Met zhenni over lunch today, actually was in correspondence with her since ytd.
Apparently she used to be in adeline's position. And that she felt that she couldn't match up to the level of love. Somewhat like what adeline is going through. Which in a way makes me feel even more worse, as it means that all these while it's difficult for her to be ard me?... Think its because of the holding hands incident in orchard rd that trigger it. It's very easy to think back and regret that I had been angry.. Maybe if i hadn't, things wouldn't be like that. Then again what meant to happen will happened. So, i don't think I can run away from it.
Zhenni feels that it's not too big a problem and that just wait and see how at the end of the cool down period.
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