Cold Coffee...brghh....

Cold Coffee...brghh..

Yesterday, I had PTM in the morning and thought was so going to be screwed by Ms Soong but it turned out to only be just 10 minutes but nonetheless it was still a wakening call for me...I dunno whether I am heading in the right direction but I still think that I should be more confident and just keep trying and hopefully I can improve my grades in the upcoming Mock-exams....so must pray hard for me lor...LOL....

After that went grocery shopping with my parents, also met Auntie Leh peng, whom is my mum's old friend, and she went like " Wow! your son has grown so tall and much slimmer ah!". Haha... well thats what everybody says lor...lol...but I like the last part best..haha I have gone slimmer!!!...Oh man....it sounds great!=D

Once upon reaching home, after a quick change of clothes and packing of bags, I just rush out to catch a bus back to j8 to get a good seat at coffee bean so can study there. In the end, got a seat and wanted to get the cushion one...but got peeps sitting there liao and so I took the other seat lor. Drank a big cup of latte so to keep me awake...lol...then started doing the MCQ for prelims paper...and beside me got this guy talking with his insurance agent over some insurance, cannot help but to listen to what they were talking lor...ahaha apparently saturday is a good time to talk about insurance and the guy seems to be interested in the agent....ahaha. So from 11.45 all the way to 12.45, waited for Sam. lor...and suddenly find the place a bit chilly. Decided to change place as finally there is an empty cushion seat but unknowingly the air-con is directly on top of it....and its like being in the north pole wearing just a shirt and jeans...lol...eventually she came...lol...pointed my hand to my watch to show that she is late...lol...but dunno why she later said that I today a bit funny...beats me...until know I am still puzzled...

After that it was the 'silent' session and it was so silent that it was so cold....ok its not the silence it was the air-con. damn it...so can hardly do anything, brain freeze and body stiff...how to get any work done sia...lol...later so cold that I must walk the entire J8, rush down to basement to grab something to eat...coz I didnt eat lunch so just ate some takoyaki...yum!! haha!!! then after went back...felt much better but still cold sia and Sam . still say that I try to act man, dont need jacket or anything...fine fine ...so its my fault...lol...can never argue with an auntie one...sure lose one lor...ahaha. Then after that she had to rush to her juniors POP(passing out parade)...wah at least still got invite her back to school..I want also dont have...lol...

Anyway, nowadays also very difficult to spent time to sit down to talk to her...coz she is cheonging like siao...I supposedly should do the same..haha but it's like crazy sia...econs morning, afternoon and evening...damn pro. sia and in her own terms she is being econised that means I have been physicsed lah...lol...what language is that sia...of course studies is still important, which reminds me that Ben song kept trying to remind us that only 99 days left to the As....AH!!!!!!! PRESSURE SIA!!!....pressure=force/area otherwise known as density*gravity*height....haha told u that I have been 'physicised'

This coming weekend, its the juniors 1st competition...hope that they could win...I am sure they can since they are so zai...sure can de...ahaha also hoping can go watch the fireworks by the bay this saturday...but that remains to be seen...haha in the mean time I must try my best and continue to work hard.. and so do all of you people out there, jia you!!!!=D

GIBBERRISH!!!

GIBBERISH!!!

Been feeling kinda monotone and routine for the past few days, maybe because its the idea of come back home must at least finsh one chapter a day idea...though it eventually became one chapter =2 days....ok thats besides the point...well havent really had a truely happy laughter for quite some time liao...only know two words...mug and mug somemore...so if I were to blog everyday, it will be the same story...lol...it will be too boring lor...lol...but thats the way lor...

Just know I just came back in time to watch the last episode of "crying out love in the centre of the world", its about a guy who cannot let go of his past girlfriend who is already dead a long time ago..ok...about 20 years...and he always kept a bottle of her ashes with him...everywhere he goes and he totally forgot how to truely smile for 20 odd years... I bet some will straight away say he is stupid and others will say that he is damn romantic...but for me, I will ask...How did u managed to live for so long??...practically just drifting in life is like being like a zombie..holding on to the past and hoping that this is the right thing to do...sort of admire him for his preservence but at the same time, feel that he is crazy...lol...heard that this is a true story in japan(dunno whether true or not:P)...then I should be very ashamed lor...coz I cant seem to even focused in my studies...lol...

Recently, feels that there is no colour in my life anymore, cause...I also dunno...but watching the show, it re-emphasis to me the need of letting go and doing what one thinks its right...not having that someone or not being able to carry out that particular dream, does not mean that they are gone from ur life...they are always in our hearts...always...thats something that most of us just cannot see it in life, we are so into or busy with the present, being afraid for the future, that we totally forget who we are and are afraid that these dreams and people are gone forever...However, thats not the case because they are always in our heart, no matter how long one not connect with it...

It made me to let go because I so far have always been feeling sianz and something else have been holding me back...so to me letting go, is for me to accept my situation and be grateful for it..and see how to improve on the situation...so far I have been just rushing forward without caring for the people around me. without thinking whether what I have been doing is right and making loads of assumptions that things are what they are. There is approximately 105 days to the A levels...that time period have cause me to panic to keep rushing without stopping to ponder over what went wrong...is that what happens to everyone in life...regardless whether you are working or studying. I have heard that a NJC gal only sleeps for 2 hours a day and the rest is spent on studying...OMG...can you imagine her life??...she keep rushing and rushing but she never stop and look at the beautiful surroundings around her...

Yesterday, was the rehearsal for AGM which is rather like the POP for the uniformed groups...thats the time where it is for me and the rest of the j2s to step down and let the juniors to take over the helm. Of course, one will naturally feel lighter without the burden anymore but it also forces me to think over and reflect on the past 1 and 1/2 years in NEXUS...and whether I have done my job...unfortunately, I dont think so...this taught me one thing is that next time I should just do what I want to do and fast and not have any regrets...thats the most important thing...so it also signals the last ending chapters of my stay in a JC....

Ironically, it is during the JC that I have learnt a lot of things and heard a lot of things...it shaped me as a person...from PR skills to handling gals...to friends and the society out there. So far it has not been an easy ride, and the road seems to be getting bumpier as the year ends...but i think it is all part of growing up.

Ok..now back to the show..lol...digressing a lot sia...lol...the ending of the shows both the leads holding hands and looking into the sunset...So, it struck me a question...What do you think is the most important thing that one should do in a relationship?? some says kissing, hugging, must communicate...to me...I think the most important thing is holding hands. Why?? Coz I feel that by holding hands, it shows a committment to each other, a bond that only two of us shared only...it also gives us the feeling that she or he is still with us and that we are together. So I find the picture of two hands clasping each other very meaningful

I bet after the entire post that you have just read, you dont know what on earth or some say mars, am I talking right?....you know what...I also dunno too...it just what ever that is inside my head for the past weeks and whatever that I have just thought , so there isnt really any order or what...haha...feels like I just empty a dustbin like that...haha

Some sees it as giving up...but I see it as letting go...if it is yours, it will be yours but of course one must be in effort lah...Dream but do not stay in it...thats the key

It doesnt feels like a week...its like a month

It doesnt feels like a week....its like a month!!!

On tuesday and wednesday, gotten back my papers...the grades were OOE...haiz...doesnt that sucks??....yeah lor...but the happy thing was that I finally passed GP and its a marginal B4...YEA!!!!....hopefully, I could sustain that grade and improve the rest in the upcoming tests and the Mock Exams...teacher called me up and talk to me...asked me what on earth happen to me? And she said that she felt that I could have been those peeps fighting for As and Bs...and what the hell am I doing in the Os and Es region...haiz...but anyway, I am going to put in more effort liao and be moe confident of myself, I am sure that I can bounce back from this set-back... Sam. also didnt do that well either, she failed both her geog. and hist. papers...so now we both muz really really work harder now...

On monday, HY did a very weird thing lor...he sat down along the corridor in front of a window which is beside T28 and stared outside at the rain....before that he even tao Mr lim, when Mr lim ask him why he got black face....ooh scary and he sort of freak out everyone even daniel from t16 even knew about it...wonder why he is so depressed one lor...I think it might be something to do with some relationship prob(s) bah...as seen from his friendster...he is also always the 1st one to go home from school and always on his own de lor...weird sia...maybe his parents also gave him stress lor......haiz must learn how to let go if not very jia lat de...

Wednesday, Nexus also have a meeting on who will be the new ex-co. to lead the club, and we sort of decided to choose whom to have in the committee liao and ed. still keep asking me who will be in the ex-co. I said I dunno...ok so thats fine with me wad....but the next day, he kept asking me and said" Aiyah...you all choose already, then dont want to tell us...u sure sabo me one rite??"...wah that got me very irritated, because he kept asking me and what makes him think that I will put him in ex-co, he also never done much to make me take notice of him and that he seems so laid back over a lot of things and treat a lot of serious things like so shui bian...so what makes him think that we will put someone like him in ex-co, I rather put Nat. in ex-co rather than him even though she also got other cca committments...at least during our discussions, she had been rather invovled and everything. Next week, will be the official passing over of the present ex-co to the J1s liao...if u ask me what had we done over the past year, I would have said nothing much because I dont think we had taken Nexus into any particular direction or wadsoever...hoping the new ex- co will be much better than us....I think with Francis and Michelle at the helm, it seems promising...we shall see lor...

Actually, I often find myself very lucky coz of the fact that the problems I faced in life wasnt so tough like others...hearing about how friends quarrelling with family members...I also dont know how to help them, coz I never really got into such serious problems...the worse I will just ignore and dont say anything because I see no need to launch a long tirade at them...okay some may say its worse giving the cold shoulder...but I think the best policy is still to stay quiet and see from both points of view...thats my logic lor...hmm and Sam. stills reminds me that there is only 109 days left to the As...so muz jia you lor!!!! Staying happy and thats the key to success!!!

crapping

Btw to longyu, here is your husband...can U ask him to give me some spare cash ?? not much...only another $500k ( in euros)..thanks!!! oh yeah the 'magic' word....PLEASE!!!!

Fifa World Cup 2006

The Fifa World Cup 2006 Champions: The Azzuri

Eventually, it was the Azzuri who won the coveted cup!!!...Very interesting match, with the best player of the past decade being sent off in his last game and the finals were settle by penalties...wonder did trezeguet been influence by the corruption scandal too?? thts why he kelong and missed the penalty...lol...but I still lost my bets lor...damn...lol..but watching the match was very exciting...coz got my friends around!!!

Waited for the guys till 1 am lor...lol...then went to meet them at interchange...wah never go out at 1 am in the morning before...and it was fantastic sia...you can have the entire road to urself lor..especially the interchange, practially no one at all..haha...went to meet up with ming jie, jermaine and yan cong...then coz didnt knw they are walking all the way to buy prata...so I lazy and just went to buy drinks at 7-eleven...i bought bacarrdi peach for myself lor....not bad lor...quite nice...coz the alcohol also not strong and the guys came back in time for the match lor...haha and jermaine and mj said my house was nice.....hahahaha..okok my head is getting bigger:P...soon, wei ren and adrian pop by too...and tht day was ren the birthday lor...lol...on his was damn shag lor...spent the day with val. haha and he still spill curry on my carpet....lol...and adrian was practically sleeping the whole match coz he never sleep for days lor...wah kao...haha and yan cong was always the one providing the jokes...hahaha eventually, the match ended at 5 am lor and we still had school...lol...but it was enjoyable having the guys at my house....haha

The Fifa World Cup 2006!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The World Cup Finals 2006!!!!!!!

Whoa...today woke up and watch the 3rd/4th placing between Portugal and Germany, must thank LY for waking me up...lol...watch the match..1st half was like ping pong....the ball kept bouncing from the germany half to the portugal half...but it was always the Germans whom seem to have a better control of the game lor...It was also Oliver Kahn's last match for Germany coz he is going to retire after the 2006 World Cup. In the 2nd half, whoa...thats when the whole action begins sia...bastian schweinsteiger was the hero when he scores 2 goals that was absolutely wonderful and god-like....and he also had a hand in the own goal as it was his cross that resulted in the own goal. It was superb end to end attacking stuff and ronaldo really show why he was so good...well..execpt that he suck at diving...dunno how to do it like henry...lol...haiz cant expect that a Red Devil will resort to all this even though it was not like there werent enough time to score a goal...(shaking head)...well there you go, expected him to be leaving Man Utd soon...

Morning went to play badminton with my family...so nothing much to say...lol...coz I thrash them:P....lol...okok better dun be so bad...Oh ya also met Zhang Wei went going back home....guess he was rushing back to camp...seems like he was in a rush lor...Oh ya kenna some 'malu' situation lor...sianz...when reached home, saw a teen waiting at the stairs so I jokingly say that he was waiting for my sis. , then just nice Sam. 's family was just getting into their car and my sis. thought I was talking about them...then my sis smiled at one of Sam.'s Sis lor...lol...thought saw her 4th sis. but never really smiiled at her...aiyah was also stunned what...lol...wah damn malu...( shaking head)...sianz..haha

Today is also the World Cup Finals!!!!!...ahaha so who do you think will be the winner?? Italy or France??...lol...on paper it seems that Italy will win with their imprenagable defence and their efficient attack but France so far has also a tough defence and their attack are very fast with speedy wingers like malouda and ribery...so its going to be a tough fight. I think that should France score 1st then they might win it..if it goes into a draw then Italy will win in extra-time...furthurmore Italy defence seems prone to be speedy wingers...hmm think that whoever control the midfield will win the game, so will it be the trio of Viera, Makelele and Zidane or will it be Pirlo,Gattuso and Totti??...well only time will tell so stay tune at 2 am!!!

Btw...fengshui masters in s'pore predict france will win...lol...so up to u whether u want to follow only a not lor...also can stay up late coz school starts at 9am tml....haha shoot but still got PE...lol...so good luck to both the Italians and French.

Who will prevail the 'Azzurri' or the 'Les Bleus'??...Stay tune and be captivated by the 2006 World Cup Finals!!!!!

Unexpected findings...and heat is on!!!

Unexpected findings...and heat is on!!!

Whoa....hear ye hear ye...latest reports..lulu and loudspeaker....are they together or not??...LOL...they have been seeing each other rather often and that they are always together or something...loudspeaker has also been asking some funny questions...and other tongues have been wagging...so its 80& liao that it is true...hear ye hear ye...

Actually, i was rather amused by all these coz imagine a relationship in my own class...lol...very interesting lor...anw and it happen to someone who is the most probably the last one to get involved in a relationship...lol...wah it all seems fated...last year both of them hardly speak to each other and this year its like all the time lor...haha

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School has re-started...results no good...but keeping head high=)

School has re-started...results no good...but keeping head high=)

Hey all...today is the official start of the school term liao...more or less can visualise the results that I am getting...after the hints and wadsoever from the teachers...realise that I kenna change teacher for physics...supposedly they sent a 'super soldier' to come and save us all...lol...wonder whether it is all too late...

Got back my econs mcq today....gotten only 13 out of 20....not very good...coz school average is 14 and I expected myself to get 15 at least...well so thats that. Today, also realise that the entire level did very badly for maths...not many passes...and heard that there is even someone who gotten zero sia...wah that guy or gal must be damn pro...Also, changed my seating place liao..now seating with Bryan...I think been seating with the gals too long liao...so becoming more gay..lol...muz shift back to being next to a guy better...it seems that Mel. seems to be rather more sianz then ever...like no one talk to her like that...ok well gals usually talk a lot....but juz feel that she a bit anti sia...only when we talk to her then she will talk a lot...or maybe its juz mood swing bah...lol...how I know...

Also feels that dun wanna do the compeition for my cca one....which is around august...I know it sounds irresponisble but at such a stage of my studies...its not wise to be caught up in such things....but again..have no choice...since I am in it...just have to find a balance lor...

Finally, to fishy!....c I so good..I left a paragaraph specially dedicated to u...LOL....really really apprecieate ur tag...really...though it has been some time since last week, but it still is cool...haha...THANKS=)....yeah I think its time that I should be proving myself and stop questioning...haha...true...anw if I am sad, will still think of u....lol...but not that U are worse than me but that there is a fren out there who is encouraging me=D...adios then!( is that italian??)

Oh ya...to hui min..I am rather lazy to do the same post as u...must write so many things....sianz leh...okok....I have been TAGGED...see at least I type that....lol