...waste time lor...nah...it was worth it...About 1pm, Sam. suddenly called and ask whether can go meet her downstairs coz she was feeling upset...so went down and juz listen to her problems lor...apparently it was something to do with her frenz lor...haiz kinda sad for her...frenz for so long then such things have to happen, seriously lah...if the problem was due to some one back stabbing or wadsoever( i think 70%)...I really think those people really got something seriously wrong with their mindsets sia...but anw thats the harshness of reality lor...though sad but true...

After went to esplanade there, to see whether is there any place in the esplanade to studying...apparently so 'lucky' to meet up with one of her friends but we decided to go somewhere else to study lor...in the end settle at Millenia Walk the coffee bean there...haha actually there not bad lor...the air-con is not as cold as J8 one...=). Finished my nuclear and ideal gases there...so studied from about 4.30 to 7.45 lor...not much rite...lol...

Went to MS for dinner, the foodcourt was rather big and lots of people, the food was..hmm..okok lor...what can I say..its a foodcourt..lol...haha so after that went to walk from the esplanade to the Merlion there...lol actually it can be said to be my idea lor coz I never been to see the merlion ever since it was shifted over the esplanade bridge...haha..well lots of locals and some tourists..especially japanese..wonder why...suddenly realised that Singapore city scenery was very nice and bright lor..absolutely beautiful...haha

Along the way home, got a little gal in front of our seat, then she was complaining about the people behind singing( thats us)...lol...ok only Sam. coz I was only lip-syching...lol...apparently the young gal should care about her own business only lor...but hey maybe she is still too young to understand thay:P...haha

Not very well done...

Not very well done...

Today marks the end of another week again...lol...time passes rather fast dont u think...anw so far has receive my econs marks for both the MCQ and DRQ liao....got 19 and 12 respectively....though happy for my MCQ..was very dissapointed with the DRQ marks...seems that everyone in class did relatively quite well lor....so chao sianz lah...also got only 22.5 for GP compre. (shakes head)hopefully can see some improvements in the future...well juz have to carry on mugging lor...lol...

Also, today juz misplaced my calculator lor...wah kao...xi bei sianz sia....after so many years liao..doubt will find it ever again...haiz...pei yang gan qing le lor....haha but U never know..for all we know this might spell the start of me getting much better results than ever...haha...man sounds so superstitious lor...

Of coz now the main talk of the class is PF, coz of his oddities and that freaking mindset that he has, appraently it has also spread to the other class liao...Anw I think he is very very fragile inside bah and eventually coz him to have a weird mindset and all those stuff....feels that he is giving himself too much stress lor...maybe it might help him to improve but feels that sooner or later he will break down soon lor...this is what happens when one cannot deals with stress lor and wad Sam. said is rather true lor...one gotta sympathise with that fellow lor...

Hahaha....it seems that gals are rather gossipy..lol( actually we guys are also:P)...met zhenyi and calissa at the bus stop and they want to ask me more about PF...juz nice 153 came..so gotta go and zhenyi was like trying to get me to stay and 'gossip' more....ahaha..very funny lor..lol... anw they are very nice peeps lor...haha and calissa btw is very tall, found someone to fight with hwee jun liao...haha...yeah

Was trying to do some physics in class lor and of coz ended up chatting with tiara, dez and cw lor...haha and was very funny lor coz they all started poking at each other BF and GF...and I so poor thing...lol....haha jkjk only lah and the conversations was very funny lor...bikinis and stuff...seems like everyone is struggling with physics lor...regretting taking the subject but if given me a choice again, most probably I will still be taking the same subject lor...haha got no choice wad...chemistry sucks to the core and Arts aint the type for me...so well there u go...haha

This weekend is start of the EPL...in better times I will have celebrate liao and get all the beer cans out but this year not really liao lor...haha but this year got the As..so still must mug lor and anw I think I am going to throw away the physics mock...insufficient time to study finish so I am going to look straight at the prelims!!!....haha so muz jia you and anw nw cannot lose confidence and give up or put too much stress on myself if not become like PF:P....ooh scary sia...haha

" Journey is coming to an end, but what sort of ending we dont know...good or bad is up to ourselves to decide"

Missed a chance...

Missed

Hey, today finally gotten back my maths mock exam results liao...and I gotten back my A....whoo hoo!!!...hoping can get 80 but gotten only 72 though I put in 2 weeks of maths lor...sianz but its ok I still gotten back my A and thats what it matters...

Today morning Sam. msg me early in the morning lor, said she pon school again...lol...as usual and gotten into a quarrel with her mum...haiz...was supposed to go look for her in town after school but later msg me that her friend also pon to pei her...lol...so lucky gal lor...bet muz be the VJC one...coz VJ is so far one of the jc that can pon de lor...zai rite??...hope she is alright... juz now gave her a call, seems that she is ok...actually dunno the problem but think that she is able to cope bah and anw she also have her best friend to help her lor...so she should be ok bah....I hope...

Anw, juz came back from school then spent some time downloading the songs from justin and now blogging lor...haha...it seems that I have been rather slack liao and maybe coz of myself getting disillusioned with life bah but after yesterday when I took the entire night off doing nothing, felt much better liao...so gotta restart my engine and sit down and do some serious work...haha

Hmm....till now still got no clue on how to study physics, should I be like francis and start doing prelim papers even if I am not very sure with the chapters....but that way I tried b4 with the mid-years and it doesnt seems to work leh...so either I throw this mock away and start preparations for my prelims bah...maybe I should do just that...anw most probably this will be the last break I am taking...so in the future may not blog that often...but hey u knw wat? my frequency of blogging has also decrease liao...lol...anw now I often end at 1pm liao in school haha got more time to study and ask for consultation!!!...anw gotta keep my head up and smile always and all u peeps out there should also do the same=D SHOW UR TEETH PEOPLE!!!!.....haha ok sounds damn hyper...

Before signing of, this is to 'auntie'... no matter what happens, I will be there for you...so if got anything juz contact me =)...ok I think I said that lots of time liao...ahaha in the meantime.....STAY HAPPY yeah?



" Been sitting down and staring down the road,wondering what the next turn will bring...much time has been wasted, its time to get ur bum up and pluck up my courage and see what is round the bend...U never know what it will be but its definitely gonna be something great..one way or other=)"

All hope seems to be lost...

In the darkest places there is a small speck of light...

Yesterday was my Maths mock exam, think I did fairly ok...hopefully can get an A...well hopefully lah...after 2 weeks of non-stop maths practise...sheesh...felt like einstein...all the maths formula in my head lor...lol....and now only 2 days to go to econs mock exam on monday...dunno how to prepare for the econs mock..which only consists of MCQ,DRQ,CSQ...so tell me how??...lol...

I think of throwing this mock away, will try out Sam. 's way of studying econs, read up and memorise the notes 1st after that do MCQ then follow by essay...outlines that is...and maybe before monday, I will try out 3 DRQ by then...so hopefully by the end of the month I will be able to finish all my econs stuff...so far have covered JC1 econs already so now left JC2...

Actually, thats not really my main problem...I think the real problem is in Physics...yesterday was doing the pre-lim paper in tuition,realise that there is a lot chapter that I am not good in..and that time is running out...so please someone tell me how to get through this....so still struggling how to cope with physics...maybe should do more MCQ...

After the maths mock yesterday, was feeling very surreal...felt that at least this time I felt that I had already tried my best...but after tuition, depression starts to set in again..sianz...still ask ben out for a drink...I mean like beer those stuff lor, and he was stunned thought I became like YL liao...always drinking...lol...anw really thought of going to Caltex to get a can of beer...but in the end, felt that it wont really help much lor...lol...

Anw, felt that this is my battle and no one else can come and help me de...just have to face reality alone lor...so gotta believe in myself and juz keep on ploughing knowing that one day I will definitely get the grades lor...like wad LY says must be self-sufficient...lol...which is definitely true to a certain extent though I feel that somehow or other, everyone is dependent one one another for some help or stuff lor...everyone is linked to each other by some kind of bond de...anw sounds so philosophical...

" We just kept ploughing on the steep slopes of the mountains, carrying a very huge bag with our tents and items inside. It seems the journey will never end, it has already been 2 days and 1 night, the rain had came and passed and the Sun is up again...After another 2 hours of torturous hiking up the slope, though to me it seems like 4 hours, we came along a small fence which we climb over it and it leads us along a small path, on both sides there were purple and yellow flowers...but only a small portion unlike the vast and big trees some as tall as buildings earlier. The small path is actually a slightly steep slope which we can't see the end...one by one we disappear over the other side...soon its my turn. It was about 12 am that day, as I reached the end of the path and step onto the other side, the Sun blinded me for a few seconds...but once it faded, lo and behold, hills rolling after one another and it was filled with purple,yellow,grey and green flowers and grass...it seems that time as stop and all weariness just drain away from me. The guys were laughing and smiling upon the side...to me it was paradise on earth. Is the journey worth it? Yes it was... =)"

End of the week report...

End of the week report...

Whoa today is friday again...and another day has passed as we get nearer to the As...time running out and stress piling up...lol...this week has been rather topsy-turvy lor..coz of kenna commandos unit last wednesday, went for my second medical at the commados camp...sianz lor...coz thats the last vocation that I want to kenna...said not interested but I know that they wont give a shit about whether one cares or not or whether one passed NAPFA test or not...hopefully, they wont choose but if fate decrees, then man has to accept isn't it...ever since that day, has been feeling kinda down that what will happen if kenna commando?....why didnt I 'pretend' better?...all these kind of shit lor...

Yesterday, my grandma told me something that my mum didnt do...my grandma said..." dont worry, what will come will come...if kenna then accept it lor, just try to do ur best and survive"," Life has to be bitter sometimes, once after the bitterness, one will then be able to find the sweetness of life", she also said that" If that's ones life, then just live with it, most importantly is to try to take care of oneself and always be careful in whatever one do"

When she said that, I just felt very relaxed as if a great burden has been lifted, though I cannot say I have fully accept the situation but it has been very reassuring..and I am now more able to see things in another light , coz they most important thing now is my As...so gotta focus on the right thing now...

You know something? that day after medical, suppose to meet sam to study then after she said she got last minute tuition, so I told her then we meet on saturday bah. However, upon reaching home, though might as well give her a surprise and anw if I at home, sure distracted lor...so rushed home and shower then changed like siao. haha...hoping that she wont leave sengkang so fast...along the way also met Wei Jing...and we chatted for awhile. upon reaching Sengkang, I forgot where was starbucks lor...lol... then suddenly found it! To my surprise, it looks empty then I saw her...a small figure trying to mug and when she saw me she was stunned...lol...and she said that she tought she was dreaming...ahaha...very funny...She now also trying to steal my job lor...try to act cute nowadays( shaking head)...thats my trademark lor...under the law no.98....trademarks are............blah blah...haha

Recently, there has been much happenings in school like how the class wants to change physics teacher and everything lor...but that story will be told next time coz I gotta go tuition liao..so ciaoz....

ITS A CENTURY OF POSTS!!!

ITS A CENTURY OF POSTS!!!

Whoa...now its my 100th post!!! Whoo!! Open the champagne people!!!...LOL...so thats why this post is very special...haha and I going to talk about the Yong Sheng Basketball team...ahaha.

Last Sunday, I meet up with the rest of the guys for bball as usual at Ben Song's place...and also ben's bro. and his friend also came along...and the other guy is damn pro. lah...ok thats besides the point... Had a rather productive game lor...let me see...a couple of rebounds and some 60% of shooting from outside the paint...and not to mention a couple of assists...haha

After that, got some other people played with us 5b5...so we played full court lor...never like full court...so the team comprises....presenting as Centre...Eugene!!!!, As the Small Forward...Adrian!!!, as the other forward...Jonathan!!!, as the point guard..all the way from the North....its Wei Ren!!! as the cool shooting guard...Benjamin!!!....as the 6th man...Yuan Long!!!!( didnt came off the bench:P). So had a rather fun game lor, 3 baskets and 4 assists from me though only 2 rebounds...lol...but the other team damn rough lah...got a white t-shirt guy elbowed Ben. and juz walked away..WTF..and another one blames ren for a foul which he didnt do...idiots...but in the end we still thrashed them lor...erm..11 to 3 bah...if I never remember wrongly...lol...damn zai lah

So after the game, went for lunch and have a chat with the guys...realised that johnny have changed a lot..he seems more open now than in the past. Nowadays, he started poking people....ok its me so far but hey he never did that in the past...lol..but not bad lor...at least he is very approachable nowadays...or is it juz me that I never see the other side of him...hmm...

Cold Coffee...brghh....

Cold Coffee...brghh..

Yesterday, I had PTM in the morning and thought was so going to be screwed by Ms Soong but it turned out to only be just 10 minutes but nonetheless it was still a wakening call for me...I dunno whether I am heading in the right direction but I still think that I should be more confident and just keep trying and hopefully I can improve my grades in the upcoming Mock-exams....so must pray hard for me lor...LOL....

After that went grocery shopping with my parents, also met Auntie Leh peng, whom is my mum's old friend, and she went like " Wow! your son has grown so tall and much slimmer ah!". Haha... well thats what everybody says lor...lol...but I like the last part best..haha I have gone slimmer!!!...Oh man....it sounds great!=D

Once upon reaching home, after a quick change of clothes and packing of bags, I just rush out to catch a bus back to j8 to get a good seat at coffee bean so can study there. In the end, got a seat and wanted to get the cushion one...but got peeps sitting there liao and so I took the other seat lor. Drank a big cup of latte so to keep me awake...lol...then started doing the MCQ for prelims paper...and beside me got this guy talking with his insurance agent over some insurance, cannot help but to listen to what they were talking lor...ahaha apparently saturday is a good time to talk about insurance and the guy seems to be interested in the agent....ahaha. So from 11.45 all the way to 12.45, waited for Sam. lor...and suddenly find the place a bit chilly. Decided to change place as finally there is an empty cushion seat but unknowingly the air-con is directly on top of it....and its like being in the north pole wearing just a shirt and jeans...lol...eventually she came...lol...pointed my hand to my watch to show that she is late...lol...but dunno why she later said that I today a bit funny...beats me...until know I am still puzzled...

After that it was the 'silent' session and it was so silent that it was so cold....ok its not the silence it was the air-con. damn it...so can hardly do anything, brain freeze and body stiff...how to get any work done sia...lol...later so cold that I must walk the entire J8, rush down to basement to grab something to eat...coz I didnt eat lunch so just ate some takoyaki...yum!! haha!!! then after went back...felt much better but still cold sia and Sam . still say that I try to act man, dont need jacket or anything...fine fine ...so its my fault...lol...can never argue with an auntie one...sure lose one lor...ahaha. Then after that she had to rush to her juniors POP(passing out parade)...wah at least still got invite her back to school..I want also dont have...lol...

Anyway, nowadays also very difficult to spent time to sit down to talk to her...coz she is cheonging like siao...I supposedly should do the same..haha but it's like crazy sia...econs morning, afternoon and evening...damn pro. sia and in her own terms she is being econised that means I have been physicsed lah...lol...what language is that sia...of course studies is still important, which reminds me that Ben song kept trying to remind us that only 99 days left to the As....AH!!!!!!! PRESSURE SIA!!!....pressure=force/area otherwise known as density*gravity*height....haha told u that I have been 'physicised'

This coming weekend, its the juniors 1st competition...hope that they could win...I am sure they can since they are so zai...sure can de...ahaha also hoping can go watch the fireworks by the bay this saturday...but that remains to be seen...haha in the mean time I must try my best and continue to work hard.. and so do all of you people out there, jia you!!!!=D