Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Brown

You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

another test from the same website as the lucky charm...surprisingly this one is rather accurate...cept the picture that they show an old man...was rather....ahem....unpleasent

Four-leaf Clover

Even if you're not from the green isles, you just might share in some of that luck o' the Irish. The four-leaf clover is your lucky charm. Druids used four leaf clovers to see evil spirits and friendly fairies. If you start seeing magical things however, we recommend laying off the clovers for a while. In fact, you don't even need to possess the actual clover. A necklace, pendant, key chain or tattoo promises the same good fortune of the ancients. Take note brides and grooms—the mere dream of a four-leaf clover foretells of a successful marriage. Actually finding one might mean quadruplets.


haha....this is my supposedly lucky charm through a website...dunno whether true a not but i kinda like the 4-leaf clover...hehe

Ups and Downs...now its downs

There are some times where u thought it doesnt affects u anymore but actually it does...why is this always happens??? I think it is because of some little actions which makes us remiscince of the past and in the end it cause us to remember those memories and feelings all over again. Does it means that these feelings will continue to haunt us until we truely and really get over it ?? and when will that time be??

Today, my mum told me that my uncle and auntie will migrate to Australia with my cousin...at 1st I was like "Are you sure???" but it turned out to be true...The 1st thing that came to my mind was ok...good for them. However, later other thoughts came to me.." When can i see them again??"...." What will happen to my grandparents??" and other little things like whether my cousin will ever remember me cause she is only 1 year old and she is a very lovable child. The thought of my grandparents living only in the house never ever cross my mind...it also never come to me on how lonely and boring they will feel after my bro. grow up...

Before this incident, on my father's side there are also some troubles that I never thought that it ever exists and only i came to know after 8 years...and the thought of relatives trying to keep it from us...is heart- wrenching...it only furthur shows that life isnt so easy and in each of our lives everyone has their own set of troubles and the magnitude is differnt for each of us...

When we grow up, will we ever forget whatever our parents had done for us ?? Will siblings eventually turn against each other and forget about the times and bonds that that had?? Is it due to external forces or it is due to ourselves who believes in only ourselves and being unable to see through other perspectives??

i remember my mum asking me whether will I let her live with me when I get married ?? the answer was YES. However, now, is it still possible ?? I do not know...but one thing for sure whatever they want I will try to give it to them...cause I think we will never what will happen in the future, whether we will change or not...

So I feel that now we should treasure everything that we have now, cause u will never know when it will all be taken aways from u...can u try to put away all the differences and the boundaries to try to connect with people around u? What about me?? I am trying... its not easy but always look towards the light and back at the shadow...

Events of Christmas...

At 12am in the morning, my sis and i was busy sending xmas wishes to lots of people and at the same time playing 'Big 2' or better known as Tai Ti. After even receive a call from lewis and his reason was " I care a shit about others if others care a shit about me..." At first , I was still thinking whether it is a compliment or a praise...haha. Eventually, i figure it out=) And I continue to play till 1 am.

In the morning, woke up at 9am. After eating breakfast, my siblings and me went to open our x'mas presents. My dad got us 2 MP3 players and my sis and I had to have some sort of lucky draw to decide which one will we get. Eventually, she got the 5 gb one and i only got the 512mb one....ahhhhh so disappointed...but it was lessen by my mum's fren whom intelligently bought me a OP waist pounch...and its super cool...haha like that my mum had to get more ex. presents for her fren's kids the next time...My bro. got me a Naruto keychain so not to bad too though its only a dollar...haha

For the next entire day, I was up and painting my entire room and had to shift things out of my room...whew...super tired but what to do its my room. And furthermore, my parents also helped out so cannot leave them alone mah, must be fillial...haha

Then after that...so tired until dun want to go out and eat liao....so eventually ordered pizza hut and soon they delivered it to us. And to my horror(and amazement!!!), there werent any cheese nor chilli...OMG wait till i complain to CASE...haha juz joking but really lah...how can like that although its x'mas but still dun need to like that mah...

Later at night, wanted to blog but eventually doing friendster...haha and my bro. kept chasing me to play RISK. So in the end, I decided to play with him. Actually, dont know why but found it not so fun anymore...maybe its the new rules and stuff...hmmm or its the mood...

4E1 Chalet 2005


Yoz,it has been some time since I last blog...recently last friday,saturday and sunday I went to my secondary class 4E1 chalet at downtown east. I had to take bus 58 and the ride was 1 1/2 hours...ahhh super long. Eventually, managed to reach the chalet at about 1130 and realise that most of them had already went to WWW( Wild Wild Wet). And only YC is in the chalet playing PS2...the reason he got no cash to go to WWW, and as he was playing NBA live 2006 , how can i not play!!!! Also lion was actually inside too but he is leaving soon because he need to deliver his pooh bear to that 'someone' , haha and he willing paid $20 for it....WOW!!!And the person stays in SengKang which is like rather fun from pasir ris...hmm....maybe not lah...

Soon, everyone came back from WWW and we went to gamble on tai ti and blackjack...haha and that round I won quite rather a lot of cash...hehe, soon after it begin to rain and had to wait till the rain had to stop if not how to BBQ??? When the teachers arrived, Mr Tuang say the 1st thing to me was:"Eugene, What happen to your hair??"...I was like HUH and even JC asked me whats wrong with my hair??Dont Know......Soon, the BBQ started and DK as usual is the chef among us and he was CRAZY!!! haha and he just love to keep singing the 'cow song' ...haha lucky Mr Kao wasnt there...so far the food has been rather ok lor...its edible...haha

Then, there is once where a cat somehow stray into the area and Mrs Chang was so scared that she jumped around...after the cat was safely away. Alloysius couldnt take it anymore and said" Mrs Chang, would you mind not standing on my foot??" haha so actually she has been standing on his foot for all the while....haha

After that we went to take a group photo and we did a 'Yam Seng' so thanks to ben sua we had quality red and white wine from melbourne...not bad...*hics*....haha. Then some of us stayed through the night and gamble...eventually I lost big time...haiz but its ok...its not always that we can get together and have fun...also desmond is super zai lah coz he just came back from Mount Kinabalu on the same day at about midnight and he still went all the way to downtown east just to meet with us and he walked all the way from MJC to the chalet coz all the bus services had already stopped. whoa...super loyal but he burned the sotong balls though in the oven so there goes our supper=( haha

So , overall the 4E1 chalet had been rather ok bah hopefully next year we still can get together...well who says that all-boys chalet aint fun....haha

ARLOW

YAYY A NEW SKIN

A show that I watch...

Somewhere during this week, I watch a Korean Movie on TV. The title is "When I turn Nine" or something like that...Haha cant actually remember it. the show is actually about a country boy and a sophisticated girl from Seoul. They both enter school in a countryside and they both have sad family backgrounds. The girl lost her father when she was very young and told fabricated lies to others about her father so that she can somewhat remember him. The boy has a mother who is look down upon by how she looked due to a freak accident which happen to her during her youth, which is to have her eyeball to turn light blue and partially blind. Slowly, they both like each other because both share the same pain and hurt as being children who have a sad family background.Eventually, the girl had to leave to go back to Seoul and the boy went to her and confess and gave her a present. The next day, she also gave him a present which is a pair sunglasses for his mother. This girl even says that it doesnt matter even if she is number 2 in his heart...wah...and they are only 9 years old......haha

The thing that really strike me was that both of them is only so young and I often wonder whether will they ever be together when they grow up. However, I do not think so. Then it struck me that although this is only a small and insignificant part of their life, but it is such parts which eventually mould us to become the people whom we are now. Looking back at all those funny moments ...haha ...well it also some sort of cahnge my character and my perspective of reality and life. Especially, the Blue Mountains trip last year, though it was only 2 weeks but those 2 weeks have really changed me not only my waist size but my mental self too. Even 1st 3 months have also changed me and get to meet and socialise with different sorts of people. Now, I do some things which in the past, I alwas thought as stupid or that I wouldnt ever do such stuffs. Now, however, I am more open towards a lot of things and is gradually understanding various things around me. Of course, I havent really changed totally out of all my bad habits and I am still trying...but well it is still a start though. Another thing that I sort of learnt was that everything is about letting go...of course I literally meant everything but most things. I realise that if I do not let go, and continue living in the past, well it is definitely not good. So we must always learn to leave our past and our past selves behind and embrace our new self and the future. So, actually we are always forever changing whether mentally or physically, whether for the best or for the worst.

So to everyone out there, hopefully when you encounter changes in your life, it will be for the best...haha and MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL....oh ya and a HAPPY NEW YEAR=)

Yesterday happenings....damn such a lousy title...haha

Yesterday went to the Chingay 2006 training at Tampines...whoa and it is super far lor...haha very long ride eventually also arrive late...When reached there, also met Jia Ying, Hwee jun and wee lin lor and the surprise were charlene and wen jun if i never spell his name wrongly...haha this year the training instructors were from the USA lor and boy were they super energetic and they always try to get the crowds to be as enthusisatic as them. Oh ya and I also met Kum Loong the guy who abandon 1T27 at Sentosa...haha and his 2 other friends lor haha and they were quite funny lor...in the end CJC only got 4 people whereas other schools were like 50 and 20+...wah how pathetic we are...haha

Back From My Holiday!!!

HELLO everybody I am back from my holidays in Malaysia...haha went for about 1 week already...whoa what a long time isnt it. I went to Perak, Cameron highlands and Malacca. Some people even says it is too short a time...haha. Actually, I find it just nice as Cameron definitely cannot overstay for more then 3 days because there really aint much to do except for sightseeing and visiting farms around the area. Also, the air there is much cooler than Singapore so not bad lah. My mum also boasted that Cameron is actually colder than Genting but when we went there it is not so. In fact its only 19 degrees and Genting can definitely go to 13 degrees. Haha... in the end we all made fun at her...haha. However, after some very "reliable" sources, we found that Cameron was indeed colder but it was in the past...

Erm...now onto Perak...whoa I tell you the journey was really super long going all the way into the kampungs(only to found out from the Hotel Staff that there is a much shorter way...) Overall, Perak is rather nice because the resort is totally out of the way from the nearest civilisation so it's rather quiet and peaceful. And the sunset was really beautiful and the sunrise was COOL...haha I also went to the nearby island called Pangkor island. During our time there, we were caught in a furious storm and my brother was seriously afraid for his life and thought was a tsunami...haha. In the end, the storm stopped and the sunny beaches were backed again.

Well...as for Malacca, what more can I say...except this few words..."SHOPPING N EATING" haha sounds like the Hong Kong ads...wahaha but well thats really what we did there though. Somemore, there aint no sale so I cant get my adidas shirt at cheaper price...aiyah like that shirt a lot...

Report on my week happenings...

HELLO!!!!!!!Bet everyone is enjoying themselves during the holidays right? Haha... of course lah dont need to go school and study...

Recently had been hooked on MAPLE STORY...especially with the snowboard event...haha and everyone was rushing for it. The joy derived from being able to sell the snowboards is GREAT sia...haha and that I can sell for about 100k too lor(in maple cash)...hehe and now still looking for the Aqua one....can anyone out there give me!!!!!!!! BTW...my username is GeNIe88...if I never remember the caps wrongly....haha if can, please leave ur username on the tag board lor...preferbly in bootles in ah....=)

Over the weekend, also went to Suntec City for some Malaysia Travel Fair. At the same times, I went to have a short stop at WCG.....whoa and the atmosphere there is seimply FATASTIC lah...haha and saw a game of W3 where China VS USA..and damn nice to watch. Also, rather lucky to meet Shane there as welll and also learnt that Dominic is also involve in it as well...SUPER LUCKY PEEPS....haha.

Whoa...soon going for holiday liao...hehe but no where else except Malaysia lor...what to do...no cash mah...haha not like some one who can go to Down Under and study right?? charmaine?? haha=)

So to everybody.....TAKE CARE=)

Some Thots...and Reflections...

Yoz~~~~ It has been some time since I have blog already....haha actually it aint long ago... btw did any of u check out the song?? Its a song from Full House, a korean drama. It is a really really nice^2 show ah... Anyway, it is the holidays already and I have no idea on what to do!!!! Haha=)

I just recently found out that one of my friends is actually dating my pri. schl fren...WOW!!! That furthur proves the theory that Singapore is a truely and really a very small island. Haha, it seems that they met through a day or something that is very conicidental and thats how they got to know each other. If the information that I get is correct, haha..., then that is a very FATED. Actually, very happy for both of them as I think both of them are very nice people...though I never talk with Primary School fren for a long time....but judging from pri. school I am sure he is a very nice person. So really very happy for them=) Also, seeing both their testimonials to each other....brgghhh....wah!!! very mushy ah...HaHa

Another story is that it also involves my primary school friend too. Haha... dont know why everytime on primary school friend......He also recently has a GF. and he is the last person that I ever thought to have one at this edge lor...I still remember he told me not far back( ok...about 3 years) that he will never get a GF until university. Haha...so he didnt really keep his words....Actually, from both examples, one can see that to fall in or out in love is all bound to 2 words. DESTINY n FATE... Isnt that true?? All it needs is a small spark somewhere along the road and it will lead to greater things...(Fireworks bursting, sounds of celebration, etc...) oops a bit too elaborated...wahahaha anyway this shows that a lot of things are out of our control but there are also some which is within our control. Like when one have to muster courage to confess to the person you like, so it doesnt always means leave it to fate...

Oops!!! sounds like a guru on relationships....actually I am not even one!!!!haha.. it is just that I have seen many cases around me and I am only just giving my opinions...eh so dont charged me for giving out wrong information ah...

WOOHOO!!!!!! PROJECT WORK is finally over!!!

Whoa....the year passed so fast and now I have already compeleted my PW Oral Presentation. Actually, today's presentation was only so-so lor and almost all of us under-perform, for some weird reason or another... even Francios our best speaker also got a bit of problem...but overall not bad coz i think we did quite well compared to the next 2 groups..... However like the saying goes THE BALL IS ROUND...so anything can still happen lor...hopefully can do well lor=)

Well, now it's finally the holidays....whew!!! What year it has been for me....since 1st 3 months all the way to my stay in CJC....Now its mine holidays already....

Recently, i have been playing a game called BATTLE FOR MIDDLE EARTH, and the verdict is ............drum rolls............DAMN NICE LAH 10/10....although one needs a really good graphic card but it is really nice...but dont play the EASY mode..cos it is really really easy. The audio sounds are also very nice lor...haha

Also, recently starting to play some Warcraft but so far still ok lah, the graphic are quite good lor...haha. But I dont find it that interesting than BFME, though Warcraft 's graphic is nicer...haha bet many DOTA and WOW gamers will disagree with me that...haha

HAPPENINGS......

Whoa....it has been almost 18 days I never blog liao....haha....okok thats a very long time but got a lot of things in my mind wat!!!! U cant blame me lor....haha okok so where should I start....
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Hmm....ok...haiz do u know when one of ur best friends is going to move on to another stage of their life and that he is not going to be with you on the same boat....the feeling is that some part of urself will feel empty...I have a friend who cannot make it to JC2 next year and although he is now in the process of appealing to be able to sit for the sup-paper...but i doubt so that it will be successful. I think more or less he have accept his fate that he has to go to poly. now, however i m sure that the gabrielites will definitely miss him lor...well but that is life isn? Things will happen in each of our life, it can be the bad or the worse but like the saying goes " Life still have to goes on...", so I think we must all accept our fate and look into the future with some hope that it will be good....


Another incident that happen last week was that something that i am not so proud of...the day of the WR, saha had to get the keys from yy so to open the bookshop and get some diskettes...however sotong had also went to get from big guy and in the end saha didnt return the key to yy. Because last time, it has been always been the 1t27 and 1t24 peeps holding the respective keys coz we both are the largest groups in NEXUS...however after since the open house, yy have been holding the keys. According to him, is that cos he is the chairman and he should have a key and that he will next time open the bookshop, so that is why i pass the key to him(as i m the key holder for 1t27)...ok, so that day, saha didnt return the keys to him and pass the keys to me and ask me to keep...Soon after, yy began to call and try to get back the key tag, but we didnt answer him. Then on the way home, i met yy and when he inquire about the key tag, i told him it was with saha(saha told me to say this) and socks try to say that it was not with us...

So I went home however i dont really feel right about all this incident so in the end i told yy the truth...becoz actly after what i have been hearing about yy from the majority of the EXCO members, so thats why i was sway in my thinking later...so i have to admit it that it was my fault in this case...so i cannot actually blame him if he wanted to stop befriending me...however, from all these confusion and misunderstandings, i found out that practically almost the whole cca(ok, actually it is the whole cca) is against him. So that's why i feel that i should tell the teacher...but the teacher merely say that he is the boss...but we are not paid to be under him so i dont feel the need to listen to everything that he says. I feel that all these internal battle will not be good for the cca and the teacher dont want to listen to me out...dotx And the funny thing is that yy thot that everything is just rosy...and he thot that i had spoiled his relationship with saha but he do not know that the relationship had already been spoiled in the long time already. At this rate, i dont know what will happen to the cca lor...anyway i think thats life lor..sounds like a lot of power struggle isint?? or is it only the chairman??.. So yeah thats what actually happen lor...but i bet all u peeps out there might have been involved in some more serious problems than this ..so thats why i think i shouldnt let this matter to bother me...

Also, recently, i have sign up for facilitators for the orientation 1 of JC1 next year. HAHA dont know whether can i be selected a not lor...facing tough compeition from about 180++ people lor..and i think they can only be a max. for about 80 places...and they is still an interview which i usually dreaded. Furthurmore, when i see some of my friends whom wrote in essay-like of their application....erm feel a bit inferior and after looking at mine..." I am a cheerful, sociable and can be quite lame at times"...sounds a bit low-class lor. When they ask suggests some ways to promote the CJC spirit..."through cheers and bonding games ...and more cheers!!"...OMG it is like i have no interesting ideas like that...damn i sounds like some boring person...and is it i am really that boring???

Lastly, in 2 DAYS time is my chinese exam paper and i really havent much study for it....AHHHHH!!!! Very scared that i might fail and if that happens..................oh dear i cant think of the consequences...

Recently, i found a j1 councillor who look a bit like biao mei from a certain angle...haha also got that sweet look but....heyhey it is only eye-candy lah...haha dont think wrongly ah..or rather like what my bro. says" dont xiang wai wai wah"...hahaha =)

POST EXAMS GAMES!!!!

WHoa..on monday we had our 1st post exams games lor....it was quite ok lor...rather fun too until the captain's ball incident...actually we were leading lor..dunno why later the score-keepers whom were gals suddenly change the score around and later somemore add wrongly...and in the end we sianz liao...and lost lor...darn those score-keepers...haiz but what to do?? in life not everything goes your way lor..it is sometimes unfair bah but we must just accept it lor isnt that rite??

Also, i think i keena sun-burn liao...haha shoot!!! in the end also get darker lor...LOL
Today, also went to justin''s house lor and played his PS2 lor...it was very fun lor especially the capcom vs marval game lor...soks and seong kept cheonging lor...haha as i m the NOOB it was little wonder that i lost the game lor..or rather the games lor. HAHA..soks kept making a hell lot of noise lor and watching dez. playing DOTA which was also quite funny lor...

LAter, when playing FIFA 2004 with Seong, both matches ended with 0-0 score lines and both MAN U and CHelski won a match each........through PENALTIES!!! WAHAHA...i save 5 shots from seong lor...haha and the match-winner was none other than SIVELSTRE...how ironic can it get??haha

Overall, it was fun lar and we are getting our results soon liao so wish everyone gd luck lor=)

Whoa...today is the CJC open house

Wah..today i had to wake up super early lor..had to get down to school and prepare for the open house...in the end we came out with two games which is a guess how much money in the box and picking a white ball from a box...

Soon, all of us went to the hall and get ready to set up the booth, it was rather fun lor coz it was CJ's 1st open house..so overall not bad lor...soon it was 9am and the open house started. Whoa and we guys were having a feast lor..the new sec 4 batch gals damn chio sia!!! Although i suspect that there were many poly. students and other jc ppl who crash lor....haha

Haha and lewis is going gaga over lots of hot gals lor....damn funny lor..in the end i had to entertain the majority of the people lor like some parents whom just want to talk to me but the kids themselves are not interested....haha..if like that then why tok to me rite??

Also. able to talk to a lot of chio gals...hehe in the end super tired lor..but at least got gain some expierience mah...also met vivian lor at CJC....haha i guess she is just visiting her friend in 1st 3 months frens bah...haha

So overall, the open house was quite fun lor except damn tiring lor..haha=)

HAIZ...today a bit sian leh...but better than exams lor..hmm maybe not...

Today had to go back to school lor and had to help out with NEXUS on the preparation for the open house lor..in the end i didnt really do anything lor...haha what to do...not artistic enough...haha but anyway the banner was good lor except for the fact that it looks like a gardening club lor...haha but anyway it was a good job well done...haha and i personally think that the stuffs that we are going to do for the open hse is good...but i cant really complian can I...coz i not in exco and i dun want to be too' loud' lor...though sometimes i feel that certain things should at least discuss with the whole group but maybe they have their own difficulties bah...that i dunno of lor....we cannot be jumping conclusions...haha thts something that i think i must really work on lor...coz i keep assuming things which actually isnt very big but ITE it becomes big lor...haha

Later, after the meeting, I went back home and after met up with zhang wei and play bball lor...haha in the end i thrash him twice lor but not by my shooting but doing all the centre moves lor...aiyah lost my shooting skills liao...sad but nvm will work hard to regain them..haha later we witness a some arguements between 2 schools lor and one of them is my sec. school lor...but we dont really bother lor...after went to mac. and chat for like an hour on soccer, studies and 'biao mei' lor....although not many ppl like him but dunno why i still can talk to him so well lor but i think only to a few stuffs lor but at least still can managed bah..

WHOA!!!! Today is the last day of PROMOS!!!

WHOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LETS GET IT STARTED>>>YEAH!!!!!

Haha...paiseh getting to overboard liao...haha yeah today is the end of the promos liao...haha and i think i did rather okay for physics though after checking answers with the 'PROS'...hehe i realised that i got a number of mistakes...haha but thats not the point...it s the END OF THE PROMOS!!!!

Today, after physics, didnt want to go home and cheong games only..cos a bit sianz...very little games mah..what to do i am a poor dude...haha . So decided to go wth soks and the rest to cine. to watch a movie lor...haha and we also ate at Pastamania and got discounts too... Also realised that Bryan is a very lucky guy coz he alwasy get to meet superstars and actors lor...that time in china he met jackie chan lah...then today with him we met adrain pang and edmund chen lor....edmund chen even wave to us lar...haha we were stunned lor.... Van. and soks began to go "balloony" over that wave...haha cannot imagine if they meet brad pitt, i think they will just faint lor...haha

Also bryan seems to meet a lot of friends in a day lor...whoa this proves that singapore is a very small place..... hahaa.... Later on we were at the chinema deciding what show to watch lor and we took 1/2 hour to finally decide on ' the corpse bride' lor...then after meeting with Van's bf than we went to watch the movie...we chose our seats by 'lottery' way lor...haha rather fun lor..eventually i sat beside bryan and steph...haha

The show was very funny lor...got the 'jaw-dropping' part...haha so to those ppl out there whom havent watch the movie...must go watch the show ah...and i havent watch "shen hua " yet.....damn...

Soon, after the movie then went home and cheong game lor..until rather late lor..haha=)

Wahhh..promos coming liao!!!!

OMG...Promos is arriving at 23rd sept. AHHHH!!!!! Pls take shelter and pray for the best...hahaha...haiz so fast the year is coming to a close liao and still muz cheong for promos lor and its like still dun have tht study mood leh...so how???

Haiz...i think i must soon go plan out my timetable lor...hmm actually this time blog only a very short one lor juz to inform u tht blogging will only return after oct 1...haha so dun missed me ah...but can still continue to tag lor coz i will still be checking the tagboard every now and then lor...so u BETTER TAG AH!!! haha

lastly, hopefully the disaster at New Orleans can be quickly over soon coz its like the damage is not only done by mother nature but by man themselves too so even those whom survive the storm cannot survive the horrendous crimes that come soon after so may buddha bless them and hopefully all these will clear up soon....

OK..so thats all folks...now muz soon go back and mug liao=) WISH ALL OF U GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAMS!!

Untying the knot inside me...

I have a friend who kenna rejected by a gal lor coz according to her they cannot get along although she had tried to...however my friend is still going to go all out to chase her lor...Now he is suppose to focus on his A levels but there he is trying to win someone's heart...a bit the not very focused ah...haha

Actually, i also not very focused one..hehe:P still got the cheek to say others....

It actually make me realised that out there are many people coz of such probs. and forgot how to prioritise in life..of coz there are also other problems that also are able to confuse us...an example is me lor..recently I also been through a rather tough patch recently and i suddenly realised that people will change and so must ourselves lor.. I think I have been to dependent on my friend, SH, so much so that i am too afraid of losing him as a friend and so much that it started to affects me lor and that is not a very good thing and it is not becoz of a gal...haha like that next time how am i going to handle relationship probs. sia!!!!!!!!! That's is why i think i have to change and become more of an independent person..then i am able to enjoy my life fully and know what i really want lor....

Must follow like WR and Jon though they dont always be together but somehow or rather they are always....haha...they are still able to be close friends for a very long time...so therefore i should know where my priorities lie and be focused lor...becoz i realise tht the more u try to keep someone ...the furthur they will go and eventually u will lose ur fren...so though some says that friends are very important and I agree to that but I feel that one should not be restricted to just one group..coz eventually people will change and may have different perspectives and we must also be more flexible and also adapt to changes...

Another thing that I have also realised is that it is not the amount of friends that one have counts, but rather it is the number of true friends out there that matters lor...some may have a 1ooo frens but only 2 that understands him...so if u have found a true blue friend who understands u...u must really cherish that person lor...and if any of u out there feels that u are losing ur best friends...do not really worry so much...just relaz and take it that ur frenz is just trying to know more friends and that if u are really his or her best friend, they will always remember u one..so u should also go out to make more friends and find more true friends whoma are waiting out there....waiting to be found

Of coz~one must always knows hu is ur best frenz and cannot forgeet them as they are the ones that have moulded u into the person that u are today...

So now...i think that i have hopefully figure myself out and be a more independent person and not be so down liao as PROMOS are approaching...so muz start to mug like siao now..haha but at the same time do not give myself too much stress lor=)

A phrase which struck me...

" I will never do something extreme for a gal".............

I have a friend who told me that a few weeks ago...however i beg to differ lor coz its like if u dont even want to go all out for someone tht u like, then u are definitely not in love with the person. Liking someone means that he or she is rank of rather importance in your life therefore doing stuffs for them is perfectly normal...However, of coz those about committing suicide and other crazy stuffs are not included coz it will only make others unhappy and urself miserable...

When my friend told me that, I thot yeah thts rather true..however even he is unable to do that lor...another friend becoz of a gal, he wants to compose a song...becoz of her, he is unable to concerntrate on his studies...does tht sounds extreme??? OK...sounds like it..haha sia lah..feel like i am writing a GP paper here...HAHA...must state the thesis and narrower statement then follow by the.....erm...damn forgot already:P

Haha...okok digressing a bit ah....where were we??

Oh yeah...My tht fren who told me that eventually also would rather be late then not seeing the gal off to the bus...now does tht sounds extreme???hmm...not so rite...so thts why i think that everyone got their own definations for extreme so thts why i think when u like someone juz go all out for that special someone lor...however there are certain things in life tht are more important ah...

Some thots...

Do u know tht liking someone is a rather addictive thing?

It can be both sweet and the same time it can be so bitter that you cannot even take it...Love is also able to confound even the most smartest person and it can also drives one up the wall...Then why is everyone so addicted to it? I often wonder what I did that day was due to the fact that I have missed the feeling of loving and liking somebody..and tht is why some ppl want to rush into a relationship...Even there will be many bitterness and sadness but many ppl are willing to risk it so just to have the feeling of liking someone...tht feeling is very strong, it is able to give one a motivation to do something and make a one be very happy just knowing tht u are able to be close to the other...

However, this feeling will eventually pass out of one's life just as quickly it comes into someone's life...you will be back to normal...haha=)

Get the house..get the gal....someone will do it..why not u !!

Haha..someone recently told me that in life we should do what we want and what makes us happy without going against our conscience and not letting anyone stand in our way even if it is a gal.....

This is rather true lor coz i almost becoz of a gal and wanted to stay at my 1st 3 months jc...Also, recently i have been bogged down by some friendships problems coz its like i have been friends with him for 3 years liao and now also in the same class..at 1st i thot is a gd thing..however now we are growing furthur apart as we have change and tht we both think differently now and it seems that we hardly tok now....or isit i jave been thinking too much lor...

Also. there have been many unpleasent events that happen in my life recently and that i begin to cherish those friends around me especially those that have stand by me and listen to all my troubles...a very big THANK YOU to all of u....and also to lewis for encouraging me lor...Some times in life....friends come and go and some just seems to be floating away...so why not live life happily rather than being so miserable...rite..haha

Hmm..the st gabs concert was so-so only...

Today wasnt a very good day for me lor...1st i begin to become depressed with the fact that I can hardly talk with anyone coz its like I am sitting besides bryan and seong then they always talk together and the worse part is that I hardly tok to Seong for a rather long time and to think we are best frenz.....haha ironic isnt it....then i think i was so depressed by the thought that I cant seems to be able to get anything right lor especially my physics SPA which was a total flop lar... i ask for assistance and even forgot to even get the constants's unit lor...wahhhh how pro. can i get sia!!!

After school ended at 5 pm, I still have to rush to Serangoon Central to meet Leonard lor and I was damn freaking later lah by the time i have finish eating it was already 6.30pm liao and the concert is like at 7!!! After chatting with leonard, he made me realised that sometimes friends cannot be forever by your side lor if you dont let go the old ones, the new ones wont come...and if they are really your best friends they will still remain as your best friend...so must let them get to know more people lor...Hmm..after that i begin to be more cheerful and able to see from another perspective lor...in the end we reach VCH at 7.15..lucky the show havent start yet....

The concert was very fantastic at the beginning with the up-tempo tracks and everything lor and there were many special effects as well with a lot of surprises like Jasmine Goh acting like a teenage gal and a Godzilla appearing out of no where....haha!!!! Then, during the interval we a;; meet up with old friends and were discussing how daniel's hair is so long...haha and ben brought 2 gals to the concert whom supposedly is his best friends at HCI....haha=) then we chat around and relived good times lor........Later, when ben Loh made his appearance..haha i shouted his name lor and johnny was like hey u are wearing CJC uni. ah....ahaha then later daniel also shouted...ahaha hmm dont know whether it was a bit rude lar..but hmm maybe should become more level-headed ah...leonard said that i was more level-headed in the past....haha.Sadly, though the performance started at a fantastic tempo , it ended off really damn boring lah and I dont really feel that the songs that they chose were that fantastic lor..hmm last year was the best lah....odyessy is still much better lor than the tapestry.....

Also, LY never contact me for a very long time liao...i think most probably forgotten about me liao...or maybe got a new handsome guy liao....haha...maybe lah then she cannot keep her eyes off him...haha...jus joking later she come whack me....haiz now jc is reaching the stressful period liao...so i must jia you lor...and gambete!!!! Rite cousin????=)

WHOA!!!!! THat's IT I M GOING TO NUS!!!!

Whoa...today was a rather short day lor...we end lessons at 2 pm lor...haha of coz lar it was cca day more...and then I had Co-Op meeting during the afternoon and it was damn funny lor coz jian ye and Chun Kin kept making fun of Socks lor and also there was a "rectangle love affair".....haha between Soks, VAn, Sotong and jian ye...HAHAHAHAHAHAHA=0 is damn funny lor.. then later Zhong Xun and yong yan started interviewing us for the MC role in the AGM lor and lucky it wasnt me it was BRYAn lor.....haha

Soon by 3.20, we thot it will be late so we took a cab to NUS and u knw what its only $7.00 lor...whoa damn cheap sia.... then we later change and Yong yan regretted not wearing his jeans as he was in jc pants and is damn obvious lor....haha and soon we met Dionne. Then she brought us up to the hall and we had to wait for her to get us some security tags lor and she was trying to bluff the people there.......haha soon we were able to get the tags and we went in. Then she told us to act like we are 1st years and we went around toking wth the seniors and their ccas lor and it was damn fun lah..."hi how r u??" " Fine...i from school of computing" " oh....then are u intrested in so and so" haha then really feel different lor and i really feel the energy and enthu. of NUS....but i think only for this period only lor..soon they muz mug like mad liao.....

Then later dionne got us down to allocate our tasks to us and i took the photographer's job lor....haha at 1st a bit reluctant but soon got over it and was ready on my 1st picture taking. Actly, I had to take photos of good looking people(including gals ...whoohoo!!!) and at the same time get them to know more about the company...haha and i managed to take some of their photos and some is really damn chio and got one have BF liao...aiyah wasted....haha and soks kept on looking at a cute guy which she spotted lar and after taking his photo, he said tht if he wins , he will treat soks to dinner and whoa she was on cloud nine for the rest of the day lor....haha and kept looking at the photo lor....haha and she kept on saying tht she wants to make vanessa jealous....haha

By the time, we went home its already7.45pm lor and by the time i reach hm...its already damn late liao and still had to study physcis....sian sia!!!! Ok since NUS got so many chio bu...i decided to go to NUS....haha just jkjk only lar...how can ur favourite blogger be so flirt one lor=)

What a day at NUS lor=(

Whoa...today i woke up at 8 am then must rush to NUS lor before 10 lor...wah then i somemore so sleepy....soon we meet up with Dionne and Donny and they intro. us to Sean and Esterlla..hopefully i never spell her name wrongly...haha somemore tht Sean looks damn xiong lor...haha and too think that he was only 22..and i told him tht he looks like 25....haha and we spent the whole day fixing the "vending machine" lor and in the end we took up to 8 hours lor!!!!! Whoa and we saw a lot of freshies or rather the 1st years joining NUS lor...and we also had vegeterian food for lunch....pathetic right??...haha but overall its a rather fun stuff lor...the gals were doing the arty stuff and we guys did the technical stuffs and make the "machine" more stable lor....In the end, by the time, i reached home..I had to rush to study Econs. lor..wah damn sian sia and haiz........wat more can i say?..haha whew...wat a tiring day lor=(

NDP..woohoo

Yoz~, whoa today had been a really great day sia...

1st in the morning, I had to go back to CJC early in the morning lor for the PTM session(Parents- Meets- the Teacher) about 9.40 bah. Then, went there and hardly warm the seat then aloysious left liao and soon we were toking to both Miss Wong and Miss Tan lor...Then about 5 mins later, finished already...dotx so fast lor and soon went back home to cheong and study econs. lor as monday got econs essay test. Then later at about 1245, I had to rush back to CJC as got NDP later lor...haha very bz ah me...haha

Later, just hang around at the grandstand for around and just chat around with Augustine lor and with wei ren and justin ah... then watch Edgar's class play tai ti lor... also help Shu Yun to fill up her class survey lor...haha then board the bus to go to beach road lor....When reach there, actually Shu Yun ask whether want to follow them to go Suntec lor as we are all going out to eat but in the end Ren they all decided to go to raffles city lor...Then actually, she ask me for my name lor and she intro. to me lor as its like everytime in school meet her but never really knw her name and i found out that we were in the same IG group before lor...no wonder she looks so familiar lah......haha then the whole parade is the usual stuff lor and later there was a party or something and it looks like the whole group damn sian or shy....and it looks like only me and augustine was tht enthu. lor even iggy was sian..but nonetheless it was still great fun lor....haha ONE PEOPLE ONE NATION ONE SINGAPORE!!!!

After that we went to PS to celebrate justin's birthday lor with Shi Jie, Ren, Shi hui, justin.ANd we just managed to catch the 9.30 show lor...whoa damn lucky sia....and also in the theatre, Shi hui kept adjusting her hair such that i can feel her hair dropping over my hand lor...aiyo...Somemore, we still managed to catch the last train lor..haha then reached home at 12 am..just nice sia and whoa damn tired but its a fun day lor=)

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Whoa...what a fun weekend!!

HELLO!!! So sorry for all my loyal supporters, recently your favourite blogger have been really tied down by a lot of stuff lor and so a bit difficult to update the blog lor...

Whoa...recently, last saturday NDP was a blast sia ...erm maybe its the same lor..haha must wait for super long lor as usual from 3 to 6 lor...the ultimate boredom lor....LOL .Especially while waiting for our turn to do our performance lor....tht time sit down with Shi jie,Wei Ren, Iggy, justin and two gals from edgar's class i think their names are shun fang n shi hui ....but not so sure...damn funny sia and we started whacking each others helmets....haha and i kenna the most lor.....wat to do i so tall so ppl jealous of my height....HAHA

Then later at the performance, they started whacking me again lor ...whoa the whack me from my head to my back to my stomach ..wow.....very violent sia....siao lor...Also, saw Rui En lor on stage with Taufik..whoa she is damn chio sia...stunned dio lor...haha fireworks a bit so-so lar like not so nice as before...

Edgar also tells me tht we were on TV lor...haha dunno knw whether i on it a not..haha tht time on CHingay not enough...HAHA so bhb...anyway gotta go liao...coz still must cheong EOM tonite...so adios=)

Haiz..what a chaotic and hectic schedule i have.....

Yoz~ to all my fans and friends....haha okok maybe no fans bah....recently ur favourite blogger...ahaha i mean cute dude had just join the NDP lor..wahh and i tell the schedules are damn pack lah..soon after this must already report to school liao...haiz see how packed is my scheldule but never mind lor...how often do we get the chance to be part of the NDP rite?

Recently, also got back some of my papers lor but some i dont think i have done well lor becoz i think i got a lot of mistakes. I tell u ah the most funny thing is that for my chinese papers, i anyhow do one lor and hardly study and i still can get a B3 lor...damn funny lor..LOL. Next week is also my AO levels chinese lor...wow the year past really fast hor...

Today i wont be back until 10 o clock lor...most probably bah...hmm i think i maybe have to be part of some less stuffs le coz it seems that i have lesser time and everything lor and my promos is still very much important and so is my PW lor..oh shoot speaking of that i havent done the survey questions yet!!!!! AHHHHH......now i think LY is right for once, is that i shouldnt have been taking up so much stuffs lor, should enjoy the weekend lor...haha but nvm i will show her tht i can excel in my studies as well lor...but for the moment....i dun think thts going to happen lor...*boohoo*...hmm also never see her tag my blog for a very long time le...ai yo sad there goes my only fan....haiz

Haha...but like what biao mei and wei ren says must always think positive=)...so must be motivated and be cheerful and to LY when are u free ah??coz i still waiting for my present and i still owe u urs...ahaha=) so to everyone stay cool and cute and chio...whoa the 3Cs

What a rollar- coaster ride today is....

Whoa..today is my last paper lor and i dont think that I have done so well again lor. Haiz, already lost like about 21 marks lor...aoz those questions i didnt do lor..haha then later went to talk with the teacher-in-charge for the NDP thing and was shocked that he told me to crashed any of the acts lor and i was like HUH???. Initially wanted to follow Bryan to do with Shannon and Thad. lor but in the end i change my mind and follow iggy, edgar and wei ren they all lor. Though feel that should interact more with my class but also feels that my act can do more lor. Then suddenly today there is a rehersal at 2.15 pm, and must rush all the way there lor and wah today the sun is damn hot lor...whew and i m still sweating..haha

Later in the hot sun, we were practising the weird " army marching " movement..of coz not lar...siao but something like that lor..haha and later still got the weird dance lor...but overall not bad lor....seems quite fun and the gd thing is there is a little amount lor about 28 only..compared to the finale which is 102 lor...huge contrast hor....haha. Anw, I also saw what the finale suppose to do lor..seems damn boring..haha LOL

Haiz..tml school will offically starts again lor...haiz going back to lessons already and also got cca meetings and PW.....ahhhh Omg..there is no rest from the exams....haiz what is this!!!! Also, for the next 4 saturdays i have to go to the Padang lor coz for rehearsals for the NDP lor....wahhh damn packed ah my schedule...oh ya and still must go out with LY to get her birthday present lor...haha speaking of tht....hmm maybe she forgot abt it liao....hehe. No lar as a gd friend, I should honour my promise lor...haha sounds so cliched


Okok....so this is ur favourite blogger..haha still so BHB as usual..haha and hopefully everyone can stay happy and stress free...haha so cheers and chow(^_^)v..............whoa so cute!!

Aiyo..tomolo last paper liao...but still feel very sian....haha

Yoz~, this is my 1st blog for the month of july...whoo hoo it is the blog's 4th month le..whoa thts a long time..haha actly others is even longer...haha=) But still it is a long way already ah...how time flies...

Haiz, other schools the papers finished already lor and i still have one more tomorrow still..haiz but the main problem is that it seems tht i still dun understand certain parts of the maths and worry that will fail again...as in the others subject liao...but maybe not lar...haha must stay optimistic right?? ahahaha=) so later i will go back and mug le so my fans out there must support me ah..haha BHB again...

Also recently on my msn spaces i say that kelly is pretty thts why the msn let her to upload her photos lor(btw i cant...so it means that i m...) then she say i full of nonsense lor...always one.. next time dun praise people already..aiyah tell u all ah" hao ren nan zhuo ". Praise ppl, get scolded later dun say anything, ppl say why never say any gd things one...haiz...hmm but so far its only the gals leh...hmm.. does this imply something...haha and wait there is this exceptional one...LY always ownself say she is gd and pretty and everything lor...haha a typical bhb person...haha

Hmm.. i think wei ren they all sure going to whack me one day one lor...everytime say go out watch movie or play bball..i always bangsa them one lor... haiz so paiseh somemore...hmm want to watch Initial D leh but also want to watch war of the worlds...like that no more cash ah..so must spend wisely and also must leave an appropriate amount for LY's present it seems that she will never forget that i owe her a present...haha must be i too handsome le...hehe

So here is your favourite blogger signing off =^_^=* buai*

Whoa...mine 1st major paper in a JC

Yoz~, i just came back from my battles at the exam hall...haha=O...haiz i think i going to flung the essay questions lor coz like i panicked and suddenly dont know how to do....aiyo i think si liao lor..but surprisingly i think that i had done well for the other 2 sections which is MCQ and DRQ...so hopefully my marks can improve tremondously lor...ya rite as if...

Alamak..tomolo is CHINESE!!!! AHHHH..dun know how to study that one sublect lor...haiz i think i give up on that subject lor..maybe tonite juz study some cheng yu and su yu but doubt got use lor...hmm...nvm now fail but as long as AO levels dont fail can already...hmm..suddenly realised got a lot of things to do this year. Haiz..must improve on studies, PW, CIP, CCA and maybe OCIP lor and also most importantly my rest time...haha=) Well juz stay optimistic lor...now must hope that i can score for physics and maths now....though maths i think i little weak lor and physics still got some grey areas lor...haiz well this is JC life lor...but i think wo men guo ri zi kai kai xin xin is enough rite??.haha=^_^=...hehe actly tht is mistymoon's logo lor LOL i copy..........hahaha

4 Days and counting down to the exams=(

Hihi...whoa now only 4 days to exams already lor=( so fast time flies lor...juz now studying with my friend since 10 am to 5 pm....of coz got break lah..u think we what.. supermans ah=)...whole day on econs only, wah and he is the econs pro. lor ask anything and he knows how to answer. PRESSURE!!!!!

Haha...also tonight muz stay until midnight again if i can stay awake lah...coz is mistymoon's birthday tml lor...hehe see i so kind..and she still owe me 2 lollipops lor...HAHA=)

Whoa tmolo is the NBA's finals already how time flies lor...haha dunno which team will win leh..so what says u??Detriot or San Antonio??? hmm very difficult to guess lor..both play outstanding defence and great transition offence lor..damn pro rite??

Finally!!!. I have let go something that I thot tht i have really let go already...but it seems not. From now on the new and improved cute dude is back..stronger,hipper, proer...and SINGLE and SOCIABLE...eh..what has this got to do with the entire thing???(-_-)'''...haha juz crapping as usual very long never crap liao

Oh ya initial d is showing now in Singapore..whoa cant wait to go and watch lor...after the exams lah and provided i have enough $$..haha and LY the present better dun be too expensive..always changing her mind lor...scarey...one moment s this the next moment is that. Later one day is "ooh...that penguin is sooo cute!!!" the cost?? "its not very expensive lah..................only 10" Oh $10..."no $10000" AHHHHHH!!!! btw the penguin is live one lor...OMG* thump*

Hi hey cute dude has fainted..so this is his buddy Cool Dude standing for him...so weakling ah this person...haiz so hope everyone has a good holidays and for jc ppl muz add oil ah..same to me too..haha....

So this is Cool Dude signing off(^-^)..hehe aint I cool...eh how comes it looks cute ?? dotx












Disclaimer: actually Cute dude and Cool dude belongs to the same person whom is this blogger as he is both CUTE and COOL...so lets move it move it..lets MOVE IT PPL!!!=)

Wahh....What a headache=O

Yoz~ Whoa..first time blogging so late...aiyo.. do you know that your favourite blogger kenna bully by someone. Wah...that LY ah...say that I must give her a surprise for her present tml lor..wahh..very difficult lor considering the low budget that I am having...haiz and i dont really know what she really likes besides penguins and basketball lor. Hmm...i think i really have to be more focused already and should try to stop whining around if not there is no way i can study everything before the exams ehich is coming up in about 2 weeks time. Also, just now my mum criticise my survey questions until i think its that lousy, haiz, but she gives a third party view lor, so must really give some thots to her views. Shoot lah..so more told my group that there will not be any meeting until after the exams and now this problem have surfaced.

Aiyo..i think i also cannot make it to this friday's class outing leh, coz of lack of financial support, i think socks and sotong is going to whack me lor. Anyway, Seong also most probably not going lor coz he got church camp that day and sure must be damn tired bah. Whew...the holidays are also coming to an end already...thts very fast lor..well time sure passed damn fast and now it is going to be another day already...

well..i think i m getting tired so thats all folks..stay cool and everything ah=)

Haiz...we are out of the competition liao =(

Yoyo...hello everybody, haiz just now found out that my team is officially out of the competition already..haiz tough thats what we all expect but still feel a bit sad lor.Well at least there is one CJC team went to the 2nd round lor, hmm i think its kenneth team bah or maybe its the JC2s lor..as the team name is FLAME. Hmm... now is the week where i should be studying or put rather cheonging lor..haha

Then there is also something call PW lor..haiz still must settle that lor..haha..i think i have been signing too much liao....haha so must stay optimistic and keep on going lor....i think today entry will be quite short lor..as my sis have to use the PC liao..oh ya looks like i may lose the bet to my mum lah..aiyo so many friends birthday coming up and still have to get them presents lor....haha

Ok...so I have to sign of here leh..haha from ur fav. blogger:P ahaha

Some thoughts by the chosen one....haha

Yos~, hmm just watch LOTR again and had a lot of mixed felings and thoughts. There is one part where frodo says that "How do you carry on living after all that has happen and to pretend that nothing has changed at all?". This phrase made me think about those times when after certain experiences, when i hope that i can be back to where i was...but it will never happen again.

Example: After coming back from Blue Mountains, when i went there with my frens and no parents but still got teacher lah...I was in a dazed and do not know what to do with my life. Its like i knw that my life will never be the same again, although i tried but it is like that. There were also many experiences that wasnt pleasent, there were decisions which i felt that i had chose wrongly but i knw that we can never turn back the clock. I still remember that in the past i told myself to try to remain a kid and not to be invovled with the complications of adult life...haha...but now my mum juz reminded me that i dun act or behave like a kid already...maybe thats why sometimes i can never empathise with my little bro. anymore.

Maybe we cannot change the fact that time is constantly moving and shall wait for no man, every story shall always have an ending and the ending will influence on other stories to come.Again, like what Gandalf had said in the trilogy:" Its not how much time we left but what we do with the time we have, that is more meaningful". which are true, there are people in the world when they only have half the time of others but they have accomplished what others in their lifetime cannot.

OKOK..now back to the cute side of cute dude coz a bit too serious liao...haha..so how are all those school holidays??FUN?? or like mine SIAN??!!....Haha, but nw muz make full use of my time, because regardless of how much time u have is up to u to prioritise..oops back to my serious side liao...haha

SO STAY COOL AND CUTE..oh ya and Shuai Ge stay Shuai and Chio Bu stay CHIo...hehe

Hmm...the 1st week of the holidays is almost gone

Hey to all, whoa the 1st week is coming to a end. Hmm.. so far for this whole week i had hardly do anything for my studies or my PW lor..very slack right?? Haha...had a lot of friends whom had been doing a lot of work..OMG... i think i need to kick off my PW lor......

Recently, also found out that drama serials and reality do really seems very similar, contrary to popular belief. Sometimes, even reality seems more dramatic..hmm... i think the movie "Turn left, Turn Right" is the most similar lor...how many times do we hear that right??HEHE

So to all my fans out there(if i have any hehe ), here is your daily dose of the Chosen One's views...haha.. So stay Cool and Cute..or whatever u want to stay as lar...

OH YA, HAVE A HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS:)

damn sian lor...

Wahhhh..though now is the holidays but is like damn sian lor...dunno why also?? usually, my holidays would be quite fun lor but it seems that ever since i join JC, doesnt seems to be the case...maybe becoz most of my frenz go poly, so they now got lessons thus cannot come out.Or maybe is the upcoming exams at the end of the mongth that is freaking me out lor...AHHH n still got project work....haiz, missed my secondary life..but like wat everyone say lor..."life still have to go on"...hopefully, cant get out of my slacking and start working...
Aiyo, the entrepreneurship competiton also anyhow play one..haha...made a loss in the 1st month....wat a joke :).

Question of the blog:
Does love really able to bring colours to one's life??

Feeling helpless over GP=..(

Haiz....this week will be my GP exam already..can anyone teach me???Cos it seems like though there is the content to study but hat i am really afraid is the writing style..it seems i am not quite there yet..also recently summary can get zero SOMEMORE!!!!....Like that how to take the exam???looks like can only try my best lor..CA also fail for GP..now what about mid-years??AHHHH.....help me...i m drowning out there...someone pass me a life buoy....HELP???!!! Please SMS...(save my soul)....haha.Aiya, on the other hand, must be strong and ENDURE like wat the PE teacher, Mr Issac Lim will say and my fans will support me rite??..Haha..i knw that mistymoon will definitely will and i will send u my autographed shirt in a short time....haha.We both must jia you ar..GAMBETE!!!..Now, what is jia you in korean??Hmm..mus ask seong.haha:)Aidios

What a very sian Sports carnival...

Wahhh..finally its the 20th of may..finally pass up my PI liao..whoo..this week was a very stressful week...everyday sleep at about 1.00am juz for the PI..whew...now very sleeping i am...haha..oh no got the Yoda Bug..haha....was watching Star Wars yesterday...though not so shiok lah...maybe coz we all know wat is going to happened lor..but the fight scenes were spectacular..juz like in the computer games lor...the characters jumping here and doing all sorts of spin moves lor...wah..CG is really very advanced now isnt it?

Today, went for the CJC sports Carnival and "stoned" there for about 4 hours or more...in the end our class also never win..haha...actly expected liao...later went to eat prata lor..which is juz opposite the stadium only, though its quite expensive, but the prata really is nice lor...DELICIOUS..hope i spell correctly..haha wah now even got no cash to buy a birthday card for cousin..OMG...jia lat...SO how???!!!i should learn how to spend less now...though now i got nothing to spend.....haha Money left=zero...

WAhhhh stressed arh

Whew..wat a week so far this has been..wow..time passed really fast. Yesterday, stay unitil 12.30 to do the PI...whoa..it is definitley not easy..Lucky thing the teacher accepted up to 80 % of the work today so just need to make a few adjustments only.Though, hopefully it doesnt spoils the whole PI, thats what I am really afraid of.However, today still got GP corrections and GP journal to do...OMG..maybe might have to stay up that late again....haiz...WAH..very tired....Somemore tml still have to try to reach school early to go through the GP papers... cos Miss Wong isnt avaliable on other time slots liao...Hmm i just flung my maths test...so morale feel very low..how can i flung maths..AHHHHH...Today, also had Physics..hmm dun knw whether can i even pass lor....seems like i am starting to fail all my test this week...

AIYo..dun know why i so stupid go and volunteer myself to speak and promote about co-op junk sale next week..OMG..later i made a fool of myself in front of the whole CJC....there goes my face...haha...On the bright side, i maybe invovled in this year NDP....but see how lah..haha seems like so enthu. on CHingay and all sorts of stuff now..haha..must thank chingay..WHOOHH...CHINGAY 2005 rocks and so do COSMO 6......

this is ur favourite blogger signing off:
(-_-)**
Cute DUde :P

Wat a day...and thanks a lot to my fan arh

Wah...today went out the whole day lor..from 9.30 am in the morning all the way to 5.oo pm in the afternoon.Wow..what a long day lor..haha..and I also have been apologising for the whole time..haha..very soli arh LY..my fault again chose a lousy movie..haiz so the movie is lousy...anyway went to Plaza Singapura, then robinsons and heeren, where kelly, bought for me a cd as a birthday present..very nice of her lor...nxt year muz get a better present for her.....haha must start saving cash now.Everyday, must save at least $1, then sure enough one.After that, we went to citylink where I saw one watch ,damn nice and quite cheap as well at only $55.00, isnt that cheap..haha

Haiz, the GP paper is starting soon lor..is only about 2 weeks away lor..wow how the year pass by so fast...the blue mountains trip, SRJC Cosmo6, SRJC 1S26 and the CJC sentosa orientation all seems to pass by so fast...realised that i am already this old already..wow truely the phrase that "Time will not wait for any man". Soon also must pass up my PW already...haha but what better way to relax by being optimistic and laugh at least 5 times daily...isnt tht true....definitely to all my friends out there..wish u all will not let stress gets to u..though i knw it is difficult lor..but must stay cheerful rite=)....however, for myself even it is difficult, I am also now facing the same problem...haha...even my Act Cute shi fu..also now very stressful....haiz..the shi fu and the tu di also stressed..AHHHH.....the act cute skill may be lost forever....oh nooooooooooo

Biao mei the birthday also coming soon..ahhhh dun think have enough cash to get her a present..how arh....can u pls donate to this number 1900-112-6969..haha juz joking tis number never exists......haha

hehe..arent we yan dao and chio=) 

Wow...so lucky and damn stress=)

Yoyo...to all my fellow frenz and fans out there..here i the fantastic blogger again..ahaha..very bhb again...hmm today went to OCS or Officer Cadet School lah..erm somewhere in the Tuas area lor.Man is the place huge....everywhere also muz walk long distance one lor and there are forest and jungle paths around the area lor.And the ppl there all walk as if they are in a parade or something lor..haha LOL. Wah..but today also raining lor so a lot of thing also cannot do..haha wow but firing the SAR 21 gun is shiok lor..wow the recoil impact is much lesser than a M-16 lor.

Also, recently sent a dedcation to YES 933, then finally got pei fen to read out already...haha...after 15 tries lor and though i sent it at 12.ooam, she read it out at 1.ooam, and the song is not what I had requested..diao(-_-)"""......haha..damn weird rite??Later ah, LY heard my dedication and suan me..haha..and i thot no one would listen at that hour....she was doing work somemore....LY still want me to accompany her through the night or should i say the morning somemore, as if i dun nd to go to school..haha

5678...topong..topong...haha...i am the great CT Rep. for this great 1S26 class.haha 

Wow..soo cool...except the scary pose tht i did...haha..1S26 rulez 

Super Lame joke..taken from my fren's blog one..haha

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: None. They can study without light.Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb?A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: They wouldn't bother.Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: None. They believe in praying for it.Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: None. They are still using oil lamps.Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: Huh, wat litebarbu...Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?A: TJC!Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?A: None. They think they are very bright already.Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about it. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??A: None.They're too busy studying. trying not to get expelled.Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??A: None. the bangla(desh) do it for them (sch still under construction).

cool rite? 

This is my favourite chinese band...SHE,*applause* 

On my birthday....wah so touched

Hello there...i finally got one fan already..its official..whew..there is a reply..haha..so to my very 1st fan, co-op is a book shop in CJC .As entreprenuership society n co-op recently merged, so thts why i join cos of the entreprenuership thingy...so yeah lor.Anyway, now confirm there already lor..haha...maybe nxt time can become cashier in NTUC...haha=)

Ok..now is the actual thing...haha....5...4...3...2.....1....START!!
Wah...tht day went to school..dreading about the Napfa test...then during the NE lesson, on the powerpoint slide, Ms Wong type a HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE( U r one year older..).Wah..then i stun dio...then they off the class lights n then Audris n Tiara brought a choc. cake to my table n the whole class was singing the birthday song..wah so touched..haha coz like in St gabs. birthday not like tht one lor.Then they also did a card for me n place it inside a bottle..wow... hao gan dong leh...So nice of them lor

Also, the next day, cousin sent me a msg to wish me a happy birthday..which is like one day late already..haha...anyway when received her msg..feel very happy..and suddenly like for tht few seconds , my life brighten up again...didnt expect her to remember my birthday lor...so yeah lor.later went to j8, then stoned there for up to 3 hours with seow hong and wei chong..coz had to wait for val. n longyu...diao(-_-)..i broke my longest stoning period ever..LOL...then finally everyone came then can eat dinner already..haha...Afterwards, watch the SR show..haha..seeing how joel n val. so stressed...seems like so scary like tht...also heard from joel tht cousin a bit not so happy...haiz...dun knw wat i can do for her lor...but maybe its not like tht lah..hmm..anyway hopefully she will cheer up lor.

Ps: to biao mei, try to stay cheerful ar....dun be too stress also...although i dun knw how to help u since in different JC..but i sincerely hope tht u would be happy n cheerful as in the past...remember the 10 ways of acting cute..SHI FU..haha so stay happy ah=) cousins 4ever

A bit boring n too slack liao

Heya, today able to blog gain..haha...hehe dun knw why co-op got no meeetings lor..like is so slack ..haiz now maybe should have gone shooting at least got something to do lor..like a routine or something bah..i think i should take up to two ccas lor...oh maybe i go take NYAA silver but is like not many ppl take leh...then still muz fulfill those requirements like the skills n physical recreation part...bo bian muz to all these thing lor..if not arh........jc life really= to NO LIFE!!!!!!Also it will help in my testimonial lor....really help a not leh..maybe should try out for more stuff lor though studying is also equally impt...still got a lot of projects lor..especially PW..wah now thts a killer..ahhh n Sok Cheng keep poking me..ouch n try to get me to join shooting..i think she is the best job for the ambasador for shooting..haha..super ENTHU. spider one....haha..haiz now wat muz i do...i very picky right ...either is too slack or too stressful..haha n still got Napfa tomolo..diao...

Yesterday, had a really weird but seems great dream lor..i dreamt tht i was with this gal and like going to a concert or something like that...it seems like i was pretty sad and a bit depressed thus i like sort of neglect her lor...so she like is a bit angry or hmm maybe very angry.She walk away lor then at that point of time, i felt very lost and weak. I suddenly pulled her by the arm and she sort of struggles a bit but i manage to pulled her back and i hug her and ask her not to go coz if she go then i dunno wat will happen to me.Then, it seems like I confess my feelings lor, than she sort of very happy than i kiss her by the cheek.Soon, we were holding hands and walking to the event lah...it seems that I was very happy that we were together so when reach the event.We were forced to part lor cos CJC dun like couples...wah my sub-concious so great ah..haha

Some people says that what u dream will happen in ur life soon, others says that is wat u have been thinking about all this while.There are also those smart ones which says that there might be some hidden meanings to the dreams...diao(-_-)'''''.So wat r ur opinions then.....

maybe might be due to stress thus it evokes the emotions which i might have been trying to suppress..or to show that i am weak...i dun knw lor..ahh wat am i writing...juz now went to see how to cope with stress..so now muz medidate zen zen zen..zzzzzzzzzzzzz oops going to fall asleep...haha maybe should juz take one step ata time lor..tackle one problem before doing the other...that should helps.. i hope...haha.. Muz also try to stay positive so watever had been done, have been done so cannot brood over it...actually tis is to help me to cheer up coz did a very stupid thing again..haiz....should change my title to cute n stupid pig...haha very funny....diao(-_-)''

Heard that Gary is going to finally get a galfren already..haha but i think maybe not lor..but u never knw tis might be his lucky break..haha...anyway thats all lah...so to all my fans n frens stay cool ah n CUTE...haha still missed Soffenny a bit..haha ithink should get her a present though i dun think she remember mine...but nvm lah I am a gentleman....haha self-praise again too BHB already oh is she taught me one.....HAHA

Wat a day...yeah its the weekend again

Hello..to all my fans.. haha very bhb rite unlike someone call xia xue:P..haha u all knw hu rite basically today had been a very fun day lor..went to eat sushi wth my bro. n uncle.i think i ate up to 10 slices of salmon..wah very fresh but a bit too much:0 LOLthen also went round looking for watches n dound some quite nice ones lor...eexcept that the price is exorbitant OMG...
Since forgot to write yesterday account..i shall do it today lah, hopefully not too late, apologies to all my fans arh...haha sorry again bhb...Yesterday actually dun have much mood to study lor...cos cannot do my physics prac. work well lor.Haiz, cos obtain all the wrong readings thus everything wrong..wah lau...how can like that right..dun knw why i so distracted lor.Also, later had to wait for Seong Hoon cos he is like copying work..haha form Germaine which is Dez girlfren..haha..juz joking lah..but he didnt deny it either:P LOL Later had to rush back to Serangoon cos ask longyu to play ball lor...wah lucky didnt rain if not cant play ball again.In the end met her at about 4.15 like that.Hmm can see that she has improve her shooting already...hehe it was tht bad last time...jkjk...But can see that she is losing interest in basketball already..haiz...according to her, is thanks to her cca..now she is interested in canoeing haha.Then later met a guy who wanted to borrow my ball..wah he is damn pro. lor..his cross-spin move is that fast leh..try to emulate but..haha too slow n a bit off balance.later follow longyu to run.Wah n she ran 10 rounds at the stadium i onli ran 4 pathetic isnt..haiz super unfit lor.but i also got to some work outs on my arms lor if not how am i going to pass my NAPFA..though i dun think i can now lor..ahhhh. After went to the wrong toilet to change, lucky i didnt see anything ... though there were ppl inside...whew.Later, while walking back we shot some hoops at the braddall height cc...n we were like playing those how-many-balls-can-u-shoot-in-a-minute stuff found in the arcade..hahain the end i still lost but i managed to hit my ball in n kept hers out..haha. I m still the best..later tht nite also met her n her sis at the pasar malam..wah n my sis kept saying tht longyu is taller..haha which i dun think so.Actually, didnt knw tht longyu the sis also is shorter than her..OMG..haha

WAh..dun knw wat cca to choose....=(

Harlow every1, haiz today went to the co-op so called orientation lah..hmm..dun hv a very good impression though.The people there not bad lah but seems a bit boring lor........also the ES is there too which is entrepreneur society.They actually merge wth co-op lor, so it seems bah.Also, the whole ES is like from one class lor, they r also rather rowdy lor..haha.The chairman seems rather good in the sense tht she takes her job very seriously lor.Actually, i dun mind juz joining ES..but seems like very little ppl join lor..so a bit sian lah.Well i also join some sort of entrepreneur thingy competition lor..though i not in co-op..haha lol. Haiz now dun knw wat cca to join...maybe join bridge club lor..or interact club..or shooting club bah which is like the last option.Wat to do..at the most stay in co-op lor......aiyo today i still hv GP work to do n muz catch up on physics..hmm maybe i wont focus on ccas a lot bah.But will try to join competitons lor n get a NYAA silver award..hopefully n still dreaming..zzzzz..paradise land....haha so thts all bah=)

Still have to carry on...stay happy=)

Yoyo..its the cool dude again..haha very bhb rite....today school is rather short, ending at 1.30 pm.. ahaha but tml end at 5 n thursday also end at 5..wahhhhh xian ah=(..today PE is another torture again but can take solance in one thing.Which is I finally can to 1 pull-up...haha..bet every1 thinks tht is stupid but to me is WHOA..actually got ppl help to push me up one...haha.Actually, today suppose to go to CJC library one.but in the end didnt go lor.cos since seong hoon meeting chian hwee..haha which is my gay fren...then we talk a lot on poly n stuff bah..anyway i m not gay i m onli joking arh....=0...LOL...wah no cash already..spend 10 bucks on class funds n stuff..wahhh n also like nobody want to join wth me in co-op....WHY!!!!!!!!
I think ppl at SRJC muz still be in holiday mood lor...cos heard tht their pace is realli slow...juz now longyu still ask me whether still want to play bball tml...diao..but if got chance why not..rite..aiyo CJC also got a lot of hmwk to do..okok so muz stay optimistic like wat my cousin always say...SMILE=)..n be a bit bhb is not bad....haha..i m C-U-T-E haha

Not much of a change..............

Yoyo..i am blogging again..hope everyone have a nice day..though not for me too lah

Today, is another day in 1T27 for me again..though its more or less better lah..haiz bryan still say something about chatting on Msn on the chinese project..but bangsa me am i really tht lousy or irritating..haiz, well today PE is another crazy lesson, 15 grandstands n 60 inclined pull-ups..though to many this is so lousy but to this fat n cute guy here...ahhhhh its a nightmare..May the god bless me..ahha thts wat brother paul would say,.when u say brother u say paul,....BROTHER PAul

Today also met charmaine..hmmm..no is saw her, yeah she is in SR uni. lor, actually thot of smsing her, but no lah..haha..so far heard SR a bit slack..n CJC is so fast already..wat to do i still in holiday mood.... Oh ya today also kenna caught for coming late for assembly...almost went for detention..whew...Michael Tan also talk a lot of stuff..damn weird 1st time late LOL

Wah n my new timetable is horrible..thursday had to end at 5 pm..wahh thts terrible n still got so many projects..ahhhhh..nono..muz stay optimistic thts the key...i think now so stress tht cannot crap already..looks like i m back to my serious self again..nono muz continue acting cute..haha..muz try to be happy n all will turn out well..lets keep going..lets keep going

Wat a day lor

Yoyo....hello evrybody..haiz todae is another xian day..cos like seong hoon is quite popular in school n i always kenna tao one..haha..maybe it is juz me bah:P..muz try to stay optimistic lor..juz now met longyu for chatting lor..n is always the same one..haha..always she complains to me n i listen. I think nxt time should charge her money..hehe..suppose to be i tell her my unhappiness..in the end its the the other way round..always one lor..in the end, i had to try to solve her problems...or rather console her..diao(-_-)'''also had a talk wth mum, then i realise tht she has given me another perspective on things , well, hu says tht talking to parents aint good..haha.Aiyo still got tht chinese project lor...n dun even knw how to go about it...like Bryan juz plans everything out one lor...haiz..sometimes feel like an outcast in the class...*it begins to rain on me now*maybe should try to look at the bigger picture lor..like wat mum said..focus on wat u think bah..so wish me good luck lor//cheers to all

Opening Day of my BLOg.....haha

hello..every1 to my blog..1st timer here so if lousy, dun say anything will hurt my feelings..haha..its ok lah...Today, suddenly thot of HER again..haiz...okok..muz stay optimistic..hehe like what wei ren always say"lets keep going, lets keep going..."Hmm..today at CJC...which is my college lor, a bit boring bah..wah but the GP lecturer at the end of the day really WOKE me up...literally W-O-K-E..hahha voice so loud like as if no one can hear him like tht:P...later still muz go back for PTm meetings..haiz..AHHHH missed 1S26...suffering from cold turkey..haha...so far havent really adjust to CJ life yet..though my class rocks lah..but still dun hv tht class bond there yet..maybe is onli me...anyway, jc life not easy..muz study like mad...erm..wat is mathematical induction..haha..juz joking lah..So to every1 stay cheerful ah..

Signing of from the C. DUDe(PS is cute btw:P)