Celebrating her birthday...

Oks....there are suppose to be photos here..but due to blogger's inability to load photos just now..so think u got wait for next time lor...lol...anw there isn't any photos about her and a few me only lah...so its like nthg really much to see bah...At 1st wanted to celebrate her birthday on her birthday, but she isn't free lor...think she got to celebrate with her family bah.

Anw on last friday, brought her to the Songs of The Sea at sentosa, ok..1st and foremost I think I totally screw it bigtime man...1st I was already late le...well, cuz I didnt leave house earlier and cant find any candles at home, rush down to central to buy some followed by rushing down to raffles city to collect the donuts from donut factory before rushing all the way to harbourfront...oh man...late by a full 20 minutes..WTF sia....totally got pawned to the max...i sucks...lol...ok better dun put myself down any furthur liao...anw after that went to eat dinner lor at this mediterranean restuarant and she wanted to eat prawns sia...I was like...u sure a not...u got allergy rite..then she was like..nah...today dun think got the feeling that will have it...woah ever has an allergy been seasonal sia...lol...along the way marcus saw me and he called me to say that he was behind me and kept asking me who she is...wad the...lol...then so happens tht he is eating in the same place as we are...so it was kinda qiao lor...lol...but anw..I think I was like so...blur or switch off that day, that I cant seem to concerntrate on her conversations sia...kept hearing wrong things and forgetting stuffs that she said...lousy sia I am..then after that we went to take the monorail over the sea lah...actly she prefered the cable car de, but before tht i ask her to choose between 3 letters B,C or M and she chose M..so too bad lor..but thot that we could get the return trip but in the end, we didnt managed to make it in time as well...

So once we reached there, we went to watched the show....well it wasnt really tht interactive, but maybe we are all singaporeans and stuff..lol...or maybe cuz I was busy with the camera so I didnt really got the time to properly watched it...so I thot its a bit sianz...however aesthetically wise, its quite nice sia, with the fire-works and water sprays around..so its kinda cool...After that we went to take a photo with a statue of a lead character...ok..lets put it as a cute character in the show( its a fish btw)...so we stand together..and the photo-grapher asked us to hug...and she was like ...waoh no no...then I was like..er..yeah no..(sianz...lol) so after the 1st pic, she asked us to...well least put a hand around each other, then I just put my hand over her shoulder and bend down cuz scared block the statue then she put her hand around my waist( hehe..thats kinda good=P)...the next 2 pics were like put our hands together to do some sort of 'photo magic' stuff...then after that we chose our pics lor..then we chose the same cuz I was thinking where got one take this the other take something else...she chose the hands over shoulders one...

After that ask her to choose between P and S which is siloso or palawan beach , at 1st she chose palawan but after that saw the bus to siloso, then also lazy so took tht...which is to my surprise it was heng lor...cuz the next day newspaper said that at palawan beach, a dead body was found there at the afternoon...scary sia...imagine at night there...wth sia...anw so went to siloso lor...then managed to found a place, at 1st she didnt want to go to the beach de...but after much persuasion, she relented lor. So yeah at siloso beach, set up the donuts and light those ' magic' candles and the light sticks around it...then I was so gan chiong that ask her to turn around , forgot to sing her a birthday song and kept asking her to blow the candles but she cannot...lol..and I kept laughing, asking her to carry on and she finally blew it out!!! the manufacturer sucks sia...but I forgot to video it down!! haiz..too stress out again...after that we put the real candles and took pics of it...

However there is one more surprise which is the mini- doughnuts which I put 9 DIY flags to signify each of it...lol...also took pics about it..then after that we started throwing light sticks here and there..I threw 2 into the water...kinda cool...but ok ok can see pig throwing knifes at me...*dodge a few le...AHHHH I got stabbED ! !!!*...but stop throwing after she scolded me=P...actly, on hindsight it was rather bad of me to be doing that...never think of the consequences...=$...anwthen after that packed up and tried to catch the cable car...but we missed it...so we went home lor...

Sent her home, along the way suddenly talk about my hair and genes of my parents and concluded that I am an alien. Then I was like..wah lao...now say I am an alien...saded sia...she said that she likes aliens...then she paused and said her fav. idol must be an alien as well...at that point I was like wah...so u r trying to console me that at least u like an alien like me...* ok maybe I am thinking too much here*...so sent her up...then after exchange our goodbyes le, and I was going back home. Suddenly asked me back , thought what happen sia...then she passed me a thank u card which she wrote the day before...kinda felt weird cuz like she said u are a good friend and thanks for a ' she is sure will be a thoughtfut' present....also wonder wad she meant tht she initially want to give me the card early this year le...feels like a 'thank u for doing all these wonderful things for me , friend' =$...haiz sianz sia...quite fan ren at times also...lol...

Hypothesis. thoughts. reflections. Starless skies.

That day during the chalet, kenneth jio both me and gk who in turn jio benny out for a walk along the pasir ris park which is like just behind the chalet there. Knowing that I was bai ka, still make me walk around like siao...lol...but its at least a time out from the rest..need some quiet time mah...lol...so we took a walk here and there, finally settling down at a shelter. Then I started asking benny about whether have he woo a girl before and as expected it was a rather benny-like response which as usual sounds totally random and illogical..wont go much here though=P..so we talk a few stuffs with the frogs croaking in the background like 'huhhhhhh', 'huhhhhhhh'....lol cuz its in a drain so the echos were quite loud...oh and there was a pair of good looking gals whom walk passed...lol...ok thats besides the points....so we started our walk back cuz we were getting bombarded with mosquitos..wah kao..reminds me of camp sia..lol

Along the way, gk started talking about his experience with a gal that he used to like...whom should I put it that way?? or rather i think now he is at a 'dunno wad to do' phase...just like me...lol...so we chatted about stuff that we were more or less trapped in. Somehow we both have a lot to share in common, though we were not really tht close in camp and our interest not really much..well..maybe hebe=P...he is stuck with a situation that now he doesn't really knows wad to do..anymore....somehow maybe a bit like mine as well...I mean I seriously felt tht I had hit a brick wall....i tried to scale over it, dig below it but the wall seems to go all the way down, cannot go round it cuz its damn freaking long...in order words the brick wall is really really dense or maybe I am just damn lousy. Given that we both are in boys school for 10 years and only just recently thrown into our baptism of fire in JC, u could say we are pretty much struggling to comprehend girls....seriously I have given up hope...lol...I am just tired lah...Anyway, we both in the end came out with a hypothesis about them...lol...but cannot say here...haha. My motivation is dying......I cant seem to keep up with it le...like wad gk says..we dun knw wad else is left for us to do....aiyah...suan le...think so much also not much use rite??

Updates

Ok...this whole week had been a rather..well...wad can I say..slack and relaxing week...went to sentosa again on tuesday..after that we had a platoon chalet from wednesday to friday morning...bought a new bermudas, at a good price as well...lol...so far chalet oks lor...a more chill pill and relaxing retreat lah...mahjong, cards, pool and PS2 thts all...but had fun cooking lunch and learning how to play mahjong lor...lol...but dun dare to play with money only...haha

Sentosa Outing With Random Peeps=P

I am stunned by the weird dress sense...lol

Before we left for 'overseas'

On the bumpy bus ride

I am looking at the 'mum-daughter' combo...ROFL

I am still darker...lol

Last pic of the day

On saturday, went out with a totally random group of strangers sia...1st time sia..hmm well unless u want to count the last time with james they all with melvin, iphyllia and joseph..which is like totally kenna pawned with SR people everyone...lol...well this time ain't really totally that different with a whole group of YJ now...lol. There is samantha who is Pig's friend, Xiao ling and Hui Qing which is Samantha's frenz plus samantha's bf, Shen yang and his twin friends joshua and nicholas( another set of twins!!!)...haha so its like totally messed up in that sense sia...lol...And pig dunno when got this * I so want to pinch u * fetish man...she like pinch my face for like 5 times sia!!!..OMG...its like no one ever ever done that since I was P6 by my great aunt...dun care lah its her own risk..my face so oily also pinch...lol...must be hui qing cuz she is like...well...a 'small kid'=P...not very tall and a talks a bit like a kid...hahaha doesnt look like a 20 year old plus she is older like almost all of us man...and xiao ling is like damn tall for a gal...thats why they like mum and daughter..haha. Actually both hui qing, xiao ling and me are aquainted before..cuz they were justin ho's 1st 3 months friends and last time he invited us to his house during chinese new year that time..haha...no wonder I found her super familiar with her actions and her height...wow...shocking man!!

At 1st met sam at the mrt station then after that met up with the rest of the gals and...wah kao...their talking session is totaly random to the max sia..almost like watching lucky star sia...then we went to sentosa ard an hour of random-ness...lol...Sadly both xiao ling and hui qing not enthu. about beach sports at 1st lor...oh and I just realised something I still haven crossed the bridge yet to that small offshore island=$...ahaha....then after awhile of nothing much except for climbling a tree lor...lol...the pic is on facebook...i really got climbed sia!!! haha...

Then the guys came over and we started to have a bit of fun with the volleyball...hoho..and the days of training in camp has started to pay off...i was kinda zai...hehe...ok lah cuz I play before mah..lol..but the fake court a bit small as well and we kept hitting the tree with the ball...lol...and shen yang totally lost at volleyball...So we decided to take it to the next water..i meant level...lol...actually its samantha who wants it lor...keep asking it...then we no choice lor...and pig kept poking at my fats..saded..hey its only a bit...ok compared to the rest..I lose...lol...GYM!!!!...haha...so we played in the water. Wah once in water totally mayhem sia!!! thts when the fun starts..lol

We guys decided to throw the girls in one by one...but sam already jumped in herself...so its lile...forget it lah...then next is pig and we totally threw her in..lol..lucky never lost her specs in the process...lol....then after that we wanted hui qing but she started to show a serious face..then it was like..ok ok we got the msg...so lastly it was xiao ling..haha it was classic sia..the way she was thrown in...We played like monkey here and there and must hit the head on the monkey..and at 1st I set the record of 16 but then xiao ling broke mine at 20...and it was on me sia!!!...lol...but later I got my record at nicholas at 21..woohoo..lol..it was funny sia...and did i mention tiring....sometimes I was beached on the beach and hui qing will come around and splash water at me...haha tempts me to keep splashing her back...haha...tempt me to throw her into the water...but on advice, better not=P...lol...After that play luge and take the sky ride and realised that pig's fear of heights is serious...haha worse than me...but the view was not bad...cool man..oh and we catch a bit of the lights display on the sea nearby with the fireworks and stuff. Later that night send pig to bugis and she was rather late for her meeting with her bf and her carrot...lol...by the time i went home it was ard 11 plus le...lol...lucky never go and play pool if not sure late like siao de lor...haha...Overall, it was damn fun sia!! but tiring sia...must be the salt water..lol...

Kui shin-bo Outing

Last Friday, went with some of my platoon mates to eat at kui shin-bo, which is at Suntec. Haha...its actually my second time there cuz last time my uncle brought my siblings and I there before. Arrived late though and got lost momentarily in suntec...lol...wah reaching there..the guys were like devouring everything liao!!!...hahaha very obvious its NSF guys eating out...cuz the sashimi we like spam more than 100...lol...oh and the soft shell crab was great as well..we ate until super full man!! And we each other pay about 32 bucks lor..but it's was good stuff...After that we went walk around(to digest mah=P)...We went to this cosplay shop and we started our usual 'benny suaning' exercise...lol...hah and we chose various school uniforms and costumes for him to try...and he will give his usual ' fuck u' gesture!!!..haha classic to the max!!!..and we were playing with the dolls and making fun of benny, bet the sales girl...oops should be maid or was it a school girl??..hmm cant remember..lol...kinda pissed off with a bunch of guys anyhow touch the shops stuff...lol..Oh and opposite there is a shop that sells movie posters as well....hoho...Iron man is like damn cool sia!!!..but the joker one..ehto..give me the creeps(shiver)...then we hang out at the arcade for awhile. Haha then I went to toys"r"us to buy 2 designer collection of hot wheels cars..actually was looking for the mitsubishi double shotz car...but it was unavailable=(...saded to the max sia...its like the coolest car around sia...well..in that collection lor...ahaha but got the lotus and a hot wheels concept car lor...cool!!...then after that we went to MS to watch House Bunny...lol...it was funny sia...especially with the lead always saying in some weird voice whenever she wants to remember names...hahaha...then after that went home lor...super full sia tht day=P...

I am going out but they are just entering..

Yesterday, spent my day pei-ing thing han before his enlistment today..we went to eat breakfast and after that we went to watched 'Connected'...haha...must take the time here to say a little about the movie=P...actually its a remake of the US version of Cellular. So I wont elaborate about the content. I was wondering whether in real life, if u receive such a call, will u answer it?...haha I dont think I will lor...well definitely not crashing my car into a lorry of pepsi and firing a gun at a handphone shop...haha...but the movie is great...should go watched!!!...lol...ok then ting han also like ben , both shaved their hair before they enlist...sia lah..in camp only $2 leh...lol...haha then after that, spent the night with ben song and ren and johnny and tin...from 10 to 1230..lol..and ben was like super worried over the supernatural stuff at Orion and things like that=P....haha and we gave him a super crash-course on everything SAF..lol...from the rules to a bit of tricks on how to survive here and there...so hopefully both can enter command school loh!!and ben should go OCS...I will be there when u commissioned BRO!!!...ahaha and ting han as well!!!...how time flies sia..2 years liao...

O-R-Ding!!!

Ok folks now's the real deal man!!....I am going to have less than 10 working days in this month!! hehe....how cool is that!!!=P....O-R-D mood!!...We hand over our operations and equipments on 7th Oct. and luckily the conditions that we hand over wasn't like last year...in the sweltering heat man!!! So alpha, u all are lucky!!!...handed the sprinter over to their pioneer driver and tell him all the stuff that he needed to know..took photo with my dear baby...actually there was 4 sprinters=X...lol..but my baby for tht day is no. 51..haha.. And guess wad, my junior was at alpha as well and he also junior...lol..he still recognise me!!=P...I totally forgot him le...then was just sharing my 'by left' experiences...haha...We had a simple parade to hand over, then we dally for some time and book out le...for our very very long break...haha

So now therein lies the endings of another chapter in my life...hmm...how to say...now its like knowing its all going to end le, after 2 years of NS...from BMT to CBRE. A bit sad..lol...think I am going to missed all the OPS that I am lucky to take part in..from AS to AMM to NDP 07/08 to F1...knowing some sect. com. personnel. Being quite tua pai at sweeps=P...haha dunno whether the unit next time will have such ops liao cuz our ultimate tua tou says maybe our urban ops a bit redundant...

Actually, if u ask me how was my army life, I think it has been a rather fruitful time, unlike maybe others who see it as a super waste of time...but...haha I think its rather fun. Well maybe cuz I am quite lucky and thankful for being in a great section in BMT and a fun( able to tolerate) platoon in CBRE...so u can say I was quite heng...made some cool friends and confidates. Oh and one thing about Army is that u dun need to use ur brain a lot...so its quite perfect for a lazy person like me..haha and I like the feeling of being in camp sometimes though its damn boring and sianz cuz its like u are in a different island lor...haha away from stuff...maybe thats why ppl sign on...lol..a bit dun want to revert back to civilian=X..OMG wad am I talking!!!!

Being a 3 in 1 guy

Well...yesterday I became 3 persons man..a chauffeur, a shopping bag stand and a 'if 2 high can help me reach' boy...Cuz Samantha's Vietnamese friend is in town and I so happen that I can drive and so happen to be free at night and so happen to be a good friend of her, hence I undertake this job. Not much benefits...can drive a sedan and look at a beautiful but rather quiet girl for awhile...though she also got suan me as well...wah kao...hehe lucky I know my way around town...if not super sia suay!!! And i think i suck at driving again..haiz...brakes too hard...*shakes head*...

Anw its was quite a weird night out for me thou=X...though it has been a couple of times liao, everytime my best friend goes back to UK...yi yi bu se de...lol...

Thoughts...

What is faith? It can be define as having a religion to adhered too. It can also be something that you can hang on to when in times of need. I was just chatting with a friend of mine whom opened a blog shop, and she really want to see it work. When I brought up a similar business model to my family...haha..lets say that I had hit open a dead end. There were many reasons why I shouldn't do this and that...She ask why leh...then I lay out the reasons and things, I sort of realised that the feeling of fear is creeping up on me. I was afraid. I asked her what was the reason she set up the blog shop? She said was to earn extra income=P...haha true true and thats her motivation to see it come thru but maybe its also because of the work that she had put in it=)...u knw? I think the feeling is akin to seeing ur kid grows up and all.

Today, was making salad so I thought that I should try a new concoction or rather dressing to match the vegetables. I was anyhow buying stuff and mixing around. I made a mistake, I bought un-ripe avocado and in the end got to throw away. Well needless to say, kenna 'suan' by my mum...Tried using sesame oil to mix with the salad and lemon juice, of cuz kenna negative comments by my mum again...it seems that mistakes is such a no-no in the house. But surprisingly it turns out not bad by my standards...lol..thats not really creditable ain't it...but my sis said it was not bad...

Point taken is that sometimes there is no one beside u when u make a certain decision, make the choice that U urself is comfortable with...if its a mistake...so be it. You all might be thinking why I started off today's entry with faith. =)...Well without faith there is no confidence, even if everything seems to be agianst u, faith is smthg that will pull u thru.

I always like to ask this question to myself : " What I want from this one life on this planet?"..maybe in a sense I always forced myself to perform to too high expectations and in a way, because of the question I dun have a clear goal and hence the laziness sets in...probably=)